During Recess (Taeyeon's POV)

 

We were waiting for Sooyoung, whom always insisted to buy our food for us, as we sat down and chatted, waiting for her to return. The others were chatting and laughing together while my mind was on something else.

 

"How in the world am I supposed to open my mouth and confess?!" I thought as my heart started to race.

 

"I mean... I don't even know how to start!I can't just go up to her and say 'hey Fany! Will you go out with me?' right? It'll just freak the girl out! No, No! I must think of something else," I thought as I sighed deeply.

 

"Argh! But I can't think of anything and I'll be confessing tomorrow! OH GOD! I need H.E.L.P.!!!" I thought as I hit my head painfully on the table, out of frustration.

 

Suddenly, all the chatters vanished as silence came to take its place. I lifted my head, only to find all of them staring at me with wide eyes, their faces with confusion and shock written all over them.

 

"Taeyeon, are you okay?! What in the world do you think you're doing?!" Yoona shouted as she placed her hand on my head to make sure it was not injured.

 

"Em.... Relieving stress?" I simply replied, only earning a glare from Yuri.

 

"What?! What's stressing you so much that you have to hit your head on the table like that?!" Yuri asked, as she slapped me on my shoulder.

 

"Well..." I said, debating on whether I should tell them about my trouble.

 

"Well? Well what?! Spit it out! You're making me worried now," Yoona said as she frowned.

 

"I...I..." I stuttered as my heart was beating rapidly.

 

"Hey guys! I got...the...food..." Sooyoung said she scanned her surroundings, confused with the sudden heavy mood, quietly sat down and started gobbling down her sandwitch.

 

"Oh, for crying out loud! Just spit it out already!" Yuri yelled as she had finally lost her patients and was about to turn into Hell-Yul any moment.

 

"I'm in love with Tiffany!" I blurt out instantly but quickly covered my mouth with my hands as soon as I realized what I have just confessed.

 

"You what?!" Yoona and Sooyoung both shouted in unison as Sooyoung almost choked on her sandwitch.

 

"I'm in love with her but she doesn't know about it. I'm planning to confess to her tomorrow but I don't even know how to start! What should I say? I've never done anything like this before! Help!!!" I pleaded as the others became speechless upon hearing my words.

 

"Kim Taeyeon! I can't believe what you've just said! In love?! Confess?! I've never imagined those words to come out from your mouth!!! Ever!" Sooyoung exclaimed, only asking for a punch on her shoulder.

 

"Hey! Don't tease me! That's not the main point here. I need help! NOW!" I shouted in desperation.

 

"Calm down, Taeyeon! We'll help you!" Yuri said as she gently my back, trying to calm me down.

 

"Okay," I said as I slowly relaxed my stiff body and my heartrate started to decrease little by little.

 

"Well... Just be yourself! It's not that hard! Really!" Yoona said as she flashed me a wide smile.

 

"Be myself?" I asked as I doubted if I could even look at her in the eyes when I confess.

 

"Yeah! *munch* Be more *munch* natural so you won't *munch* freak her out," Sooyoung said as she gobbled down her sandwitch, only taking short breaks inbetween, to talk.

 

"Okay...." I said, while slowly nodding, still a little confused with the vague answers they were giving me.

 

"Alright, let's just pretend I'm Tiffany now. Show me how you're gonna confess to her," Yuri asked as I bit onto my lower lip, I knew it wouldn't end well.

 

"Okay," I said as I turned to face Yuri and reached to hold her hand in mine.

 

I closed my eyes as I took in a deep breath. I cleared my mind and put all my nervousness aside. I tried to think of how I feel about her and just started to spit out what came to my mind whenever I thought about my angel.

 

"Fany ah~ I've been..... I've been in love with you since the first day I've met you. I've never met someone so special before, someone who made me so happy. I want to protect you, love you forever and never ever let you go. I love you, Hwang Mi Young," I paused as I inhaled another deeper breath.

 

"Will you...go out with me?" I asked sincerely as I looked deeply into 'Tiffany's' eyes.

 

Yuri didn't move or utter another word. She just looked at me with an expression I couldn't read. Was she happy? Surprised? Sad? Angry? Nobody could tell. All the three of us could do was stare back at the girl and wait for her reply. However, I was so nervous I could't take the suspense any longer.

 

"So....how's that?" I said, breaking the awkward silence and suspense.

 

"Aw~~~ That was so sweet~" Sooyoung said as she started spazzing like how she normally spazzed over over her favourite celebritiy couples.

 

"That's good enough! Mushy... but good enough to win her heart! Psh... And you said you needed help~" Yoona teased as my face started heating up.

 

"Hey! Don't tease me~ Well...I was stuck a few moments ago but when you told me to say it out, I just said out everything that came to my mind," I simply replied as my unreactive bestfriend finally snapped out if and broke out into laughter. 

 

The three of us tried exchanging looks, we were all taken aback by her unexpected response. We looked at the laughing girl with our eyebrows knitted together, deeply confused by her strange reaction.

 

"Wow! You are greater than I thought! Dayummmn~ You were so into it that it sounded as if you were really confessing to me! HAHAHA! OMG! That'll be hilarious if it really happened," Yuri teased as she laughed so hard that she was about to cry.

 

"Wow! Then it should be pretty easy for you tomorrow! Just go with your heart and mind, just tell her the truth, whatever comes to mind, your true feelings and emotions. Don't try to memorise and write out your confession, it'll just seem too fake and weird. Confessions are sweet because some people get awkward, stutter and make cute little mistakes but that's also because they're saying what they're actually feeling, true feelings from the heart. However, there are also exceptions, some confessions are super sweet because the people's words just make you melt upon hearing them and you know that they actually mean what they have said," Yuri said as she gave me a gentle smile.

 

"In conclusion, just be yourself, don't act like someone you're not just to get her attention. Confess what you truly feel and... all the best!" Yuri paused before she continued, "And em... I think it's my turn too." 

 

"Your time for what?" I asked as she bit onto her lower lip.

 

"My time to... to confess to Sica," she said as her cheeks began to turn into a light shade of pink.

 

Yoona and Sooyoung both gasped in surprised. At that moment, Sooyoung broke into coughing fits as she choke onto her sandwitch, too shocked upon hearing Yuri's words.

 

"You told her about Sica already?" Yoona asked as she pointed at me.

 

"Yes, she did... and I know about Sunny and Seohyun too~" I said as I saw both of their jaws dropping.

 

"What?!" They both exclaimed as Sooyoung's coughing became worse than before.

 

"Don't worry, I'm okay with it! Aw~ Why didn't you guys tell me earlier?! You do know that I won't actually murder you, right? Haha!" I paused and smirked as I continued," So.. when are you two going to confess?" 

 

"Hold up...What?!" Sooyoung exclaimed as finally stopped coughing and glared at me with wide eyes.

 

"Well...don't you think it's time for the person you love to know how you feel about them?" Yuri asked while I nodded.

 

"But... What if they reject us?! It'll be too embarrassing for me to handle!" Yoona asked as she shyly burried her face in her hands.

 

"But... Don't you want to tell them? They deserve to know. Besides, even though it will be awkward and embarrassing if you ever get rejected, isn't it better to just let it out? At least you have tried, and that's the best thing that you can do. At least you have taken the chance to do what you can before it's too late, right? You'll have no regrets after that, so do what you can while you still can!" I persuaded as Yoona and Sooyoung's faces finally brightened up.

 

"Well....You're right! Sunny does deserve to know the truth, even if she rejects me, at least I've done my best! Alright, I'll do it!" Sooyoung said as Yoona nodded.

 

"Alright, me too! Seohyun is such a sweet girl. She's so special to me, I need to try my luck and win her heart before someone else does it!," Yoona paused as she continued," Hey! Why don't all of us confess tomorrow together?" 

 

"Okay!" The three of us agreed in unison.

 

With that, recess ended and we headed back to our classrooms. I couldn't wait for tomorrow. I can finally reveal my feelings to my angel, Tiffany Hwang Mi Young.

 

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~I can tell you're lookin' at me, I know what you see, any closer and you'll feel the heat! GG! You don't have to pretend that you didn't notice me, every look will make it hard to breathe~ (The Boys English Ver.)

 

I woke up to the sound of my ringtone. I walked over to the small table where I left my phone and checked the caller ID, Kwon Yuri.

 

"Hello?" I answered while reaching my arm out into the air for a good stretch.

 

"Taeyeon! Are you nervous? I'm freaking out here! Today's the big day,we only have one shot at this..." Yuri asked as I could hear a hint of anxiety in her tone.

 

"Well, the truth is... I'm kinda nervous too. However, I've kept my feelings from her for too long. I need her to know now before... before it's too late. I don't care whether she will be my girlfriend in the end...at least...at least she knows how I've always felt about her," I said as I could hear Yuri's rapid and short breaths through the phone, she sure is nervous as heck too.

 

"I know but I'm afraid. What if...it goes terribly wrong, not just a rejection but she'll freak out and stop being friends with me?! She means the whole world to me, Tae! I can't lose her like this! I rather not tell her the truth!" Yuri said as I sighed deeply.

 

"Well... In life, the best and worst thing is to take risks, only then, will we gain everything we want, but could also lose everything we have. I don't know about you, but I'm ready to risk it, I can't stand hurting in silence anymore, I need Fany to know. Even if she stops being friends with me or she will become distant from me, at least she knows my feelings. If she really rejects me and stops being friends with me, then I'll have no regrets because people like that isn't worthy to be heartbroken over. However, if she rejects me nicely and continue to be friends with me, then I'll have every reason on Earth to be happy because I know I have fallen for the right type of girl," I said as Yuri remained silent.

 

"Yuri, we always have to look at things in a positive way. Our society is already neagtive enough to the extent that people become so insensitive and selfish. However, it is a choice. Whenever we are in trouble, put in a difficult situation, it is our choice to complain about it and cry over it or... we smile and face the world because you are already happy for what you already have. Confessing to Jessica, it is your choice, that one I can't make the call. It's your life, Yul! Live it to its fullest and do what you want with no regrets before it's too late!" I said with enthusiasm, trying to persuade my bestfriend.

 

"Well... You're right, Tae! I need to do this! No more hiding, lying, keeping all those silent feelings and thoughts. Today, I will make a huge decision. It will change my life forever, for the better or worse, let's just stay positive and hope for the best! Alright, I gotta go now, Sica's gonna wake up soon. All the best, Chingu~ You can do this! Bye!" Yuri said as hearing her words brought a smile to my face.

 

"That's the right attitude! Thanks so much, Yul! I gotta wake Fany up too. Good luck to you too! Bye!" I said as I hung up the phone and walked towards my sleeping beauty still in her dreamland.

 

Slowly, I sat down beside her and bent closer, so close that our lips were only a few centimetres away from each other. They looked so perfect and kissable, so close yet so far away.

 

I smirked to myself and thought, "Soon... you will be mine!"

 

I cupped my right hand, brought it infront of my mouth and whispered into her ear, "Fany ah~ Wake up. You don't wanna be late for school~"

 

Tiffany slowly opened her eyes and rubbed it with the back of her hand. She brought her hands to cover as she yawned cutely.

 

She looked into my eyes, gave me an eye smile and greeted, "Good morning, Taetae!"

 

"Good morning, Fany~ Now, c'mon! Go get dressed, sleeping beauty! I don't wanna be late because of you!" I teased as I gave her my usual dorky smile.

 

"Keke! Yes, Ma'am!" she said as she did a cute salute before disappearing behind the toilet doors to get dressed.

 

"Aigoo! She's so cute~~" I thought as I waited patiently for my dormmate to come out.

 

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Stopping outside Tiffany's class, I turned to her and looked into her eyes before I said, "Fany ah~ I have extra lessons today, but I have something really important to tell you, promise to wait for me until I get back, okay?"

 

"What's it about?" Tiffany asked with curiosity but I simply shook my head.

 

"No no! I'm not telling you anything about later, you just have to wait and find out yourself!" I said with a proud grin as she gave me a cute little pout.

 

"Not telling me, ay? It's the first time I've actually seen you being so mysterious. Alright, fine, I'll wait," Tiffany said, crossing her arms across her chest like a little girl.

 

"Until then, my lady~" I teased as I took her hand and faked to kiss the back of it.

 

"Haha! You're so funny, you dork! Now, hurry back if I don't wanna be late for class, you silly!" She teased as I couldn't help but smile.

 

"Alright, bye Fany! See you later!" I said as I turned around and darted across the hall to my classroom at the other end.

 

I smiled like an idiot while walking into my classroom as I couldn't wait to confess to her after school. It felt as if there were butterflies in my stomache, my tummy felt strange as I was super excited yet anxious at the same time. I felt so jumpy I couln't even sit still during lessons. I couldn't even pay attention in class, all that occupied my mind was her, Tiffany Hwang Mi Young. 

 

"Please let everything work out just as planned! Alright, Kim Taeyeon! I'm  going to do this and nothing is gonna stop me now!" I thought as I smirked.

 

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"Wow! Tiffany has waited for me for two hours already, I better get back as quickly as possible before she gets angry and turns into Hell-Fany!" I thought as I sprinted back to our dorm.

 

Don't ever be fooled by her sweet and angellic appearance, when she gets angry, I give you all my blessings because you're going to need it. She'll kill you, well, not literally but either way, it still feels the same, according to Jessica, her closest bestfriend.

 

I stopped right outside our dorm, suddenly, a huge wave of nervousness came pouring at me as I couldn't even move. I was so nervous I started panting as if I had just finished our school's annual cross-country run. My heart was pumping so hard I thought it was burst any moment. The anxiety and nervousness was seriously overwhelming. 

 

"Alright, Kim Taeyeon! You can do this! You have to tell her, she has to know! Calm down, you'll be fine. It's now or never! Let's do this! Kim Taeyeon, fighting~" I mentally encouraged myself as I took a deep breath, counted to three, grabbed the door knob, boldly turned it and pushed open the door.

 

As I opened, my angel was nowhere to be found. To my astonishment, the window, big enough for a person to climb through, and usually half open, was left wide open. What was more bizzare was to find a tall boy in school uniform, bending ninety degrees, standing right infront of the occupied toilet, peeping through the key hole of the door and smirking to himself. It didn't take long for me to realize what he was doing. Rage got the best my me as I was already planning ways to beat the daylights out of him for peeping at my girl while she was taking a shower, and out of all the girls in school, he had to pick Tiffany.

 

"I'm sorry, buddy. But having the guts to break into my dorm, peep at not just any ordinary girl, but my girl, while she is taking a shower, you have chosen the wrong girl to mess with, ! Prepare to die because I'mma beat the crap outa you, son!" I thought as clenched my teeth tightly together.

 

Without hesitation, I screamed, "Byuntae!", ran across the room at full speed to the byuntae, launching my heavy fist directly at his face.

 

Before he could even react, he has already fallen onto the ground in a split second. He brought his hands to his face as he winced in pain.

 

"Ow! What the hell is wrong with you, you little punk?!" He shouted as he clenched onto his fists and was getting ready to fire them at my face at full speed.

 

"That's for peeping at my girl, Byuntae!" I thought as I flexed my jaw, ready to go for round two.

 

"Why you little..." He paused, with his hand still in midair but soon pulled back and laid back down on the ground the next second.

 

The toilet door immediately slammed opened, with my hand's still clenched but I stopped it in mid air, my angel's eye widen as her eyes landed on the byuntae on the ground, then to my fists, and then back to the boy again.

 

"Siwon!!!" She exclaimed as she flew over to byuntae's side with his hands over his black eye, still in pain.

 

Gently, she caressed his face with her hand as she looked at him with worry in her eyes but also with something more, something that seemed unfamiliar to me.

 

"Siwon? That name! I know I've heard it from somewhere... Gah! I can't remember where I've heard that name before," I thought as I stared at the byuntae in the ground, trying to recall where I've heard his name.

 

Tiffany then shot me a killer glare and shouted, "What the hell did you do that for?!"

 

"Why is she even angry at me? I'm the one helping her but she's actually helping the Byuntae now?! What's going here?!" I thought as I was taken aback by her unexpected reaction. 

 

"He... He was peeping at you while you were showering! He..." I was cut off when I saw a flash of object strking across my face and felt a sudden stinging sensation it.

 

"Wait, hold up! Did...Did she just slap me?!" I thought as I was too shocked to even speak.

 

"He's my boyfriend!!!" She yelled at the top of her lungs as she glared at me again.

 

If looks could kill, I would be dead by now. My eyes widen as I felt my heart breaking into a million pieces as soon as I heard that word, that word which was supposed to be my title.

 

"B..B..Boy...friend?!" I stuttered as I looked at her, I couldn't believe what I've just heard.

 

"No... This can't be! It isn't possible! She can't have a boyfriend. No, please don't!" I thought as tears started swimming in my eyes.

 

"Argh! Why did you even punch my boyfriend in the face, ?! I'm really disappointed in you! I never wanna see you again!" she yelled as she pushed me to the door.

 

Along the way, I didn't resist, I was too shocked to do anything. Millions of thoughts flashed across my mind as I still couldn't figure it out. I definitely did not see it coming, and neither did the rest. It all happened so fast that I didn't even know what to do or say. I was like the clouds in the sky, just like the wind, I let her push me and guide me to the door, without any form of resistance. On the outside I looked fine, on the inside, I was falling apart. 

 

"Get out!" She barked as I glared at her.

 

As we reached the door, I finally snapped out of it and used all my might to stopped her. 

 

 

I turned to her and looked in her in the eyes before I said, "Oh! So I'm a for being a good friend and teaching peeping Tom here, a lesson for you?! Not only do I not get a 'thank you' but you're chasing me away like this?!"

 

Silence filled the whole room for a few seconds as we continued to have an intense staredown. With my patience level running extremely low, I finally broke the silence.

 

"Fine! Thank you so much for being such a great friend! I hate you!!!" I scoffed as I laughed bitterly.

 

'I hate you', the three words I have never meant to say but I was too rash to even think it through that I just blurt out everything that came to my mind. 

 

I looked into her eyes for the last time and thought to myself, "Fany, look at you! Are you really the Fany that I've known for the past two months? I'm the one who should be disappointed in you!".

 

Almost immediately, I broke eye contact with her, turned and slammed the door hardly at her, angrily storming away. I was so pissed! I couldn't even believe how childish and unreasonable she was behaving that I got so frustrated I could almost punch a hole in the wall!

 

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Yuri's POV

 

"Are you serious?!" I shouted as I couldn't believe what the blonde girl infront of me has just said.

 

"Yah! Is it really that surprising that I would accept you? Actually, to be honest, I've... I've always been secretly having a crush on you ever since the first time we met," she confessed as her face started turning pink.

 

"Really?!" I asked as my jaw dropped.

 

She walked over to me and gave me a surprise peck on my cheek.

 

"Really!" She whispered shyly into my ear and smirked.

 

"OMO! My face! It's burning!!" I thought as I felt as if I was the luckiest person on Earth.+

 

"Yes!" I exclaimed as I shot my fists into the air in victory, I have finally done it.

 

I brought my hand infront of me as I checked my Baby G watch, 5.30 P.M.

 

"Hm.. Taeyeon should be finished with her confession and won Tiffany's heart by now, let's celebrate together with her!" I thought as I smirked to myself.

 

"Hey Sica, I'm gonna go over to Taeyeon's. Don't wait for me for dinner, alright? I'll be having dinner with Taeyeon and the rest, bye!" I said as I went to the door.

 

"Okay, bye~" Jessica said as she gave me a flying kiss from across the room and, immediatly making me melt.

 

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"25, 26, there it is! Dorm number 27, Taeyeon's dorm!" I thought as I knocked on the door with excitement.

 

I still couldn't accept the fact that, the cold Jessica I hvae known, has turned into a cute little puppy and has accepted me. It still felt too good to be true, I started pinching myself, making sure I was not dreaming.

 

"Ouch! Yup, definitely not dreaming!" I thought as I was so happy, I couldn't stop smiling. I waited for a few seconds before Tiffany opened the door. Then, my smile turned upside down when my eyes met hers, they were different today. For some reason, she looked awfully angry.

 

"Hey Tiff! Em... may I come in?" I asked, still wondering why the girl was so angry.

 

"Em..sure," she said as she opened the half-opened door behind her, wide open, revealing a familiar looking guy sitting on the couch watching television, who was hidden behind it a few seconds ago.

 

He was tall, fit and looked awfully familiar. I squinted my eyes, trying to get a better look at his features but failed as he was back-facing me. He had quite long hair for a guy, stopping abrutly at his collar, which were fashionably gelled to a side, giving him a punky image. He was wearing a simple white t-shirt but the material was so thin that you could tell he deliberately wore it to show off his muscles. Finally, I went over and I jerked upon realization of who it was.

 

"Siwon?!" I exclaimed as I looked at him in shock.

 

"Yuri? Oh, hello!" He greeted as he waved at me.

 

"Em..hi?" I said, still confused, wondering why in the world would my all-time-most-hated basketball senior be in my bestfriend's room.

 

"Oh, wait! I almost forgot the reason I came here in the first place! Taeyeon!" I thought as I looked around the room for that dwarf but she was not in sight.

 

"Where's Taeyeon? I'm supposed to meet her here but it looks like she's not around," I asked as Tiffany's eyes changed from filled with sweetness to filled with lots of anger.

 

"Don't you even say her name infront of me! I'm so angry with her! She punched Siwon right in the face! So hard that he actually fell onto the ground with a really loud thud!" she complained as she crossed her arms.

 

"What? Kim Taeyeon?! She'll never do something this rash unless she's really angry and... Hell-Taeyeon is unleashed!" I thought as I shivered at the thought of that monster.

 

"I can't believe she punched my boyfriend in the face like that without even apologizing!" she complained as my jaw dropped.

 

"B...B..B..Boyfriend?!" I stuttered, too shocked to speak normally.

 

"No wonder! It all makes sense now! Oh no! That means... Hell-Taeyeon has been unleashed!!! OMO!" I thought as I mentally cursed Siwon for making my bestfriend angry. 

 

"Em... Do you know where she is now?" I asked as I was worried Taeyeon will do even more foolish and rash things.

 

"How would I know?! I chased her out of the dorm after she punched Siwon," She said as I shot my eyes wide open.

 

I turned and left the dorm as quickly as I could, not even bothering to say goodbye to the couple as I knew I needed to find her, fast!

 

"Oh crap! She could be anywhere by now!" I exclaimed as I ruffled my hair in frustration.

 

"Hm.. I guess I'll just have to search the whole school for her. But I have no time to waste, I'll need back up," I thought as I quickly went to call Sooyoung and Yoona, telling them about everything.

 

I'm incharged of the classroom block while Sooyoung's incharged of the dorm block as being a Shikshin, we were afraid that she would just sit down and eat her food and forget about finding for our friend if we let her be incharge of the canteen block, so Yoona agreed to take it for her. With that, we split up and went our seperate ways, desperately finding our missing friend who could do anything to herself or others any moment.

 

I checked every single level of the classroom block, even double checked it but my bestfriend or should I say 'monster', was nowhere to be found.

 

"Gah! I went to every single classroom in every single level but she's still nowhere to be found! Plus, the others are not calling me, so that means they also haven't found her yet! Where could she be?! Argh!" I thought as I gritted my teeth.

 

I checked my watch, 7.45 P.M.

 

"Ah! It's been over two hours! Where could she be? Did she go out of school?!" I thought as my eyes widened upon realization.

 

"That's it! She's outside of school! According to the time now, she should be in the park taking her normal night jog! Well, there's no harm trying to search over there. Alright, better go to the park and check whether she's there before she leaves!" I thought as I hurried to the nearby park.

 

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Taeyeon's POV

 

"He's my boyfriend!" That line kept replaying itself in my head.

 

I sighed as I walked over to a nearby bench and sat down as I didn't feel like having my usual night jog tonight, not after all that has happened, I just had no mood for it.

 

"Fany," I whispered to myself, looking at the ground, thinking of the past two months that we've shared together.

 

I sat there for god knows how long, staring at the ground as I thought about the times we've shared together, not just about the joy and happiness, but also the pain and sorrow we've shared together, everything we've done together, we've been through together, to be able to be so close to each other today.

 

"Argh! Why did you punched my boyfriend in the face, ?! I'm really disappointed in you! I never wanna see you again!" that line suddenly replayed in my head as I felt as if someone used a dagger and forced it deeply into my heart.

 

"I was... I was so close to making you mine," I thought as I let out a deep sigh.

 

Without warning, my tears trickled down my cheeks uncontrollably in a split second. I tried to my wipe the fallen tears away with the back of my hand, but more of them fell to replace their place. It hurt so bad it felt as if I was soulless, a walking zombie, I still had my brain, but my heart wasn't with me anymore. Tiffany stole it since the first day we met, not only she didn't return it, but she has just tossed it down the bin and set it on fire. The pain was massive, unexplainable. 

 

"F..*sob* Fa..*sob* ny...*sob* I love..*sob* you... *sob* this is all *sob* all my fault. I should've confessed to you from the *sob* beginning. Then, you'll never be with that... *sob* Siwon guy," I sobbed as more and more tears came trickling down my cheeks.

 

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Yuri's POV

 

I reached the park and quickly ran aimlessly around trying to find my missing friend, but to no avail. I stopped by a tree to catch my breath as I heard soft sobs behind it. Curiosity got the best of me as slowly and quietly, I walked behind it.

 

To my astonishment, I've finally found my missing bestfriend and was about to call her when I realized her eyes were red and puffy, as if she had been crying for days.

 

"Is....Is she...crying?!" I thought as I never kept my eyes off of my crying bestfriend.

 

"Fany!!!" She sobbed out loud as more tears fell from her eyes.

 

"Tae....Taeyeon," I whispered to myself, it was the first time I've seen precious tears trickling down her cheeks endlessly.

 

It pained me to see her in such a state. Without hesitation, I ran over to her, pulled her close and wrapped my arms around her neck. Due to her petite body, she put her face on my chest and continued to cry hysterically.

 

"Yu...*sob* Yuri...*sob*," she sobbed as I her back, trying my best to calm her down.

 

"I know... I know everything," I said as I felt her body vibrating once every few seconds in my arms.

 

She pulled away from me, looked into my eyes before saying, "I was...*sob*...so close...*sob*...to make her mine."

 

"I know... I'm really sorry, Tae," I whispered softly as I saw hurt and regret in her eyes.

 

It was the first time I've ever seen her so heartbroken before. I've never seen her cry before, maybe behind my back but I've never actually witnessed it as she never lets anybody see her weak side. However, today was an exception, she was so heartbroken that she has lost all of her usual control over her emotions. She cried her heart out infront of me as it was too painful for her to hold it in anymore. No more hiding, controlling, refraining and letting all of out. It was truly painful just watching her like this. She has really fallen for someone with all her heart for the first time and that someone, Tiffany, has just broken it into a million tiny little pieces.

 

"I can't believe Tiff is going out with my ty basketball senior, Choi Siwon! She's just too blind to see his other side!" I said as Taeyeon stopped crying and was trying to catch her breath.

 

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Taeyeon's POV

 

"Choi Siwon......" I whispered, still trying to think of where I've heard that name before.

 

"Choi Siwon!" I thought as my eyes widen as I finally recalled where I've heard that name from, Kwon Yuri!

 

 

-Flashback-

 

"Gah! I just hate my ty basketball senior, Choi Siwon!" Yuri complained as she has just finished her basketball practice.

 

"What's wrong with him? Why do you hate him so much?" I asked with curiosity, Yuri is never the type to hate others.

 

"He's such a jerk! Just because he's popular and handsome, he became the basketball team captain! He bosses the juniors, like me, around all the time! On top of that, he's a major player! He's longest relationship lasted only for three months as he just dumps them in the end, breaking their hearts and playing them like a toy! He changes girlfriends as much as girls change clothes! GRRRR! I just hate that ty guy!" Yuri complained, it was the first time I've seen her so angry at someone before.

 

-End of flashback-

 

"Choi Siwon! You better watch out! Because I'm not backing down! I'll do all I can to win Fany's heart! And even if I don't, I'll never let you hurt her like you hurt your ex-girlfriends!" I thought as I promised myself to stop that jerk from ever hurting my angel.

 

"Don't worry, Fany. Just like I promised, I won't let anybody or anything hurt you," I whispered to nobody in particular.

 

 

To be continued...

 

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HEY GUYS! I've finally finished my work and updated! YAY! So what do you think about this chapter? Please try to comment, alright? Suscribe too! Sorry for spelling errors! I'll try to update soon! Can't wait for snsd's comeback 'i got a boy' 2day!!! Anyway... Happy new year!!!  ^^ -TaeNy127