Because I have fallen too deep
I'm Still Here ! Beside You“ Eric - shi !!! “ The nurse rushed to where Eric’s office
The sound of people rushing back and forward can be heard around the hospital.
“ Eric !!!! “ Eric approaching the crying girl
“ Krystal ! Listen to me ! “ Eric tried to keep the younger calm down
“ Look at me, Krystal ! “ finally, he got the younger attention
“ M - My….. s - sister….”
“ She will be okay…..you need to be strong for her ! “ Eric hugged the crying while patting her back.
“ Promise….promise….promise….you guys always promise my sister will be fine but…,” Krystal shouted
“ Her condition becomes worse day by day “ Krystal started to cry again.
“ Eric - shi ! “ A nurse called out from Eric
“ Can you look after her for a little bit. Please help me to calm her down ! “ Eric took a brief look at Krystal then walk into Jessica's room.
“ Where is Darren ? “ Eric furious asked
“ We did contact him but failed ! “ the other nurse answered
“ Where the are you right now, Darren ! “ Eric mumbled
“ So what should we do now ? “ the nurse asked
“ The only thing we can do is try our best to keep her alive. Keep her alive many days as possible….I don’t care how much many the medicine cost. Try the newest medicine we just bought ! “ Eric commanded
“ We got it ! “
“ ing Darren….where are you right now. This is how you said you will protect them ? “ Eric thought.
Another side of the stories :
“ Excuse me ! “ a younger boy approaching an old lady
“ What can I help you my little boy ? “ the old lady asked
“ By any chance...you know where is this address at ? “ Darren showing the old lady a picture of a house including the address.
“ Oh ! It’s little far from here ! “ The old lady said
“ Really...where it’s...can you help me ! “ Darren waste no time to ask the old lady for the direction.
“ Are you finding someone ? “ The old lady smile
“ A really really important person ! “ Darren said with a sad smile
“ Well….if you walk to there..it will be a bit far….” Darren cut the old lady off
“ That doesn’t matter ma'am…..just tell me ! “
“ Now you go straight, turn right…..I don’t know where the house at but just look to your right side after you turn right ! “
“ Thank you so much ! “ Darren bided goodbye to the old lady
After 30 minutes of walking and looking at house by house. Darren really want to give up but he can’t let his mind control this time. Walking and walking….looking and looking….house by house.
“ Don’t give up Darren….you can do it. You caused it and you need to fix it by yourself ! “
Lost in his own thought...Darren did not notice that someone is staring at him. The sound of people movement snapped Darren out of his thought. Someone is running away from him...and there he notice the figure really similar.
“ Please don’t run ! “ Darren panicked and doesn’t know what to do
“ Tae noona please stop….I just want to have a serious talk with you ! “ the pain from his feet started to hurt him again. Darren stop while breathing heavily.
“ Think fast….think Darren….think….you are a psychologist ! Think Darren ! “ Darren cursed himself.
A seems to be a crazy idea popped out somewhere in Darren's head.
“ If you don’t stop running….I will scream your name out loud. I know that no one knows you live here ! Please stop running….I just want to talk with you Tae noona ! “
The threaten finally stop the older girl from running away. She stopped and turned to look at the person who threatens her.
“ Finally….can we...uh...have a talk ! “ Darren looked straight to Taeyeon eyes.
“ What do you want to talk about ? Are you want me to move somewhere else farther…” Taeyeon asked
“ Is this distance still close….is this distance….” Darren cut Taeyeon off
“ Do you really love her ? “ Darren looking down
It stopped Taeyeon from asking and speechless. The older confused what the hell is the younger boy talk about.
“ Do you really love Sica noon ? “ Darren asked again
“ Why do you need to….” Darren cut Taeyeon again
“ Just answer my question ! “
“ I have no idea about it ! “
The younger boy looked up while confusing written over his face. Taeyeon smile then look up to the sky but Darren notice the hurt, pain, and sadness inside it.
“ Why you ran away while you can do whatever you want to do. I’m nobody to command you do thing ? “ Darren asked
“ It’s called love ! “ Taeyeon smile
“ When you love someone….you will never know how much stronger you became. Pain, hurt, tears,.....is that matter to you when you willing to get hurt but not to let them hurt the person you love. Love is stupid because it only brought to you hurt but you just let them weigh you down. You fallen too deep so there are no way to back up. “
“ My presence only brought her pain and bad thing so why not. I willing to let them weigh me down but I can’t stand to see they hurt the person I love. I have fallen too deep to back up. “
“ I’m lost ! “ Darren said
“ Totally “ Taeyeon added
The both of them smile for the first time.
“ Sometimes, love doesn’t need to be stick with each other. Love is when you can make the person you love smile. That is all you want when you really fall in love. “
“ But I hurt her ! I made her cry every time we meet. Now...I total lost her ! “ Darren said
“ What are you talking about ? Is something happened to….” Taeyeon paused
“ I know that god sent her to fix me but pushed her away. From now on, she will be happy with someone not me. I’m thankful that she always be with me when the hard time. I hope that she will find someone make her happy ever. “ Darren turned to look at the confusingly beside her.
“ Jessica noona really love you even when she lost her memories. I can see it clearly in her eyes when she looks at you. She really need you by her side now ! “ Darren stood up
“ For your information, yes, when you really love someone, all you need is make them smile. But you know what, the happiest part is you is the main cause of that person smile. Love means sacrifice….it also means selfish because if they don’t be selfish, they will never find the love of their life. “
“ Fight for her Tae noona ! There are nothing late...it just you thought it late when you still have a chance to fix it. If you back up without fighting…..is means you push away your chance. Do not be like me….my chance is gone….but yours still. “
“ Take a good care of her and never let her cry again ! If you did….becareful ! “ Darren smile then left.
“ Maybe...this is the last advice I give other people then ! “ the younger boy disappeared in Taeyeon’s view.
Waste no time….Taeyeon rushed to the hospital. She promises to herself that….no back up without fighting.
“ I’m coming to you now. Don’t be scare….I promise to protect you, Jung Sooyeon ! “
Reached the destination, quickly, Taeyeon ran all her mind to the certain person room. In her way, she heard the nurse whispering to each other but she doesn’t care at all. Here she is, right in front of her love one room but seeing Krystal crying her heart out making Taeyeon more panic.
“ Krystal ! “ Taeyeon called out for the crying girl
“ Taeyeon unnie ! “ Krystal stood up and hugged the older tightly
“ Please don’t cry...what….happened ? “ Taeyeon paused
“ Unnie suddenly blackout and her heart almost stop ! “ Krystal cry harder
It light the thunder just passed…..Taeyeon left speechless and her body begins to lose the balance. She fell backward and her ear became deaf. Everyone tried to get her attention but no word can able to enter her ear.
“ I lost ! Totally ! “ Taeyeon thought and let the tears she held before free.
“ What happened outside ? “ Eric walked out and shocked when he saw Taeyeon crying
“ What happened….is my sister is was okay ? “ Krystal asked while still holding on Taeyeon
“ She is okay now….she needs more blood for the heart and other part of her body to function properly “ Eric said
Taeyeon looked up after calm herself down. She looked at Eric for a brief moment then spoke.
“ Sorry ! “ Taeyeon said
“ Why ? “ Eric confused
“ Jessi is okay now ! Let’s go inside ! “ Krystal wipe her tears while pulling Taeyeon with her
“ But…..she….is….” Krystal didn’t let Taeyeon have chance to speak. Before Taeyeon could complete her words...she was already inside Jessica’s room.
“ Unnie ! “ Krystal softly called out
“ She is quite weak now….please don’t make her talk much ! “ A nurse finished the last checking for Jessica then she left.
“ Unnie...see who is right in front of you right now ? “ Krystal whispered
Jessica weakly opens her eyes.
“ Taeyeon ? “ Jessica sound like whisper but can be heard by the 2
“ Right...she is here now...are you happy ! “ Krystal teasing
Taeyeon chuckled at how fast the younger Jung can change her mood.
“ Are you feeling okay ? “ Krystal held her sister palm
Jessica only nodded weakly.
“ Alright...since you are okay now. I need to buy us something to eat first. If you don’t have food...there are no energy to talk ! “ Krystal stood up.
“ After I come back….get her unnie….She really misses you. Remember that I'm always there to support both of you “ Hwaiting ! “. “ Krystal whispered to Taeyeon then walked out.
Taeyeon only chuckle and Jessica find it cute.
“ Um….I….um…” no word could be found in Taeyeon mind as she lost in Jessica eyes for a moment.
“ My place is not where you could leave and then disappear all of suddenly “ Jessica being stubborn girl again
But Taeyeon doesn’t mind that because she only know that she needs to protect the girl in front of her.
“ Well..first of all….it’s been a longgggg time no see, Jung Sooyeon ! “ Taeyeon joked
“ Well “ Jessica rolled her eyes but feel joy inside her because of Taeyeon’s sudden joke.
Outside the room :
Krystal walks out from her sister rom. Quickly, she catches the sign of Eric standing near by while talking to a group of nurse. Slowly, Krystal approaching Eric.
“ Oh, Krystal ! “ Eric straddled by the sudden touch behind his back
“ Um….I just want to...um…” Krystal found it hard to speak all of sudden
“ All of you can go do your work now. Thank for your help ! “ Eric said to the group of nurse then turned to the girl beside him
“ Where is Taeyeon ? Why you are not inside ? “ Eric looking at Krystal back and look back at the girl.
“ Um….I just want to give them time alone “ Krystal said while chuckling
“ Oh !.....Let’s go ! “ Eric held Krystal arm and pulling her with him
“ Where ? “
“ Buy some food !.....isn’t it’s a smart excuse and reason why you are here ? “ Eric said without looking back
“ Well ! “ Krystal rolled her eyes.
“ What do want to eat ? “ Eric asked while they were already inside the elevator.
Seeing Krystal thinking hard, Eric begins to joke.
“ Eat something normal ! You’re a star and your meal will definitely expensive. But unluckily, I don’t have that much money to fulfill it ! “ Eric looked at Krystal
“ A star also a normal person….or you don’t want to pay for a star like me a meal ? “ Krystal asked
“ Not that I don’t want but I only have enough money to buy Jessica’s food and me ! “
“ I will ask Taeyeon unnie to buy Jessi her own food then ! “ Krystal fished out her phone
“ I’m just joking….don’t be so serious. Gezzz….Jung always take a joke very seriously ! “ Eric took the phone from Krystal's hand.
“ Well….because of your joke...you will get a punishment ! “ Krystal smirk
“ What...no way….” Eric look disbelief
“ You have to buy us….me, Jessi, and…...Taeyeon unnie meal at 5 stars restaurant ! “ Krystal walked out from the elevator.
“ But….”
“ No but….no more argue ! “
“ Ashiii ! Stupid joke ! “ Eric mumbling to himself
“ Hurry….I’m hungry you know ! “ Krystal shouted while smiling
“ I’m coming ! “
“ Look at that smile….now you know how to smile girl ! Good job Eric….but your money ! Forget it ! “ Eric thought.
Back to Taengsic
“ What are you doing lately ? “ Jessica curious asked
“ Not really well….sleepless and…..” Taeyeon pointed her finger to her eyes.
“ Why ? “ Jessica raise her eyes brown
“ Because I miss someone too much ! “ Taeyeon smile
“ Oh ! “
“ Who is that person ? Why she miss that person too much even sleepless every night ? “ Jessica became jealous without her aware.
Taeyeon saw that and chuckle.
“ That person is you ! “ Taeyeon suddenly said
Jessica was shocked yet confused….why does Taeyeon miss her. Seeing the confused look on Jessica’s face, Taeyeon added.
“ I was very worried about your condition ! But now….I was relief ! “ Taeyeon stood up and rubbing Jessica’s head.
“ You don’t know how much I miss you, Jung Sooyeon ! “ Taeyeon hugged to girl
“ Stupid heart...why does you beats so fast right now ? But why I feel so warm and secure in her arm ? “ Jessica thought
“ Can I ask you one question ? “
“ Go ahead ! “
“ How much close we were before….please answer me honestly ! “
Taeyeon broke the hug then looked straight to Jessica eyes. She found Jessica’s curious and serious look very adorable. She held Jessica’s both shoulder and slowly put the girl lie down.
“ You can’t never imagine how much close we were before ! “ Taeyeon kissed the girl forehead
“ B - But...that doesn’t answer my question ! “ Jessica pouted
“ You asked and I can answer the way I want….” Taeyeon paused while pulling the blanket to cover Jessica
“ and too much talking today….you need to rest. If you’re not….those scary nurse will scolding me to death ! “ Taeyeon smile to Jessica
Seeing Taeyeon make her way out….Jessica quickly holds Taeyeon hand.
“ You leave me again ! “ Jessica pouted
“ I need to change my clothes ! I didn’t changed my cloth because of rushing to here ! “
“ I will be back soon...don’t worry. Close your eyes….I promise that I will be the first person you see when you wake up ! “ Taeyeon softly said
“ Promise ! “
“ Um...Promise ! “ Taeyeon made her way out.
Before turn off the light, she took a brief look at the girl she loves. Smiling to herself while turn off the light and walked out.
“ She is back….back by my side ! “ Jessica
“ I will never leave you again….because I have fallen too deep for you Jung Sooyeon ! “ Taeyeon
“ Thank you for making me smile Eric….Darren - ah where are you ? “ Krystal
“ Her smile was so beautiful. I need to make her smile more ! Darren...where are you bro ? “ Eric
“ Now is time for me to pay back ! Dad...now I know the reason for why I being born in this world. Can you give me more strength. Sorry Soojung..I’m not good enough ! “ Darren.
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