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At the hospital side:

 

The room filled with silence as no one dare to break it. There are only 3 people in the white room. A pale and weak blonde lying on the bed while the other 2 watching her with the sad eyes.

 

“ Krystal ! “ Eric called the black hair girl but seemed like got ignore

 

“ Krystal ! “ Eric called louder

 

“ Um..huh ? “ Eric's voice pulled Krystal out of her thought as she facing him

 

“ You seem tired and look like you didn’t have dinner yet ! “ Eric looked at the girl

 

“ Don’t worry ! I’m okay. “ Krystal turn back facing her sister again with a short but depress reply

 

“ If your sister wakes up, she would be very worry at your condition right now ! “ Eric take a deep breathe then continue

 

“ Listen to me ! I promise to help your sister with all I have and I promise to find Taeyeon noona for you ! “ Eric bends down as Krystal turns to face him with a confuse look.

 

“ Look ! You want to fight for your sister but look at you now. Eat first and relax to regain your energy so you can fight ! “ Eric smile as he rubbing the younger girl head

 

“ Um…” Krystal speechless with a mix feeling

 

“ If they meant to be….no one could separate them ! Everything will be alright ! “ Eric looked at Jessica then walk out.

 

“ I always telling myself that….but will it be ? “ Krystal mumbling to herself as the unconscious person beside her started to move

 

“ Unnie ! “ Krystal turned to her sis as she want to cry in any second

 

“ Ta...Tae...Taengoo ! “ Jessica whispered but can be heard by her sister

 

“ Wh - What ? It’s me….Soojung ! “ Krystal hold her sister's arm

 

“ Is she remember ? “ Krystal thought to herself

 

“ Soojung - ah ! “ Jessica slowly open her eyes as she weakly calls her sister

 

“ How do you feel now ? “ Krystal became panic when she saw pain in her sister’s eyes  

 

“ I - ……” before Jessica could say anything the door suddenly open caught the 2 sister’s attention

 

“ Sica / Jessi / Sica unnie ! “ The 4 girls rushed to Jessica

 

“ What happened ? “ Tiffany asked as she look around the room

 

“ Unnie out ! “ Krystal said as she tried hard to not look in the 4 girls’ eyes

 

“ Where is Taeyeon ? “ Jessica asked

 

Tiffany, Yuri, Yoona, and Seohyun shocked at the question but except for Krystal. Their eyes all land on the innocent girl

 

“ She - She….left ! “ Krystal looked down

 

“ WHAT ? WHY DOES SHE LEFT ALL OF SUDDEN ? “ Tiffany shouted as she can’t control her furious emotion.

 

“ Quiet ! We are in hospital ! “ Yuri calm Tiffany down by patting the girl back

 

“ Soojung ! “ Jessica called out her sister

 

“ U - unnie….I’m sorry “ Krystal starting to cry

 

“ Where did Tae unnie go ? “ Yoona asked while Yuri and Seohyun trying hard to calm Tiffany down

 

“ I - I don’t know….” Krystal said in a low tone

 

“ Why did she left ? Is something happened ? “ Jessica turn to ask her sister

 

“ Say something Krystal….. Please “ Jessica pleading her own sister

 

“ She just left….she said she let you go, unnie ….. A - and I don’t know where she is now. I - I sorry ! “ Krystal knee down as tear rolls down from her cheek

 

“ I - I didn’t help Tae unnie….I didn’t convince her….I - I…..sorry ! “

 

Krystal keeping crying until she feels someone bend down to help her stand up. The younger looked up as she wonder who is that person.

 

“ It’s not her fault ! “ Eric came back after he brought some food for Krystal and saw Krystal kneeling down while crying.

 

“ It’s not entire Jessica fault…..not entire Taeyeon fault….not entire Krystal fault….not entire you guys fault….it’s not entire Darren fault also….” Eric paused for a while

 

“ So who is in charge for this ? All of the things that happened ? “ Tiffany asked

 

“ It’s us….every single person in here is a part of this mess ! “ Eric said

 

“ Darren fault is not telling the truth and he also didn’t do anything wrong ! “ Eric firmly stated

 

“ All of the things he did….you said it’s not his fault….” Yuri hissed but Eric cut her off

 

“ How much you know about the entire truth ? Nothing…..you guys know nothing ! “

 

“ He sleepless everyday….spent all of his time to find the way to help Jessica survive ! He didn’t even whining about the hard work…..no one understand it….all of you guys just only cursing him and threaten him. “ Eric took a deep breath to stop himself from crying

 

“ His purpose is if Jessica is not pass….your Taeyeon will not get more hurt. He did that because he doesn’t want Jessica to cries whenever she see Taeyeon cries. “ Eric chuckled for his best friend stupid choice

 

“ Yeah...it’s Darren fault because he hid it and didn’t tell you guys the entire truth….he afraid more people will get hurt. ”

 

“ It’s also my fault because I didn’t stop him from doing all of this ! Creating more mess in this big mess ! Now...I will you guys the truth….entire truth ! “ Eric said

 

Jessica sat there and listen to all the conversation….confusingly….curious….and hurt at the same time. She doesn’t know why but what Taeyeon said to her when the brunette drive her to the Hospital….all of them came back to her mind.

 

“ Jessica...she only have 2 months….this is just the predict...if her condition getting worse….the time will be reduce ! “ Everyone look disbelief

 

Then their attention turned to the girl who is holding her head while shaking it hard. Eyes went wide as they rushed to the blonde

 

“ Jessica ! “ Eric shouted

 

“ Unnie ! “ Krystal hold on her sister while stopping her from shaking her head

 

“ What happened Jessi / Sica ? “ Tiffany and Yuri panic

 

“ T - Taeyeon….s - said something to me….” Jessica said in pain

 

“ What did she said ? “ Tiffany asked

 

“ S - she….said….she...i - is….Taegooo………”

 

The world stopped spinning, no sound could be heard…everything went black. Jessica black out !

 

“ Eric….what happened ? Why my unnie….” Krystal panic when she saw no movement from her unnie.

 

“ What happened ? Jessi ! “ Tiffany called out

 

“Eric ? “ Yoona and Yuri looked at the younger boy

 

“ Calm down unnies ! “ Seohyun spoke as she waits for Eric to take a look at Jessica

 

The younger boy observed the blonde for a while then he tried to predict the older heart rate. He took a long, deep breath then exhale.

 

“ She is fine…. The headache making her to blackout. Did she just say something ? “ Eric turned to look at everyone.

 

“ Did she just said….” Yuri said

 

“ Taegoo !!! “ Tiffany added

 

Everyone started to remember what the blonde said earlier. Then the only fact hit their mind is…..the only one….maybe….she’s remember something !

 

“ Is Sica unnie remember ? “ Yoona is the first person blur out her thought in a disbelief tone.  

 

“ I don’t think so….” Eric said still trying convince everyone to not hope so much.

 

“ How can you explain…..that She….Sica….called Taeyeon by her nickname and especially...that name came from none other than….” Yuri paused

 

“ Sica unnie….herself ! “ Yoona added

 

Once again….their attention turned to the pale girl on the bed then to each other. The don’t know if they should put more hope or not….they afraid….afraid that….their hope can be crushed once again.

 

“ Let’s talk outside….she needs to rest ! “ Eric said

 

“ Okay ! “ the looked at Jessica for a brief second then close the door.

 

When they already outside….Eric spoke.

 

“ First of all….I don’t want Jessica noona to get more shock and second about Taeyeon noona ! “ the 4 older girls listen carefully to every word.

 

Krystal and Eric explain to the 4 girls why Taeyeon left and the entire truth they hid. They are all in different thought but the same heavy hearts and the same hope.

 

“ She is so stupid ! “ Tiffany started crying

 

“ Shhhh “ Seohyun pat Tiffany back

 

“ Why it happened to us….they really not deserve it ! “ Yuri spoke her mind

 

“ I really don’t know what we are wishing and dreaming of ? Really...for the first time….I feel I want to give up but there are something invisible always stopping from doing that….” Yoona leans on the wall

 

“ I wonder….what is that. I have been asking myself that...what I have done….is it what I want ?....am I happy ?....who am I ? “ Yoona chuckled at her own words

 

“ Time passed….people might change. There is a good way….there is also a bad way. Depends on when, where, and how the environment you living in. It’s not really our entire fault…. But everything that happened we can’t change it anymore. “ Eric close his eyes

 

“ Sometimes, in this unfair and exhausted world, just stop whatever you are doing and start to think… what have you done….are you really happy. Everything happened is like a lesson for every single person. But one you learned… you have to pay for it….”

 

“ Sometimes….the payment just take away something you like….but sometimes...it even takes away the person you love. The world always unfair….the only thing we can do is bear and live with it. Make it you will survive...if not…don’t even think of your dream. That’s why everyone changed...no one is at fault….the fault is about the way they chose to be where they want. Too bad...some failed to find the right way ! “ Eric open his eyes as they meeting the other 4 pairs of crying eyes

 

“ But if we failed….wrong way. It’s not meant that we totally failed. It just tells us that we need to try again and find another way….” Seohyun spoke

 

“ Us….we failed...but it’s not the end yet. It’s meant that we have and need to find another way to go. Lucky...some succeed to find their right way leading them to home. “ Soehyun said

 

“ Now...it’s not time for crying and other useless things. We need to find Taeyeon noona and help Darren find the thing for Jessica’s surgery. Get our mind together ! United...we win. Separate...we fail ! “ Yoona said

 

The truth always comes out late...when everything went too far. Don’t judge a situation when you only know a half because you never understand it. Put yourself in other position....imagine yourself to be like them. Then you will know how they feel and how a human being you are.

 

In every single mistake or problem….not only one person is at fault...everyone is a part of the fault. They might don't even realize it but some just don’t want to admit it because their pride is to high. Sometime you have to lower your pride a little for your sake and others.

 

When you want to judge someone….think deeply about that or if not….your own comment sometimes it’s the evident to against you ! Just remember in your mind...everyone is selfish….you too. If you love someone...love them but don’t hurt other. If you hate someone….stay quiet because if just go around and banging about them….look at yourself….you are not different from them that much.