“It is true that Yoona is pregnant and I am the father of her baby” I don’t know what to do. Should I slap him? Punch his face? Kick him? Or run away from him? I think the latter idea is more acceptable. I can’t hurt him because I still love him.

“But Dee I still love you! We’re still together! You’re the one I love. Yoona just seduce me to get me in bed but I didn’t intend to make her pregnant” what?! Can he hear what he is saying?! How could he say those words when he wants what they’ve done?!

I feel like I want to kill myself to stop the pain that I am feeling right now. For the first time that he hurt me, this moment, I didn’t shed a single tear. I’m tired of his excuses. I just want to analyze all the things that are happening to me.

I slowly peel his hands that holding mine but he didn’t budge.

“Jae I just want to think about these things. I want to be alone. Please?” I calmly said while my eyes are close.

“But tell me you will not let me go” his voice is pleading but I don’t want to look at his face. The hold in my hands gets tighter.

“I can’t make a promise right now Jae but I’ll try. I still love you but I can’t say that we will be together without thinking about the baby” I look at his eyes. His eyes that is now shedding a tear. This is the first time I saw him crying, it hurts but I must do what’s the best for the baby. I can’t be selfish now, it’s for the baby.

When I felt his hands loosen the holds in my hand, I stood up and walk away from him. I’ll think about this, I don’t want to let him go. Even I said that I don’t want to be selfish, I can’t help but to think that for this can I be selfish? Tears are now falling from my eyes. I texted Bommie, Chae and Minzy to go to our house because I want to know what advice they can offer me.

Jiyong’s POV

GD: Are you going to watch us tonight?

Chae: Ah about that, we can’t because we are here at Dara’s house she needs us and after this I have to do my homework. Sorry, but I’ll watch tomorrow. I love you! :)

I smiled from what she said, I am lucky to have Chae. Wait? What happen to Dara? Frown starting to form in my face, I want to ask Chae but I don’t want to be nosy. I’ll try to ask her maybe she will not notice this one.

GD: Why are you there?

Chae: That Jaejoong! I’ll kill him if I see him! He just get Yoona pregnant then want our Dara by himself!

What the!? Suddenly I feel like I want to kill someone also! I gritted my teeth remembering their moment in the elimination round. Dara being sweet with him while his being busy to judge us. If I saw his face again I’ll punch that pretty face of him.

GD: Oh okay. Just text me if you’re on your way home.

Chae: Okay! :)

I think I need a walk. I have to think how to kill that bast**d. Our performance is 10 pm so I can walk for a moment.

Dara’s POV

The girls are now gone, they didn’t watch the performance of their bf because of me. (sigh) I texted my sorry and thanks to them because their being supportive to me. They all agree that Jae and I must break up. I want to text him but I also want to see him for the last time. I think I need to walk in a peaceful place. I don’t want to think in my room because I’ll just end up crying, I’m tired of crying.

Walking with occupied mind is not very tiring. It’s already 7 pm when I look at my surroundings. I’m here at the Han River, there are a few people here. I want to sit and look at the river. I spotted a vacant seat with a guy sitting there, I didn’t look at his face because if I do so, he will notice my puffy eyes and red nose. I’m so ugly right now. This is the exact place where Jae and I talk if there’s a problem between us.

I want to have a sign if I saw Jae right now I’ll be back to his arm but if I didn’t see him I’ll let him go. Then I remember GD whenever I am sad his always popping up. So I want to ask a sign that if I saw him I’ll forget the first sign even I saw Jae right now.

Suddenly I felt the guy sitting next to me lean his head on my shoulder. At first I was shock because I thought he’s some kind of a but I heave a sigh when he speaks.

Jiyong’s POV

I am sitting here looking at the Han River when I saw her walking. Unconsciously, I followed her by my gaze. I think she’s tired so she sits with a seat next to me.

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Double update! yay! kekeke!
i might not able to update for the following days but i'll try..

it's a good thing we have a vacation right now but next week will be a busy week for me..

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