Chapter 10: Bitter Sweet Memories

Pierrot: A Fool for You

 

 

It was Sunday and that means she’ll be at Dong Bang Shin Ki’s house the entire day cleaning. She made breakfast as usual and left before they even woke up. She went to the market to buy food supplies for the week.

 

She entered the code and set the groceries at the table. She put her earplugs on and started to hum a song.

 

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

 

She started to put the things she brought to their proper places as she sang along.

 

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark


The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

 

After she was done she wiped the table and counters her voice sounding all over the house as the chorus came. She even paused and put her hand in the air feeling the music more and hitting the perfect note.

 

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

 

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

 

Next she went to the living room to do some cleaning there. She started to dust everywhere, arranging the pillows and putting everything where they’re supposed to be.

 

The scars of your love remind you of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

 

She stopped again for a moment to hit the perfect note. She dropped the rug, stood up straight and sang her heart out.


Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
And you played it to the beat

 

She started to hum and kept wiping here and there with all of her concentration like her gaze would scare all the dirt away.


(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
Could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep
(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul in your hand
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
But you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat

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Junsu was left alone in the house since he has no schedule today and his hyung left after eating breakfast. He was playing with this PSP when he heard some singing.

 

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

 

He sat up from his bed and went out of his room at the second floor of the house to see Hee Jin at the kitchen stacking the groceries. He watched her as she sing along and make cute expressions.

 

Hee Jin shi I didn’t know you have an amazing voice.  He continued to listen to her while smiling. When she went to the living room he went back to his room but kept the door slightly open so he could hear her. The song ended and she sang along to a new one.

 

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

 

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

 

He sat on the ground and leaned on the wall listening to her taking in her sweet and intoxicating voice.

 

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

 

She stopped for a moment trying to get something under the couch. She managed to get the game controller that somehow ended under there after they played last night.

 

Junsu opened his eyes and look below to see her in the air trying to get something under the couch. He giggled at her cuteness and went back to leaning beside the door closing his eyes as soon as she started to sing again.

 

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

 

He didn’t even realize it but he was already singing along with her.

 

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

 

He would pause for a seconds or hum a few words because his English is still not that good compared to Hee Jin who could pronounce each word perfectly. Japan has really good education system he thought

 

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo.

 

The song ended and Junsu stood up went out of his room and leaned over the bar. “Hee Jin Shi” he yelled trying to get her attention and making his presence known. “Hee Jin shi” he called again louder this time. She can’t hear me she still has her ear plugs on. He stifled a laugh as he watch her but go back and forth wiping the floor. It’s been awhile since I’ve seen a girl act this cute Ue kyang kyang.

 

She spent the whole day cleaning the house and making sure everything is in its right place. She already washed the dishes and wiped the floor. She also finished cleaning the bathroom. She was really thankful that these guys have only one bathroom because five bathrooms would mean another four rooms the size of her house which means another 4 tubs to scrub and another 4 toilet and floor to clean thinking of it makes her even more tired. After cleaning the whole house she sat at the couch at the living room to rest for a while.

 

She put her earphones on and played some music since she removed them when she was cleaning the bathroom because it might get wet. She decided to listen to one of their song since she got a bit curious and asked if Shin Hye has any song of them surprisingly Shin Hye is a hard core Cassie and have lots of their song. She played why I fell in love with you. As soon as she pressed play her eyes and she got mesmerized with their voice.

 

She remembered her ex-boyfriend who’s probably happy right now with her friend. Remembering their moments together she can’t help a tear to escape her eyes. Him and their stupid fights that she thought that she’ll never miss. Him and his stupidity that always give them a reasons to fight which she secretly likes. His short temperedness that often get them in trouble, well actually get her in trouble. She reminisced all their moments together which consist of bickering and teasing each other.  The song ended and as she opened her eyes the sight of a worried Junsu greeted her.

 

Song: Unforgettable

 

A lie, it's all a lie,

Those words that time will make me forget you are a lie.

The pain from the separation has suppressed my heart a little

But my feelings for you are still the same.

 

I never thought it'd be easy

But even though a lot of time passes

It's still awkward without you here.

 

I still love you and I still want you.

I won't ever be okay without you.

Even if I seem attached, this is me,

I didn't even know.

You're all I long for.

 

A lie, that was a like,

Those words that I've already forgotten you are a lie.

I just said those words because I thought I'd look pathetic

And because of my trifling pride

I've never once forgotten you

When I think about a bad habit I've started

I try and forget but I still you miss you

 

I still love you and I still want you.

I won't ever be okay without you.

Even if I seem attached, this is me, I didn't even know.

You're all I long for.

 

I've never stopped loving you.

My feelings for you have never changed.

No my heart keeps growing like my love for you.

I just try and keep still

The moments when we were happily together.

 

You had a hard time in my embrace

And it's not until after I've let you go

Can I think and see clearly.

But I love you everyday

I'm still waiting for you like I've always done

See you once again, my love

 

Kim Junsu’s P.O.V

 

He was still playing games when he feels a sudden need to go to the bathroom. He just got down from the stair when he noticed Hee Jin sitting at the living room

 

Is she sleeping slowly he went closer to her not wanting to disturb her if she was really sleeping. Is she crying he stares at her face and saw small droplets of tears on her face. Ommo she’s really crying what should I do?

 

”Hee Jin Shi gwenchana?”

 

“Junsu shi” her voice barely a whisper the expression on her face made it clear that she was surprise to see him standing there.

 

“Why are you crying? Is there something wrong?”

 

She wiped her tears away “no, I was cleaning the bathroom and accidentally got some soap on my eyes. But it’s fine now. I just needed rest a bit.” she lied

 

Thank god I thought were making you work to hard that you’ll cry. I hate seeing girls cry. “Ohh, are you sure your fine now?”

 

She nodded “what are doing here? I didn’t hear you come?”

 

“I don’t have any schedule today so I’m here at home” he explained.

 

“You mean you’ve been here all along?” she asked her face turning in embarrassment.

 

Junsu nodded his head turning away while his hands on the back of his neck realizing her discomfort. “Hee Jin shi I didn’t know you have such an amazing voice”

 

She hid her face using the pillow show was hugging earlier as her face turned redder in embarrassment. “I’m sorry I haven’t cooked anything since I didn’t know you were here. Do you want anything?” she said trying to change the subject. Her voice is something only the four walls of karaoke and shower hears and she’s not sure if he was really complimenting her or he was just being nice.

 

“Hmm, it’s already past lunch time a snack will do” he grinned

 

“How about a sandwich?” she suggested

 

“Great”

 

They went into the kitchen and Junsu sat on the small table watching her prepare the ingredients for their sandwich. She started frying two eggs and put some salt in it.

 

“Hee Jin shi what are you doing here in Korea?” he asked looking at her flipping the egg to cook the other side.

 

She froze at her question but quickly regained her composure. “Why are you asking?”

 

“I’m just curious. You don’t have to answer me if you don’t want to.” He didn’t want to offend her or make her uncomfortable.

 

“I needed a new breath of fresh air and I like adventure you know going to some unknown place and surviving and learning new things” she chuckled

 

So she was running away from somebody “Adventure? Why did you choose Korea? Why not America you know where dreams come true?” his hands making a rainbow gesture.

 

She thought for a bit. “Chopsticks” she raised the chopsticks in her hands and started to fry the ham.

 

“Chopsticks?” Junsu asked in confusion.

 

“Its fun learning a lot of new things but I’ll starve to death if I need to learn how to use spoon and fork first before I get to eat.” She smiled mischievously.

 

Junsu laughed his contagious laugh. “You sound like Changmin. You love food that much you choose Korea over the place where dreams come true?” he made an imaginary rainbow with his hands again.

 

“Neh, I can eat as much as him actually.”

 

“Mwo? You can also eat that much?” his voice went a few notes higher. “But you don’t look like it” he put a hand on his chin while looking at her body up and down as if checking her out.

 

“Looks can be deceiving Junsu shi” she smiled as she put her finished product and cutting it in half.

 

“True, don’t judge a book by its cover they say” his mouth watering at the sandwich she was cutting.

 

She took the other half and handed him the other half in the plate. ITTADAKIMASU she said before diving for a bite.

 

 

Jaejoong and Yunho finished their photo shoot and picked up Yoochun who had an interview and Changmin who went to a variety show on their way home. They were at the front door step when they heard a voice that made them stop and listen.

 

“Junsu shi please be gentle, I’m a girl” a nervous voice said

 

“I’ll be gentle. Don’t worry the pain doesn’t last long” said another voice

 

Four pairs of eyes widened as they looked at each as if asking if they’re hearing the same thing. Slowly they made their way to the living room where the voices came.

 

“Have mercy Junsu shi” her voice pleading.

 

“Just close your eyes and I’ll make this quick”

 

This made them walk faster as she screamed in pain. “Ahhh”

 

“What the HELL are you doing?!!!”

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labellita #1
Chapter 25: has it something to do with the eartquake in japan?? im dying heere!!
anneanne #2
Chapter 25: just found this story too. Haaa~ TT-TT You should continue this story okay? I wuv all your stories.
arescom #3
kyaaah!!!~
Crystalbone #4
Chapter 22: Awww... The ending was so sweet!!! I'm laughing at Junsu's, Yoochun's and Changmin's pet names for her. Update soon~ ^~^
stephtef
#5
Chapter 21: I'm glad she's okay. the guys just came on time. loved the little moment she had with jae. ^^
Crystalbone #6
Chapter 21: Erm... What happened at the end...??? I guess Heejin overpowered the guy??? Anyways, update soon~ ^~^
Crystalbone #7
Chapter 19: Haha, Jaejoong the narcissist!!! ^^ Update soon~ ^~^
Sagittars
#8
Chapter 18: Feel annoyed, Jaejoong?
Update soon, author-nim!
Crystalbone #9
Chapter 18: Haha, but Jaejoong, you deserved it!!! You insulted her!!! ^^ Hehe update soon ^~^