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You were finally discharged from the hospital with a broken arm and a broken leg. You were left with B.A.P excluding Yongguk and Himchan since your sister have to go to work. You comfortably sit on the couch with them surrounding you.

"um..." you awkwardly started, feeling uncomfortable with how they were staring at you.

Daehyun smiled and offered his hand.

"I'm Daehyun. I know you don't remember anything, but we can start over, right?" He grinned.

You shook his hand and nodded.

"Well, i'm Youngjae. THE brain." He said with his proud face, earning a smack in the head from Daehyun.

"Stop being a dork. Just tell her your name, dumbo." he said.

Your lips curved into a small smile.

"Noona! you have to remember me soon!!! i'm ZELOOO~!" The tallest one said with so much excitement.

"ME TOO! I'm jongup noona! Remember that!" The last one smiled.

you just nodded as they started to make conversation with you. They were being very nice, too nice, you thought. And there's an indescribable feeling in your chest as you spent the whole day with them. A sense of belonging. Here, you feel loved, cared and treasured. A feeling you're unfamiliar of.

"Do you want me to cook something for you, Yoora?" Daehyun asked when you spaced out.

you snapped back to reality and saw his concerned eyes. with a small smile, you shook your head.

"I'm not hungry."

"you look tired, Yoora." Youngjae continued.

You watched how their expression changed to worry.

"i'm okay." you grinned.

"If you're tired, you can rest first okay? Don't force yourself to remember us. We'll wait." daehyun pats your head.

You nod and smile. This is the life you've been dreaming of, you thought. And once again your mind wandered to Himchan and his new life. A pang of guilt hits you. 

'i hope you'll be okay.' you thought, knowing it'll probably be a shocking thing for him since he has always been living a 'perfect' life.

*****

"I need to go first. Text me if you need anything." Yongguk said and left the house with Himchan in his new bedroom.

Himchan frowned. He has a broken arm and his body still hurts but yongguk just left him like he didn't care about him at all. He lied down on his bed. It was a surprised for him when he saw your bedroom. It wasn't decorated like a girl's room. The wall was painted with different shades of gray and to be honest, he wouldn't know it's a girl's bedroom if it wasn't for the piles of stuff toys on the wide glass window. He liked his new room. It's similar to his old room, simple and neat. 

Realizing he will be living in this house for quite a while he decided to take a little tour. It took him 20 minutes to roam the whole house and went back to his room, bored as hell. 

'How can she live a life like this?' he frowned.

He took a pillow and his eyes caught something. It was a pink book. 

"a diary?" he asked to himself, picking up the book as he makes himself comfortable on the bed.

He frowned at the sight of the lock. 

'i guess i'll have to wait until i find the key' he thought and roamed around the room. 

He mentally cursed when he realized The clothes, books and everything else is still yours, which mean his clothes are in his apartment. He noticed your backpack on the table and open it, hoping that his phone is inside since Yongguk's the one who brought the bag.

He forgot about his phone when he noticed your notebook inside the backpack. A small flash disk with its strap was tied around the notebook.

"it's really her...." he whispered when he read the lyrics.

It was the same lyrics he saw on the bus before and he read a small footnote.

'Instrument - 100%

Voice - 50% 

Must record again ASAP.'

he glanced at the flash disk and plugged it into the laptop. There are tons of music file and as if it wasn't surprising enough, most of them are your work.

He clicked the 'UGLY' folder and played the first song.  [Click] and then the next one [click] . He couldn't help but to gawked at how good you are. He even wonders why Yongguk wouldn't ask for your help when you possessed such talent.

'OH! it's the key!" he beamed when he saw a small key inside your backpack.

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2012/06/01 friday

by Seoulchae