Knocking on the changing room door impatiently, Junsu’s face was darkened. It has been passed thirty minutes, Ri In stepped into the changing room to get change.

“Yah Jang Ri In, does it take you forever just to change a dress?” Junsu was irked standing by the doorway.

Unlocking the door, her annoyed voice was heard, “Coming out, stop urging me already!”

The moment he sees her, he just can’t get his eyes off her. She was wearing an off white with a mixture of shiny silver beads on the tube wavy dress. Her hair was loosely leave touching on her shoulders.

Waving her hand in front of him, she tries averting his attention, “Hey where have your manners gone? Weren’t you the one kept urging me, are we late yet?”

“If we still remain here not making any move,” he interlocked his hand with hers and leading her to his car, “we’re really late!”

Pacing into the high classed restaurant with their fingers interlocked, a waitress led them to the table for six. As she looks down, her eyes widened in faze to see Hyori with Hankyung.

Holding on her shoulders, an effort of calming her down, Junsu mumbles, “Jang Ri In, behave. This is not the time for you to get into a fight with your love enemy.”

“You two,” she points her finger to them, “Why didn’t you tell me?”

Crossing her arms and rested them on the table, Hyori eyes at Junsu half smiling politely half glaring sternly, “Never did you tell me that the both of you are together again.”

“Together again,” Mrs. Kim confused, “Do you know Ri In?”

“Of course I know her,” Hyori smiled amusingly, “I was the leader in ‘Guardian Angel’…”

Ri In rolled her eyes grinningly. Halfway through the dinner, Junsu excused himself as he sees Hankyung leaved to the washroom.

Shoving him lean against the wall, he queried threateningly, “Are you in a game with Ri In? Stop lying to her and choose one between the two, you bastard?!”

He was about to put his fist on Hankyung’s face but he stopped him, “Kim Junsu, I’ve told you time and again that she’s not the one I love! By now, can’t you tell who the one she loves? She’d been doing so much for you but you’re still oblivious with it, you’re the bastard!”

“Hey why are the both of you fighting,” Ri In stepped in between stopping Hankyung to punch Junsu.

“I’ll not let this go on,” Hankyung pulled her away. “Let me tell him the truth!”

“Whey,” she pushed him back, “Hyori is looking for you, and you shall get back to the dinner, now!”

As she turned around, a slap landed on her face. She looks up at Junsu in shock, “What was that for?”

“You know Hyori is his fiancée since the very first day, aren’t you?” Junsu frowned.

Holding back her tears, she forced herself to be brave in having a face to face confrontation with the person she truly loves, “You are right, I know it. In order to be his mistress behind her, I pretended to be her best friend! Is this a satisfied answer for you?!” she ran off from him towards the exit with her tears unstoppably streamed down her face, leaving Junsu stood by himself sadly and somewhat angry for his behavior towards Ri In.

-

About half past three in the morning, Ri In was still composing song in her room. She was about to wrap up her work and get on bed earlier than usual. All of the sudden, noises were heard from the living room. Walking her steps out from her room, she sees Junsu lying on the floor.

“Kim Junsu what are you doing here in the middle of the night!” she pulled him up and slowly dragged him into his room. Throwing him on the bed, she can’t help but fall herself on top of him. “I must have killed your whole family last life? Why must I encounter you this life!” she struggles in pulling herself up.

Before she could stand up, the half drunk Junsu pulled her over and pinned her down on bed and get on top of her, to her ear.

“Jang Ri In, I know you ain’t that kind of person. Did you lie to me in order to push me away? I know you did.” He slightly burped; “Hankyung was right, I can’t read your mind, will you tell me?” he little by little closing in their distant and kisses on her soft lips.

Unable to react in time to what he’s doing, she feels his hand making its way to her night dress. Conscience with the situation, abruptly, she pushed the drunken Junsu laid on the bed and made her way out from his room not bother by care about his condition. Storming into the room, she seated on floor with her back against the door. The lingering feeling for the only person she had ever loved evolved again. She wrapped herself with her arms in tears all night.

-Chin Chin Radio, 2008 Korea-

“Welcome to Chin Chin Radio again, I’m Kangin,” he greeted then another manly voice appeared, “I’m Taeyeon’s replacement, Hankyung.”

“Earlier this week, a recorded version of this interview was aired and here we are with the second part of the interview.” Kangin explained.

“We started off with questions about their album in part one, now; we’re here with questions to know more about DBSK!” Hankyung said.

“The first one, what type of girl you hated the most?” Kangin asked.

With all of them answered, it was Junsu’s turn, “For me, I hated girl who would do anything in order to gain wealth and fame. In the past, I used to have a friend who willing to be with a guy just to get what she desires. And after she gotten what she craved, she dumped this guy. Recently, I found out she became someone’s mistress as that guy have a fiancée for wealth.”

The atmosphere in the recording room was tensely filled as all of them understood who he is describing. Brushing off the uneasiness, Kangin breaks off the fierce silence by diverting the attention to Hankyung, “What about you Hankyung, have you ever met with any girl you came to detests very much in China?”

“Just talk about girl makes people feel bored,” Hankyung flashed a fiery glare to Junsu as he was saying. “Let’s change to the type of guy I really detest of. I hated the type who says how much he loves this girl. Then when this girl say break up, turn around, he found someone else and say this girl is the one he consider as his love of life. Junsu, don’t you agree with me?” Kangin realized a wrong decision opted.

Tightening his fists, Junsu threw his headset on the table fiercely and made his way up to Hankyung angrily. Hankyung too stood up from his seat, returning a challenging glare to him. On the other side, Kangin signed language the crew to put in music as fight is bound to happen and the other four members, they tried stopping the two.

“Yah what are you talking about?” Junsu yelled. “She was the one who said she’d not love me and just used me in order to gain popularity. Do you expect me to stay single since she was the one betrayed me!” Junsu was pulled back by Yunho and Changmin.

Bringing up his arm, Hankyung close to punch him but was stopped by the strong Kangin, “Hankyung calm down if you’re to beat him up, you’re doom.”

Pulling up the sleeve, Hankyung flares up, “I can no longer endure seeing him misunderstands Ri In. She had sacrificed too much…”

Stood in between them, Yunho stopped him from going near Junsu, “You’re talking too much!”

“Go away,” he pushed Yunho away from stopping him. “If you really love someone, you would rather be alone than not having her by your side. You’re clueless, aren’t you?”

“Stop telling me circuitously,” Junsu reprimanded. “What is that you’re hinting all this while? Is that a way of yours in hiding the fact that you’re only playing Ri In?”

“Do you think she really did break up with you because she can’t withstand with the cruel netizens and comments? Being bashed up in forums, afraid you’ll ruin her career, making use of you in order to gain popularity?” Hankyung stopped as he gasps for air. “You’re an idiot to believe that. Little did you know CEO Kim approached her reprimanding her that if only she step out, or both DBSK and SJ would be ruin by her and she’ll be an obstruction of us. That was why she opted to sacrifice this love, for your sake by exchanging the opportunity of releasing album.”

“Enough…”

“Yoochun, let him continues,” Junsu’s voice quivering out.

“Furthering studies, who is there to support her? All she does was hiding in Yoo Young Jin’s office that was then her interest in composing built. She understands that music is your life. You strive so long in standing where you are right now; to not hinder you, she willing to sacrifice her chance of releasing album, sacrifice someone she consider as her love of life in order to see the dream of yours that had came true not vanished by this relationship.” Hankyung was outraged as his face gradually turned red. He was more provoked upon seeing Junsu’s expressionless face.

He pokes on Junsu’s shoulder, “What have you done for her, do you understand her? How come of so many things she had done for you, there’s not a thing you realized? You stupid enough to believe she loves me and say all those hurting words, saying how low she stoop and tortured her verbally. Have you ever stand on her side and think for her? She has no more relative with her; Mr. Lee was his father’s best friend who sees her as if his daughter but you sneers her for seducing him in order to secure her place in SM; are you insane?”

Lowering his head, Yunho sighed heavily “Ri In, she worried we would skip our meal, she woke up early in the morning to prepare us meal boxes which she deceived you it was done by Taeyeon.”

“To make you hate her,” Yoochun placed his hand on his shoulder, “She uttered the most awful words on earth so that you’ll believe; she only used you but the truth is that her love for you was so deep that she only wishes to see you succeed in your dream.”

Never has this come to his mind that she’ll sacrifice so much for him. All this while, he naively believes that Ri In really did use him for craving popularity and the person she truly loves was only Hankyung. It was never a time he has thought of this.

“How could she not forsake this love when the fans were threatening SM that if this relationship doesn’t come to an end,” Hankyung looked away, “or they’ll be an anti. During that time, Taeyeon and Jessica approached her and persuaded her not to go near you anymore, do you know that?”

Junsu remained silent, staring still at a point flustered.

“How sad she was upon knowing you and Taeyeon were together, she has not shed a tear to anyone. Not even to me, she just hides herself somewhere where no one will be able to notice,” Hankyung said. “Have you ever realized that, she cares about others more than herself; especially when it comes to you, Kim Junsu?”

“I need to talk to her,” Junsu abruptly make his move towards the doorway, bumping on the wall as the recording room was rather small.

-SM Building, Korea 2008 –

Running towards the office building, Junsu scanned his id card impatiently. “Bastard, why isn’t it working?” he threw his id card against the scanner.

“Oppa,” Taeyeon walked up to him as she scanned hers on it, “Why are you behaving so furiously all of the sudden?”

Recognizing her voice, he grasped on her shoulder, “Have you ever done anything in separating me and Ri In?” he wished she would say no.

With her heart beating extremely fast, she knows up to this point there’s not a need for her in denying it and he ought to know the truth. She nods her head yes, “I did. Back then, I was so naïve that I could replace her. Knowing uncle would sacrifice Ri In over DBSK and SJ, I soothed him to go against her and approached her in persuading, telling her she would ruin not only you but the company as well.”

“How could you do this!” he shook her back and forth.

“Because I was the same as her; my love for you was too deep and up to this moment it has never changed, still the same.” Junsu’s grip on her loosened withdraws from her. “In fact, I even tried killing her. I was so crazy to let her drink that beverage even knowing it was cyanide.” The tears that filled with guiltiness drenched her face. “I was so regret, always fooling myself with a thought that Ri In was only your past and I’m your future. But I was too blind to notice where your heart really was, too envious to admit where it had been all along.”

“I’m sorry…” he landed his forehead on her shoulder.

“Go, go stop her from going back to China before it’s too late,” she slightly pushed him.

“China?” it astonished him, “Why is she going back there?”

“I’m not sure, go stop her!”

-Kimpo Airport, 2008 Korea-

Scanning around the airport, Ri In was nowhere in sight. Looking at the flight schedule board, he sees her flight is still an hour before departing. He ran his way down to the departure area to see her ambling towards the departure gate.

“Ri In…” he ran up to her and as she whirled, he dashed towards her and bringing her into his hug. Startled by him, she just stares still in the air as she feels his heart beating.

Having his chin on her shoulder, he was desperate in having her back in his life “Didn’t we make a pact to fight till the end together? Why did you sacrificed so much for me and letting me torture you verbally in the past?” staring down into her eyes, she could see his eyes shimmering with tears, “You made me became an idiot not knowing how much you suffered in order to secure my career. I was the one who is selfish…”

Looking away from him, Ri In dares not to share any eye contact with him. She clearly understands that she can no longer loves him as in the past anymore, not again since the day she promised CEO Kim.

Pulling herself off him, she says without looking at him, “Nonsense? Out of the blue you’re telling me a huge bag of rubbish!” she turned away; trotting towards the departure gate.

Following behind her, Junsu was driven crazy at this moment. “Jang Ri In, is there a need for you in denying the truth that you do love me? The fact that you done so much for me because you love me?” he held both her shoulders. Similar as the past, the time when she cruelly separates with him; his hands were quivering scarily. “Ri In, saranghae…”

Shaking her head, tears formed in her hazel eyes. “Please don’t be like this, let me go. Bear in mind, Jang Ri In was your past and Kim Taeyeon is your fu…”

“Stop telling me how I feel,” Junsu shook her by his hand on her shoulder back and forth. Once again, he shed a tear for this love that she had forsaken for his sake. “Let me tell you what I wanted the most. All this while, I’ve not changed. I thought I could forget you but I can’t because I still love you and I always had.” He pulled her into his arm.

Leaning her head on his chest, she somehow felt secure and wish she could stays in his arms forever. “Please don’t do that, don’t complicate this. This love drags in too many parties that I can’t endure seeing them being hurt by us, let this forsaken love end here. It had been forsaken after all.” She loosened his arms and whirled making her way off him.

Never giving in, he hugs her from behind; whispering to her ear, “How could you say it so easily, forsake? I regret, I regret for not being persistent to my love for you. In the past I didn’t know but now it’s not same. I won’t let you forsake it so easily, I can’t.”

Struggling in his arms, her tears stream down her face, “In the past, I did starry eyed on the sky, dreaming a day together with you happily. But it’s impossible, I can’t let myself ruin you and DBSK and perhaps SM. Let’s take some time to calm down.” she walks towards the departure gate and hands her passport and boarding pass to the crew.

“Two years passed…isn’t it more than enough?” Junsu raised his voice which it catch attention of all people nearby them.

Ri In stopped, aside of her telling her that she shouldn’t forsake this love again but aside of her, saying that she might ruin his career. “I’m sorry…” she mumbles before stepping into the departure area.

The incident of Junsu and Ri In in the airport was reported on the next day. It happened that paparazzi had been following DBSK lately and coincidentally, Junsu was oblivious to his surrounding during that time as finding Ri In had blinded him completely. However, SM chose not to give any reply regarding this and concentrate in their SM TOWN LIVE08! Encore concert. Nevertheless, not much negatives comments has yet to surface instead, both side fans were somewhat fascinated by that news. Recently, the netizens have been voting on a poll: Junsu should be with Ri In in reality. It result to be that most of them yearning to see Junsu and Ri In as a pair in reality.

-SM TOWN LIVE08! Encore Concert, 31 Dec 2008, Korea –

“Ri In shi, your performance will be next, get ready,” a crew informed as she was combing her hair.

“Ri In…” she looks at the mirror to see LSM. “Uncle Soo Man,” she smiled.

“Ri In,” he held on her hands, “Be true to your heart if you really love him…don’t let anything hold you back. I’ll not stop you…”

“It was a past…” she shook her head while staring up the ceiling of the waiting room in effort of holding back her tears.

Pulling her into his hug, he whispers in her ear “Ri In, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Facing all these hardships by yourself without anyone by your side, it pains my heart to know the truth.”

“We’ll be fine…” she assures.

-

We both agree
this is timeless
this is timeless love

Each and everyone in the Jamsil Olympic Stadium give a round of applause to them. Ri In’s performance has ended and just when she was about to make her way to the backstage, Junsu grabbed hold on her hand. A simple movement that had drives the fans screams non stop. Pulling her back to the center of the stage, his hold on her hand has soon become a secure cling. She can’t help but to looks at him in daze.

Junsu did not look at her but only to the many pairs of eyes in front him. Taking a deep breath, he gained his courage to begin, “Back in year 2005, I remember it was the year I first met Ri In. From the first sight, I realized she is nothing special just a simple mighty girl.” He stares down to her eyes, “Nevertheless, I had fallen for this simple girl. If only I know we would turn into this state, I wouldn’t have persuaded her step into the entertainment industry.”

The whole SM family stepped forward and watches them closely from the backstage. Averting his attention back to the audience, he says, “I wish I could be honest to the people who loves me and rooted for me all this while. Two years ago, this girl beside me chose to forsake a love used to be so strong that could go through thick and thin; just for my sake. She worries she’ll jeopardy DBSK’s career and she clearly understand that music is my life.”

“Enough Kim Junsu,” Ri In kept swinging off his hand.

“She sacrificed everything in order to safe my career but I didn’t know that,” Junsu said. Reaching his hand to her face, he gently wipes off the tears with his thumb, “I hate myself for being so dumb, so stupid, for forgetting the fact that you care about people around you more than you care about yourself.” He embraces her as he closes his eyes tiredly. Noises filled the stadium.

Bringing up his hand to speak, he interlocked his hand with hers, “I might be selfish to say this, Ri In, please stop pushing me away. If pulling out from DBSK would lead us to a better future, I’m willing to. If the fans can’t accept us as a pair, I’m willing to step out from this industry.” He pecked on her lips, “I can no longer let go of this hand, I’ve lose you once and I can never bear repeating this again.”

‘SUYIN FOREVER!!!’ surrounded the stadium.

“That idiot had stolen all the attention again…” Changmin crossed his arm while leaning against the wall.

Tightening her fist, Ri In doesn’t know how to react in time as she turns to see the audiences screaming. She’s unable to tell it whether they are cheering, booing or scolding her. Feeling his palm on her face, she holds on his arm, “You’ll regret…we have no future, stop this before it is too late.” she turned around making an effort to leave the stage.

Walking up to her, he stopped her from heading to the backstage, “Jang Ri In, we love each other, what’s that holding you back?”

She wipes off her never stop flowing tears, “I don’t worth you sacrifice so much for me. I’m just a nobody…you deserve a better person.”

Over 60, 000 audiences that filled the stadium could see the crystal tears in her eyes shimmering under the spotlight.

Grabbing hold of her wrist, he says, “Because I love you, I’d always love you even you pretended to be cruel in order to push me off, I still love you.” closing the distant, he leans in and kisses her lips. “You said before, every kiss meant something. This meant I love you…once in a lifetime, it means there’s no second chance. Don’t you believe we shall grab it while we can?”

Stepping out from the backstage, LSM took a mic, “Everyone, will you give them your blessing?”

“YES…AGREE WITH HIM!!!”

“You see,” he stare into her teary eyes, “Kim Junsu and Jang Ri In will be together forever…”

“Junsu…” she tiptoed and hung her arms around his neck. Bringing her to his hug, he slightly carried her and turns in circle. “I’m sorry for what I’ve done, for how I’ve hurt you. I didn’t want to be that way…”

Placing her down, he nuzzles his nose on hers, “I know…we’ll never be apart from now on.”

“Junsu, saranghae…” her eyes were redden, “this was something that had been hiding in my heart, something I considered I can never say to you, never again.”

Dashing in, he kisses her passionately. Tightening his hold around her waist, “Saranghae…we’ll be together forever and this is a pact you can never forsake.”

Ri In nodded her head, “A pact which have no deadline…”

“Our love is timeless…” Junsu pecked on her lips.

The End

Presented by Celestine Blue
//Forsaken Love//

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okay..thats the end of 'Forsaken Love'...
thanks for all this while support...i hope all of you like the ending and did enjoyed this story...
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write your final comment...
i might be writing another new Suyin story...but wont be posting any sooner...so remember to check out my name in winglin once in a while...

the story name is "My Everything"...i got this storyline from little_beat's "Cage"...im not sure any of you have ever read this...but its a very nice stroy...unfortunately, she'd deleted it...
this story its about how Junsu forced to marry ri in when his true love left him...on the other side, ri in has someone in her heart...
however, soon they ri in will find her heart change...just when junsu was about to accept her, his love one appears in their life...

cast:Kim Junsu, Jang Ri In, Park Yoochun, Park Heebon