Should I ?
I'm Still Here ! Beside YouHi there !!! Sorry for late update :))
I think this chapter will not disappoint you guys like the old chapter :v. Maybe Yes or Maybe No. So just let's hope everything will be alright huh !
Hope you guys enjoy the new chap.
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When the 7 girls bid goodbye and got out of Dr.Han office. Something heavy still in their heart. N word, the atmosphere filled up with the sounds of the footsteps and heavy breath.
“ Are you feeling okay now Tae ? “ Sunny broke the silent
“ Oh….um ” the only answer Taeyeon could gives to Sunny.
“ Oh “ as Sunny already knew the reply of Taeyeon so the just continues to walks.
No one dare to talk. They all on their deep thought. The sadness can barely sees in their face. While they are heading to their car a similar voice called and their attention changed and turned to the person who called them.
“ Tae unnie !!!! “ The younger girl breathing heavily
“ Yoona ahh...why are you here ? “ Taeyeon asked as she doesn’t what’s she should ask.
“ Fany unnie called that you got in an accident. It crept me out. Are you okay ? “ Yoona looked at Taeyeon with a mix emotions. Sad, apologize, concern, mad, worry,....
“ Um...I’m fine don’t worry “ Taeyeon replied with the most emotionless.
The older girl didn’t want to hurt Yoona but she also doesn’t knows why she acting like that. She moved quickly on the car and closed the door. She doesn’t wants to answer any question and facing anyone. She needs time and wants to be alone.
In another hand. Yoona feel guilty when she just received emotionless answer from her unnie. She badly wants to yell out of her lung the phrase “ Please don’t acting like only get hurt unnie. Sica unnie still alive and now she…..she “ but when the younger still frowns. A hand tapped her shoulder and patted it gently.
“ Just forgive her...we all know that she still hurt a lot. It will takes long times for her to heal “ Yuri comforting Yoona as she ready to cries in any moment later.
“ It’s late now...we should go back home. Everyone now very exhausted from this seems like long day. “ Hyoyeon joined in.
“ Let’s go “ the word seem like very full of energy but now emotionless. As everyone nodded and jumped in the car to head home.
“ Seunggi oppa ! Can you...drive Yoong back to her house ? “ the useless question ever come out from Yuri mouth.
“ Of course...why not !!! “ Seunggi gently leads Yoona to his car as he drive off.
While in the car heading to TaeTiSeo Dorm:
( Notes: there is a english song will appear on this part. Just pretend that every members of SoShi now very good at English. Just speaking and reading not writing. About Tiffany, you guys already know so I don’t need to tell. American hyper girl yeah is HER :v )
The two girl sitting quietly in the way back to home. Seohyun reading some online book that she doesn’t have any chance to read when they are busy always.
Yuri, Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, and Sunny some look outside from the window and some checking whatever on the their phone. They just want to be busy and don’t want to think. Their head now only filled up with the memories being with Jessica.
Taeyeon alone sits at the back of the van. As her eyes closed and head lean on the corner of the half open window. The two arm relaxing as they resting on her thigh. No sobbing or loud crying can be heard. One a single tear rolling down from her eyes to her check. This evident still obviously can be see because that single tear still hold in her face not wants to drop down.
Tiffany, she was busy finding some random song to listen. There are no some to be fit with this atmosphere so she really frustrated and throw her phone away. Is not that there are no ballad song but all her ballad song was about loved. Yeah love, about two love birds.
When she was tired and frustrating. Tiffany stop what’s her doing and looks at the radio in the car. She quickly punch the button to turn on the radio. The radio started to break the silent.
“ Ahhh...today seemed like a long day right listener ? “ the host asked with a tired sound.
“ Now we will come to the last person of our show today ! Let’s see what’s he/she request this time ? “ the host clapped her hands.
“ Oh...our last requestor is a male...he wrote ” the host started to reads
( this song I want a girl to listen. I want her to talk to me and answer me. Last, I want to said I miss you. )
Tiffany almost turn off the radio as the timely heard the name of the song. She take her hand away from the radio and continue focus on the road.
“ the requestor has the name D. want to gives this song to someone he really miss. Let’s listen to the song as the goodbye for them end of our show today. Hope you guys enjoy the last some. The song is Say Something of A Great Big World. Goodnight to everyone !!! “ the host stop talking as the song started to play.
Even though Taeyeon still closes her eyes but every single words from the song take away the older attention. The song that said all the thought inside Taeyeon head. And also to the 7 other girls. Seohyun also pay all her attention to the sad song. Everyone in the car pretend to but their attention now all in the song.
While in the car heading to TaeTiSeo Dorm:
( Notes: there is a english song will appear on this part. Just pretend that every members of SoShi now very good at English. Just speaking and reading not writing. About Tiffany, you guys already know so I don’t need to tell. American hyper girl yeah is HER :v )
The two girl sitting quietly in the way back to home. Seohyun reading some online book that she doesn’t have any chance to read when they are busy always.
Yuri, Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, and Sunny some look outside from the window and some checking whatever on the their phone. They just want to be busy and don’t want to think. Their head now only filled up with the memories being with Jessica.
Taeyeon alone sits at the back of the van. As her eyes closed and head lean on the corner of the half open window. The two arm relaxing as they resting on her thigh. No sobbing or loud crying can be heard. One a single tear rolling down from her eyes to her check. This evident still obviously can be see because that single tear still hold in her face not wants to drop down.
Tiffany, she was busy finding some random song to listen. There are no some to be fit with this atmosphere so she really frustrated and throw her phone away. Is not that there are no ballad song but all her ballad song was about loved. Yeah love, about two love birds.
When she was tired and frustrating. Tiffany stop what’s her doing and looks at the radio in the car. She quickly punch the button to turn on the radio. The radio started to break the silent.
“ Ahhh...today seemed like a long day right listener ? “ the host asked with a tired sound.
“ Now we will come to the last person of our show today ! Let’s see what’s he/she request this time ? “ the host clapped her hands.
“ Oh...our last requestor is a male...he wrote ” the host started to reads
( this song I want a girl to listen. I want her to talk to me and answer me. Last, I want to said I miss you. )
Tiffany almost turn off the radio as the timely heard the name of the song. She take her hand away from the radio and continue focus on the road.
“ the requestor has the name D. want to gives this song to someone he really miss. Let’s listen to the song as the goodbye for them end of our show today. Hope you guys enjoy the last some. The song is Say Something of A Great Big World. Goodnight to everyone !!! “ the host stop talking as the song started to play.
Even though Taeyeon still closes her eyes but every single words from the song take away the older attention. The song that said all the thought inside Taeyeon head. And also to the 7 other girls. Seohyun also pay all her attention to the sad song. Everyone in the car pretend to but their attention now all in the song.
A single drop of the salt water unconsciously comes out from the eyes of the 7 exhausted and sadness girl.
They have waited for her 2 years. Even though, no news can be know but they still didn’t gave up. Everyday, they fighting with a longing schedule and the exhaustion. Tiredness both mental and body always building up inside the 8 girl. But it didn’t make any one of them give up. It even makes them more stronger day by day.
They still don’t believed the conversation they have heard hours ago was real. They know it true but don’t want to admit it. The strength was built up day by day now was destroyed. Everything….hopping, wishes, praying,.....all crashed down in a minute.
“ Is this the time for me to moving on or is it a stupid God’s test again ? “ the 7 girls thought
“ Will I able to moving on from her….from every memories being with her….can I ? “ they asked themselves
“ Moving on from her ???? ……. Should I ? “ the question stucked in their head. But there are no answer for them.
In Seunggi car:
“ Yoona ahh...Yoona !!! “ Seunggi tried to calls the daze girl but fail.
Yoona was on her deep thought for a while when they started to drive off the hospital.
This time Seunggi patted the younger girl shoulder and it succeeded. He finally got the girl’s attention.
“ oh...um….sorry oppa…” the younger girl looks sad
“ Feel free to tell...I’m always here to listen to you “ Seunggi stop the car at the Han River.
“ …. ” he knows the girl still doesn’t ready so he added
“ That is okay if you don’t want to te……” he was cut off
“ I - I don’t know should I tell them about Sica unnie news. I - I….don’t know “ Yoona hold her head.
“ I think you should…..” he was cut off again
“ Yes...I was thinking of telling the but….but if I tell them...they might end up go crazy and finding her. If Mr.Jung knows about it, he will sends Sica unnie away again “ Yoona started to cying.
“ With this current distance was take 2 years to find out….what should you think when he try to move back to State. How many years it will take with that such long distance ? “ Yoona added
Her body is shaking hard. Seunggi quickly hugs he shaking girl in his warm. He tried to calm the girl down by patting her back. For minutes after that, the girl body was a little relaxed.
“ I don’t want to force you do what you don’t want to. This is just my advice and opinion. Take it or not, is not a big deal. Now listen to what I’m saying but remember, no matter what happen I’ll always by your side. Just count on me. ” Seunggi can feel the younger girl nods her head.
“ If...I said if...If I in your position….I will choose to tell them no matter what ! “ the comment of Seunggi making Yoona broke the hug and facing him with a serious look.
“ The percent of Mr.Jung notice will be very rare so just left it aside. “ Seunggi started to explain.
“ If there is a hope….even though it is just a little bit tiny….just do it….we never know about the future will be...the only thing we know that...if there are any chance, just make the chance….Maybe that tiny chance will bring us to a new and happy life….”
“ Yeah I’m not saying that the bad thing will never happen but if we don’t try...we never get to know. Let’s make all the tiredness and exhaustion worth will all the thing you guys was and are spending. Yoona ah “ Seunggi hugs the weak girl again.
This time Yoona finally speak.
“ You are right...I was so stupid….I was let my unnie down by the stupid deal with Mr.Jung “ Yoona tighten the hug.
“ I will tell them but I need to talk to 2 people first. I also need to find some strength to fight for our friendship. Will you coming with me ? I...I…”
Yoona was worry because she always bother her boyfriend. She never done anything for him. It’s been 2 year but only Seunggi is the person who take take care of Yoona 99.9999%. She feel guilty all the time. But still thanks God for gave him for her.
“ So...with my advice...you will tell them right ? “ He asked to make sure
“ Yes, I will...because of Sica unnie, because of me, because of us, and because of our beautiful friendship. I need to fight for it. But I still not ready to tell them. First of all I want to tell the most 2 greatest people. And Sica unnie to wish me luck and our fight will successfully. “
For the first time in this week Seunggi can see Yoona real smile. Not too bright but still really happy.
“ Um...let’s go home and rest now. “ he said while started the engine
“ Let’s go SoShi ! Let’s fight for SoShi beautiful friendship “ Seunggi singing while Yoona smiling.
“ Yahh….Im Yoona….” the younger girl looked back
“ Hwaiting “ the two of them smile brightly
“ Everything will be alright and I believed Jessica will be alright “ Those words was help Yoona lifted up some of the burdensome deep inside her heart.
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