Final Chapter
I'm Still Here ! Beside You“ where are they ? “ Eric and Darren stopped after running around the amusement park
“ Tell me Eric…..what the hell are you thinking ! “ Darren angrily grabbed Eric’s collar
“ I - I……” Eric can’t find any words to fight back and only keeping quiet
“ You know she will get dangerous and she will lose everything…..but why did you let her ? I don’t understand ! “ Darren became furious
“ I know….I understand it more than everyone….”
“ But….unfortunately….we are not the person who could decide whether she can or can not. This is Jessica Jung life and only her can decide what her life gonna be. “
“ Darren ! I believed in her. It’s not because I give up on her...it’s because I want her to live a life she wanted before everything was too late. “
“ But……” before Darren could say any further a sound of something just faint caught the 2 boys attention.
They turn their head toward to where the sound came from and….there….they saw a person lying a pool of blood.
“ Jessica noona ! “ they both shouted and rushed to the older girl.
“ What happened to you ? Noona ! “ Darren doesn’t care if blood is all over his clothes as he bent down and hugged the older girl.
“I - I think….I - I can’t b - breath any longer ! “ Jessica whispered while tears began to flow down
“ You will be fine ! Just relax….keep breathing….trying to calm down ! “ Eric patted Jessica’s back
( A/N: I will left the list of all the songs I used at last so feel free to listen ! )
Flashback : Jessica POV
I can feel my body started to against me. Why it’s so hard to breathe….no it’s not at the right time. Please…..just a few minutes….I do not yet say what I want to her.
“ Sooyeon - ah….what wrong ? “ Taeyeon hold me as her eyes flashed the look of concern
Instead of answering her, I hugged Taeyeon tightly. Now….the last time….for me to feel her warmth.
I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone
“ Sooyeon - ah...are you crying ? Please don’t cry ! “ I can feel Taeyeon becomes panic
“ Did I have done something wrong ? Please tell me….don’t cry, please ! “ Taeyeon wanted to break the hug but I hugged her tighter
I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow
“ No Taengoo….you did nothing wrong ! “
“ but why did you cried ? Tell me Sooyeon ! “
“ I feel scared whenever you are not by my side. But you are always there and be the first person I see when I wake up. “ I break the hug
“ I always be the reason keeping you live in the darkness ! I sorry for always want you only for me.”
“ No….donot think like that ! You are the most important person in my life, Sooyeon. “
“ Here for you ! “ I gave her a letter
“ What is this for ? “ I saw her hesitant but she took it after all
I don’t know but….I just ran away from her. I left her….all alone when she always be there for me.
I saw her cried in front of me again and the only reason for that is also because of me. Today will not be the same as others because I gonna let you go...set you free from all of those painful memories.
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
Right now...I’ll be selfish for the last time. My last chance to be with you and I will cherish all of these even it’s hurt me so much. I will love you with all my heart and soul. Hug you as we will never be apart….and give you all mine….Jung Sooyeon.
In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know
Now I’m here, looking straight into your eyes. You look back at me as same as you heart. No need word...you always know what I want to say. So please forgive me….let me go as set yourself free from our painful past.
I knew that I could lose everything and this real life always merciless. The truth always hurt you more than making you happy.
So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets
Today, I had used all I have to love you. I will never regret to take this risk because no matter what….any chance I get….I will choose to do this.
Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow
All I want to say that sorry for hurting you and thank you for being by my side. But it seemed like, time doesn’t want to let me do it.
I scare to see you cry….I scare of everything. Let’s not promise because we never predict what will happen tomorrow.
So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
Time for us is coming to an end….we were running out of time.
End FlashBack
“ I - I don’t think….I c - can hold anymore ! “ Jessica slowly close her eyes
“ No ! Please don’t….please ! “ Darren shaking Jessica’s body hard
“ P - Please….T - Taeyeon….don’t...ever...let...she...get...hurt……”
The last word could be heard in a small whisper…..goodbye
Her breath came to the end and tears from the corner of her eyes keeping falling down. The chilly wind passing by as it wanted to comfort them.
Another side of the story:
“ Where are they ? “ a furious Tiffany stopped after running like crazy
“ Taeyeon unnie ! “ all the girls turned their attention to Seohyun’s scary shout
The rushed to the younger girl and there….the person that they wanted to find.
“ Tae ! What happened ? “
Waste no time, Tiffany bent down and held the pale girl up. She hugged her tightly in the arm. They found Taeyeon curled up while laying down at the corner of the bushes. The girl’s face looked pale yet….she is crying….crying all her heart out.
“ S - She….” Taeyeon found herself hardly taking
Seeing the white folding paper beside Taeyeon, Yuri picked it up and read it. Tears are slowly made their way down as Yuri lower her head. Other girls took the paper and also began to read it.
Bye bye my love
You, who took my little heart
and made it big and wide
Show your smile my love
Don’t worry about me
I won’t die because you’re gone
It’s only love anyway
I don’t know if you have a chance to read this but I will write it anyway. I don’t know when but my heart always beating fast whenever I’m with you. It seems like I can’t control it anymore.
Bye bye, bye bye, goodbye my love
Those painful memories won’t defeat me
The tears tickle my nose
make me sneeze and scattering the words
But there are a lot of things scare me….this disease….I know it won’t let me survive for long. I always ask myself….if this disease didn’t come in the first place will you stay by my side. You know...all I got is silence because you never told me about your true feeling. But I feeling it...I can see hurt deep inside your eyes when you looking at me.
Bye bye my love
The path we walked side by side
we’ll always have that
Show your smile, my love, don’t be sorry
You’ll find another love to comfort you
It was only love anyway
I hate myself for being forgotten about you….I hate myself for not remember anything. I want to know what we were to each other but you always left this topic aside. I know I hurt you a lot...and owe you. So I decided that I will use my last chance to pay all these back.
Bye bye, bye bye, goodbye my love
Those painful memories won’t be able to defeat me
The tears tickle my nose
make me sneeze and scattering the words
It’s only love anyway
Bye bye, bye bye, goodbye my love
Please forget me and move one. You deserve someone better than me, a person can make you happy. I knew that I will die because of this disease after all. Don’t feel sorry or anything. Even I forgot everything but I will forgive whatever you have done wrong before if you do. Don’t blame yourself for all these things because I know you didn’t want it to happen.
It’s only love anyway
Bye bye. bye bye, goodbye my love
Those painful memories won’t be able to defeat me
It’s only love, no matter what you say
it’s the end of me and you
It’s only love
It’s only goodbye
It’s only heartache
It’s only tears
Those painful memories won’t be able to defeat me
Taeyeon - ah, I want you to know that even I forgot about you. But I knew that somewhere inside my heart always having a space for you. I’m not die...I’m just going somewhere very far from here. My heart, it will always keeping your name alive inside me because if I being forgotten once again….I know that it will always beat for you. Don’t try to find me and….
Promise me to forget about me and move one...this is my wish...please do it because of me.
Goodbye, Taeyeon - ah….I love you and...sorry for everything. Just one more time….I want to remember everything about you...the one name….Kim Taeyeon.
“ Taeyeon - ah ! “ Tiffany began to crying
I know you hurt a lot
Like my burnt up heart
I know everything
How you tried to hide your tears
And you tried so hard to stand there
“ You will be fine Tae ! “ Yuri patting Taeyeon’s back
You always protected me
I won’t let go of your hands
It’s okay if you can’t take it anymore
I will always hold you
“ W - Will….I able to be fine without her after all ? Will I “
“ I will be fine…., right ? “ Taeyeon biting her lip together as her heart feel like it wants to explode in any second.
You can cry out loud
You can cry out even louder for yourself
Your sad eyes are telling me
The dream-like love is telling me
You can cry louder
You can cry all you want for yourself
Your sad eyes are telling me
The dream-like love is telling me
“ We will always there for you, Tae ! You need to be strong ! “ Sunny said also started to cry
You probably remember
Just like how we smiled
In all the photos that we took together
You always protected me
I won’t let go of your hands
It’s okay if you can’t take it anymore
I will always hold you
“ Hurt will always help you become stronger…..” Sooyoung bent down and hugged Taeyeon, too
You can cry out loud
You can cry out even louder for yourself
Your sad eyes are telling me
The dream-like love is telling me
Even if the cold wind blows
Even if the rough waves crash
If you’re here just like you are now
I can dream
I will only love you until always
“ But first of all…..” Hyoyeon and Yoona joined to the group hug
You can cry out loud
You can cry out even louder for yourself
Your sad eyes are telling me
The dream-like love is telling me
You can cry louder
You can cry all you want for yourself
Your sad eyes are telling me
The dream-like love is telling me
“ Just cry out loud...as much as you can...because today….you being hurt and tomorrow you will be stronger ! “ Seohyun helped her unnies stand up
“ Let’s go home ! I’m being hungry now ! “ Sooyoung said as she made her way out
“ Typical Sooyoung ! “ Yuri said while shaking her head
“ At least….you know she also likes you back even she lost her memories ! “ Tiffany and Sunny walked Taeyeon to the parking lot.
That night….is the last time I see her. But I’ll be fine….without her….I have to...and need to ! Will I able to see you again love ? Will I move on from you when everything is all about you ? Someday...nothing in this world could hurt me….but maybe it could make me shed tears again.
I don’t want to forget you...those memories...even it painful but….these are the most important and precious things in my life. You….even your face slowly fading away but my heart will always remember you until the end.
It will be like that and always be….Jessica Jung….Jung Sooyeon….the girl that I dearly love...and always be.
4 years later:
“ Taeyeon ! “ a smiling Tiffany came to the view
“ You look happy...what news ? “ Taeyeon asked
“ Nichkhun found a very handsome boy for you….and I already……” before the smiling girl could say any further Taeyeon ran out of the house.
“ I won’t be back...so don’t worry ! “ Taeyeon shouted after she got outside
“ Ahsiii….she always likes that ! “ Tiffany was very worried for her best friend
“ Don’t you remember what’s today ! “ Yuri walked out from the kitchen
“ Ah !!!! “ Tiffany thought for a while then she remembered
“ If you know what I mean...donot worry ! She will be fine….it’s been 4 years now...and I know she will be alright ! “ Yuri said
“ I just…..” Tiffany can’t find any words to say back
“ Taeyeon just being Taeyeon ! “ Yuri patted Tiffany’s shoulder
“ I wish to…,” Tiffany said in a low tone.
Another side of the story:
“ It’s been a long time huh ! “ a grown up girl slowly approach the gray grave
“ Sorry for not visiting you often….but I brought your favorite food ! “ a man voice could be heard from behind.
“ Thank you so much ! If you not here….I don’t know what will happen. “ Krystal bent down as she putting the new bouquet of the flower into the jar.
“ Everything was back to normal….” Krystal paused
“ It seems like fate doesn’t end yet ! “ Krystal smiled brightly
Back to Taeyeon side:
The brunette parked her car properly in line as she made her way to the blossom festival. She always keeps the promise to attend all these festival here. While walking with a peaceful smile on her face, someone accidently bumped into her.
“ Ahh ! “ Taeyeon landed her on the ground
“ Sorry !!! Are you okay ! “
Taeyeon can hear the girl voice. That girl is speaking English...and her voice….
“ Sorry ms. ….I didn’t see you ! “ the girl helps Taeyeon stand up
“ I’m okay ! Don’t worry ! “
It’s not a waste for Taeyeon because all those 4 years she spent her time to learning English. She replied the girl with a fluence English.
When Taeyeon look up….bammmmm…..it’s like thunder just passed. The girl face...her smile….her voice….everything….the girl made Taeyeon stand in daze
“ Woaw….you can speak English. Finally, I can find someone to help me ! “ the girl whispered to herself
“ Huh….can you help me with this ! “ The girl showed Taeyeon the map but got no replied
It’s because Taeyeon still in the daze while staring at the girl. But it made the girl misunderstood.
“ Oh….sorry for bothering you ! I should go by myself then ! “ after that, the girl left with a sad face.
Taeyeon finally snapped out from her thought and seeing the girl walking away. She doesn’t know how to react...but she doesn’t know what got into her. The only thing she knows that….she should chase after that girl….the last chance….for her.
“ Excuse me….” Taeyeon after the girl
The girl turned her head to Taeyeon and stopped walking. Taeyeon ran to the girl as she breathing heavily due to running.
“ I can help you with that ! “ Taeyeon scratching her neck with a shy smile.
“ I won’t mind ! “ Taeyeon fished her hand out
“ I’m Kim Taeyeon….nice to meet you ! “ Taeyeon smiled
This is the first time in 4 years Taeyeon smile like that. She stopped smiling since that person left because she found smiling is not necessary anymore.
“ Thank you so much Taeyeon….Nice to meet you, too. I’m……”
Hi, guys !
This story finally came to an end. I don't this ending should call happy ending or not but anyway...I tried to make it as happy as possible. I'm wondering should a make an epilogue or not. But hope you all enjoy the last chapter. See you in the new stories that I planned to write. I will try my best !!!!
Thank you so much for stay with me until the end of the story
list songs:
- Like I'm Gonna Lose You - Meghan Trainor
- Goodbye my love - Melo’ Breeze
(https://soundcloud.com/aaren-72672648/goodbye-my-love-melo-breeze)
- Go ahead and cry ( entertainer ost )
(https://soundcloud.com/aaren-72672648/go-ahead-and-cry-entertainer-ost-jo-bok-rae)
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