TAEYEON
I'm Still Here ! Beside YouHi guys !
Sorry for the lost count ! This chapter is supposed to be chapter 39. So we still have 1 last chapter to go guys ! Sorry ! Hope you all enjoy the new update ! The story almost come to the end...please let me know how you feel and what you predicted about the ending ! Comment below please
The dimming light of the early morning warmly welcome the ice princess as she slowly opening her eyes. The light snore near her bed quickly caught her attention. With a small smile as she slowly comes near the source.
Taeyeon feels the bed move as she lazily raising her head up. Nothing could be seen, but seeing the beautiful smile under the dim light makes Taeyeon smiled brightly.
“ What happened ? “ Taeyeon sat up straight
“ I’m hungry ! “ Jessica whined
“ Okay, Okay, Okay ! I’ll get you something to eat. I’ll be back ! “
Before Taeyeon could take any step, Jessica quickly held Taeyeon’s wrist and pulled Taeyeon into a warm hug.
“ Can we go out today ? I feel better now ! “ Jessica tighten the hug
“ But….” Taeyeon hugged Jessica back
“ Please ! “ Jessica voice making Taeyeon weak
“ Okay ! I will. So don’t be sad huh ! I will drive you to everywhere you want huh ! “ Taeyeon pats Jessica back
Feeling Jessica loosen the hug, Taeyeon took a last look at her then quickly went out to get food.
Flashback:
“ NO ! I won’t let you go outside this time ! “ Eric said
“ Please, Eric !...”
“ I know you very worry about me but just this time ! “ Jessica said
“ Noona listens….your condition became worst day by day you know that ! We’re trying our best to keeping you…..” Eric held Jessica’s shoulders
“ The last time….my last time ! I want to try ! “ Jessica became teary
Eric turned around and massage his temple
“ If you put your life in the risky situation…..you could lose everything you know ! “ Eric looked straight into Jessica’s eyes
“ Time….hope….chance….how hard you fought to get here….even…”
“ Did you ever think about Taeyeon….how would she feel. “ Eric tried to stop Jessica’s idea
“ Of course….how much hurt she would get….I understand more than anyone !...”
“ It’s my fault….I hurt her because I didn’t remember anything….but she still never let go of me. She always comforts me and put me first before her life ! “
“ That’s hurt me...but I still didn’t remember anything. This is the last time…last chance for to pay back for her...even risking my life. I want to do something...something for the person I love, Eric ! “ Jessica started to cry.
“ I know I could lose everything. But just one time...I want to make her smile by myself. I want to...payback her. Even it will never compare to what she have done for me. “
“ I - I….” Eric speechless. He doesn’t know what to do.
Everything seems wrong but it also seems right at the same time.
“ I want to do something for her when I...I can still….talk...walk...breath...by myself. I want to see her smile before everything is too late. “
“ Everything will come to an end soon….everything will be alright, after all, Eric ! “ Jessica smiled
“ Sorry ! “ Eric said as he lowers his head
“ If you feel sorry for me….please represent me take a good care of my sister. Tell she that her dearly big sister love her very much ! “ Eric nodded
“ Tell Darren that...I will never blame him. I’m happy that he came here in the first place….if he was not here...I...myself will never be got here today ! “ Eric started to cry
End Flashback
After finishing their breakfast, Taengsic started to prepare their things for the thing called “ A Small Date “. They both now inside Taeyeon’s gray sports car because Jessica wanted to feel the fresh air.
“ Now, where do you want you to go my princess ? “ Taeyeon dorkily asked
“ My princess ? I remember, I didn’t agree to be your girlfriend ! “ Jessica teasing back
“ Well, except today, princess ! “ Taeyeon grinned
“ I want to go to the place that you drove me to last time ! “ Jessica exciting mood written all over her face.
“ Well….can I ask why ? “ Taeyeon wondered as she started the car’s engine
“ Last time, you said that you always come there with someone before. I wondered….who is that lucky person ? “ Jessica became jealous
“ Are you jealous ? “ Taeyeon still keeps her eyes on the road but she can feel Jessica embracing face.
“ No !....I’m not ! “ Jessica retorted
“ Okay, you are not ! “ Taeyeon smile brightly
“ So Taeyeon, why do you love that place so much ? “ Jessica asked
“ Because it was where I asked someone to be with me ! “
“ Who is that person….Jessica Jung keep calm ! “ Jessica cursed herself
“ It’s none other than….you….babo ! “ Taeyeon thought.
After a long chitchat, they finally arrived the destinate. It’s spring so the weather still cold as winter and a beautiful scene in front the both of them.
“ Wow ! It’s been a long time to see Cherry blossoms ! “
Like a kid, Jessica running around the place as Taeyeon follows behind.
“ Careful, you will fall if you keep running like that ! “ Taeyeon stopped the hyper Jessica by grabbing the girl's arm.
“ It’s so beautiful….can you sing a song for me, Taengoo ! “ Jessica unconsciously said
“ Taengoo ? “ Taeyeon was shocked at first but she succeeds to hide it.
“ I have a dream lately….and the only thing I remember after I wake up is this nickname ! It seemed cute so I decided to call you like that ! “ Jessica smile
“ You don’t like it ? “ Jessica tilted her head
“ No, I love it...but what dream you had ? Why don’t you tell me ? “ Taeyeon serious face making Jessica pay full attention to her.
“ Well, I saw someone...but I’m not sure. I can’t tell that it is a girl or boy but that person has a very beautiful smile. Especially, when that person smiles….the dimples make that person smile becomes more beautiful ! “ Taeyeon quietly listen to what’s Jessica saying
“ I saw myself very clearly but I can’t see that person face. It seemed like my relationship between that mystery person is very close. One time I saw that person cry...a lot but sadly I can’t do anything….” Jessica turned to look up the sky
“ Because I...did not remember anything. Maybe that person also finding me like you did ! “ Jessica shows her sad smile.
“ It’s me...Kim Taeyeon...your Taengoo, Sooyeon ! But it different now….I found you and never let you go again ! “ Taeyeon thought
“ Let’s left it aside….can you sing now, Taengooooo ! “ Jessica using her aegyo
“ Okay, Okay, Okay….stop whining ! “ Taeyeon clear her voice.
Flashback:
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much
Just too much
“ Taeyeon ! “ a curious Jessica turned her face to the brunette right beside her
“ What problem ? “ instead of looking at Jessica, Taeyeon decided to look at her phone.
“ Is this song very special to you or something ? I notice that you always listen to this song only ! “ Jessica asked
“ Yeah ! It’s a special song. “ Taeyeon smiled a little
“ What special it’s ? Can you tell me ? “ Jessica became curious
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be?
Where could this thing go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Going away
“ It’s a secret...so I’m not gonna tell you about that ! “ Taeyeon teasing
“ Why ? I want to know ! “ Jessica started to whining
“ You will know soon ! “ Taeyeon still looking at her phone
“ Whatever ! You will tell me soon because if you don’t tell me….you're not going to have a good sleep from now ! “ Jessica pouted
“ Well ! “ Taeyeon chuckled by herself.
Their vocal teacher called them to come and continue to practice. Jessica still pouting but managed to drag her up and continue to practice. Taeyeon smiled at the girl in front of her.
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends?
Is there more? Is there more? (Is there more)
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make
This into something that'll last
Last forever, forever
Why do I keep running from the truth? (why do I keep running?)
All I ever think about is you (all I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized (hypnotized)
So mesmerized (mesmerized)
And I've just got to know
“ This song represent my feeling for you. It made me realized how much I have fallen for you...the girl name ‘ Jessica Jung Sooyeon ‘. “ Taeyeon mumbled
“ What did you just said ? “ a smiling Tiffany and Jessica startled Taeyeon
“ Nothing ! “ Taeyeon stood up as she made her ways to the vocal place.
“ I heard she said something ! “ Tiffany said
“ I think you just tired from practice Tiff ! Let’s go, we might be scold if we are late ! “ Jessica dragged the eyes smile girl with her.
“ Really !....It’s clearly that she has mumbled to herself something ! “ Tiffany said while letting Jessica dragging her.
Do you ever think (ever think)
When you're all alone (all alone)
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go (go)
Am I crazy or falling in love, (crazy)
Is this real or just another crush (another crush)
Do you catch a breath,
When I look at you,
Are you holding back,
Like the way I do,
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't going away ya ya ya yaaa
(this crush ain't) going away ya ya ya yaaa
(goin' away) going away ya ya ya yaaa
(when you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go)
Going away ya ya ya yaaa
“ Why I never have the gut to telling you my feeling instead of listening to this song and let you realize it by yourself. “ Taeyeon smile sadly to herself
End FlashBack
“ Your voice always the best ! “ Jessica smile brightly
“ It seemed like I had heard this song before but….I can’t remember when. “ they continue walking
“ Let’s go the amusement park ! “ Taeyeon sudden spoke
“ Really….yeahhhhhhh ! “ Jessica run as fast as she can to the car first.
Jessica always wants to go to the amusement park and play roller coaster. The reason is she had heard other members said that Taeyeon love goes to amusement park.
“ This song was the song made me realize how much I fell for you. “ Taeyeon mumbled
“ You think this song is similar to you...it’s because you had heard this song for hundredth times. “
“ I want you to notice me….that why I always listen to this song when I was with you….but you forgot it. All of them. “ with a sad smile, Taeyeon followed Jessica.
On another side of the story:
“ What are you saying, Eric ? “ Tiffany louder her voice
“ Fany ! “ Yuri and Hyoyeon keep the hell Fany from hitting the younger boy
“ No….that can’t be. “ Yoona whispered with a shaking voice
“ Why Taeyeon didn’t pick up ? Why did she lock her phone right now ? “ A furious Sunny badly want to throw her phone away.
“ Why does Jessi need to do this...is she stupid or what ! “ Tiffany collapsed
“ Taeyeon….” Eric smile sadly
“ What ? “
“ She wanted to make Taeyeon smile. Payback all the things that she owes her. “ Eric closed his eyes as he remembers the conversation between him and Jessica
“ Taeyeon….I can’t imagine how much hurt would Tae gets if she knew this. “ Yuri said
“ Why do you guys still there ? “ a sudden voice spoke
“ Darren ? “ Yoona said with a not too welcome tone
“ Find them now ! We can’t be late ! “ Darren shouted
“ Too late ! “ Sunny said
“ We are not late….if you people not go...I’ll find by myself ! “ Darren turned around
“ Nothing will be late...if you don’t want it to be late. “ Darren left
“ Me too ! “ Seohyun said
“ I’ll with you then ! “ Yoona joined
All of them followed Darren. They all gone crazy because the hard part is to know where are that 2 people at. They went to all the place that they could think up but nothing. They want to give up so badly but something always keeping them keep on finding.
Seohyun sudden words were the only one answer that they tried to find. “ The Amusement park “. It’s 8 p.m in the evening but the sky was already dark. The cold air and wind replace the warmth sunlight as they begin their job.
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