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You fell into the cold marble floor of your bathroom, silently sobbing. It has been two weeks since the last fight with Himchan and even though you've adapt to your new life, you couldn't forget how much you hate yourself. A soft knock was heard on the door.

"Yoora?" 

"N-ne?" you asked.

"Are you okay? You've been inside for quite a long time..."

"I'm fine, unnie. I was taking a hot bath..." you lied and eyed the empty bathtub.

"Oh, okay then. The guys will be here soon, since i need to work..." she said.

"Okay unnie."

"Dinner's on the table okay? I'm leaving now! take care baby girl." She said and left the apartment.

you cleaned up the mess you've made and went back to your room.

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you stopped tapping your pen when the door opened, revealing the two maknaes.

"Noona, aren't you going to eat?" jongup asked.

"I already ate. You guys eat without me. I want to finish my homework first." You lied again and smile.

They nodded and left the room while you concentrated on the empty pages in front of you.

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard

very time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have

I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday [iu-someday]

by Bangyoora