Closer

I'm Still Here ! Beside You

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Sorry for making you wait for too long. The school year almost end and Teacher like you give HW and Test every day. How can they do that :(((   Okay so hope you enjoy the new update. I will update as soon as possible....please forgive me 

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After the song end, the atmosphere becomes more quiet and comfortable one. While the blonde still on her own thought enjoying the song…...she doesn’t notice that someone has watching her for god now how long.

 

That person has a gentle smile on her face. She feels this is the most valuable moment for her. The only and simple thing that she dream and wish for too long now came true. How can she describe this moment when her heart beats as fast as those chasing car on the bridge above the river. How she miss the calm and every perfect line of the younger girl beside her.

 

“ Taeyeon ! “ Jessica shaking the dazing girl arm.

 

“ Huh….um….what happened ? “ Taeyeon snapped out from her thought.

 

“ Is there something on my face ? “ Taeyeon face becomes red

 

“ NO ! “ The older girl tried to hide her blush

 

“ So why are you looking at me like that ? “ Jessica innocent asked

 

“ I - I….just on…..ah I thought about something ! “ Taeyeon scratching the back of her neck

 

“ What are you thinking about ? “

 

Jessica keeps on asking because she wants to erase the awkward moment they’ve share. When she snapped back from her deep thought is when she noticed the older looking at her. She felt her face got hot suddenly. The younger tried to calm her beating heart down as she doesn’t want the other girl saw it. But she doesn’t know that she seemed like common question making the atmosphere more awkward.

 

“ I think that you might want to walk for a little bit ! “ Jessica showed her bright smile.

 

“ So I will take that smile as a yes then ! “ Taeyeon lowers herself to help Jessica stand up

 

“ Thanks ! “ Jessica said

 

“ Are you feel hurt or something ? “ Taeyeon saw Jessica has a pout on her face.

 

The younger girl only nod. She feels her knees little hurt but she still want to try to walk again. Taeyeon saw that quickly…..she lean herself closer the younger while she put Jessica right arm circle her neck and her left arm put around the blonde's waist.

 

With the sudden action of the brunette, they feel their body touching each other and left no gaps between them. Both feel hot and their beating heart keeps increasing little by little.

 

“ Stupid heart stop beating…..but why her heart also beats as fast as mine ? “ The 2 of them thought at the same time.

 

“ Are you okay now ? “ Taeyeon tried to break the awkward silence.

 

“ Um…. little bit ! “ Jessica answer with a small smile

 

Now the blonde starting to get more comfortable with her feet now. She doesn’t feel hurt anymore. Now she likes to walk like this with the girl beside her while enjoying the fresh air night.

 

“ I’m okay now….can I walk by myself now ? “ Jessica asked with a pout

 

“ No ! If I let you go…..you will fall ! “ Taeyeon has a frown on her face but softened when she saw the younger cute pout.

 

“ Please…...pretty please ! “ Jessica do aegyo to the older but she, herself doesn’t know why she did that.

 

“ Okay ! But if you fall, I will never let you walk again ! “ Taeyeon said with a serious tone.

 

Taeyeon let go of Jessica arm and body as the younger started to walk away from Taeyeon. Step by step….Jessica feels she gonna fall in any second but she still manage to walk. Suddenly, she turns back to look at Taeyeon follow her behind. With a bright smile on her face….Jessica started to shout.

 

“ I know I will gonna to fall in any second….” Jessica start to feel herself begin falling

 

Taeyeon panic as she saw her Sooyeon starting to fall. She rushed to the younger girl and ready to catch the younger hand but she heard the girl shout again.

 

“ But I really…..pretty sure one thing….that Kim Taeyeon….she will never let me fall….and she will catch me before I…..”

 

Jessica feels herself on someone's arm and sure it’s only and none other than Taeyeon. Taeyeon managed to catch the younger in time.

 

“ Before I say hello to the hard and cold ground ! “ Jessica smile brightly

 

“ You…..kid scared me out ! “ Taeyeon take a deep breath as she started to laugh.

 

Both of them laugh while Jessica still in Taeyeon embrace. Then Taeyeon suddenly pulls herself and Jessica up. The younger got surprised when she saw Taeyeon’s back facing her.

 

“ Hop on ! I will piggy back you ! “ without hesitant Jessica immediately hopping on Taeyeon back.

 

“ Now let’s go back to the wheelchair and call a cab because I think those kids didn’t leave any car for us to drive ! “ Taeyeon stand up as Jessica circling her arms around the older neck.

 

“ Can you sing me a song ? I know you are a singer ! “ Taeyeon got startled by Jessica words.

 

The word what if keeping appear on her mind…..what if Jessica read all those articles about how bad she treat her in the past. What if Jessica feels hurt when she know that all of the girls and she decided to kick her out of the group. But Taeyeon snapped back from her thought by the deep sigh of Jessica.

 

“ If you don’t want to sing for…..” Jessica got cut off by Taeyeon soft voice.



 

There are so many things I couldn’t say

 

Although you couldn't hear it even for once

 

“ There are so many things I want to tell you but I afraid to tell you…..”

 

I’m not someone who just loves anyone I see

 

Among the sea of people in this world

 

You are the only one I see

 

I’ll be standing here looking only at you

 

“ They said I maybe a player. But do they know that even when I’m on date with them, the only person in my heart is only thinking about you ! “

 

After this love, I’m not sure of what will happen

 

Like what a small kid always does

 

I’ll embrace you at this moment

 

“ I want to embrace you into my arm and tell them that you are mine ! “

 

Even if your name becomes unfamiliar someday

 

My heart will keep it as a memory

 

Even if it’s a heartbreaking separation

 

Do not think about it today

 

“ You know what…..how hard I tried to forget you but all the things about keep clearer. “

 

Among the sea of people in this world

 

You are the only one I see

 

I’ll be standing here looking only at you

 

“.....I’m afraid you would not accept me….I afraid of rejection from the person I love the most. “

 

After this love, I’m not sure of what will happen

 

Like what a small kid always does

 

I’ll hug you closer with more warmth

 

“ Can you hug me now ? Your warmth is the strength for me to continue this hard life. “

 

I’m not alone now

 

Today you are the one who came to me at this place

 

You are my everything

 

“ Now you are by my side now and this is enough for me. I don’t wish for more but I wish that this moment will last for as long as you and I still alive. “

 

After this love, I’m not sure of what will happen

 

Like what a small kid always does

 

I’ll hug you closer with more warmth

 

I’ll

 

hug you

 

Closer

 

With

 

more warmth


 

“.....” Taeyeon looked at the girl on her back but all she got is a light snore from the blonde.

 

“ I think you really tired huh ? “ the brunette chuckled a little bit

 

“ If I have a wish….I will not selfish to wish you be my girlfriend but I will wish for us will never get separate again. Because I don’t know how I would be if I lose you again. “

 

With a smile on her face, the brunette places the blonde on the wheelchair. She chuckled at how the expression of the blonde change. Sometimes cute, frown, then smile. How she miss this side of the younger girl.

 

While the brunette waiting for the taxi…..she didn’t aware of the girl beside her has been awake since she placed her on the wheelchair. The blonde feel the warmth beside her disappeared and it made her stir. Jessica secretly looked at the brunette while many question keeping appear on her mind.  

 

“ Who are you to me ? The feeling beside you is not the same as when I with my own boyfriend. Why did you do that in the first day we just met…..that person who supposes to do that must be Darren, not you. “

 

“ Since I wake up….the one and the only person who do that to me are you. Darren never does that to me. Yes, Soojung did that thing everyone did but I can feel the meaning of each one of them. Your warmth is not normal as them….it told me you are someone really special to me before but….but I can’t remember who are you. “

 

“ Taeyeon - ah….tell me who are you ? How can you hold a huge place in my heart even when I didn’t remember you at all? What is the person are you….how can you affect my feeling that much ? “  

 

The younger tried to ask herself as much as the question keeping bugging her but nothing…. nothing came out. The real answer for her question

 

“ Who is the girl name Kim Taeyeon mean to her and what they used to be before ? “

 

And what did you guys think the thing that Jessica thought  " That thing Darren never did it to her but Taeyeon did it in the first day they meet "

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Rpr363
#1
Chapter 42: Taengsic fate?
Rpr363
#2
Chapter 35: Taeyeon always think that way...sometime i hate the way she think?
Rpr363
#3
Chapter 27: The mission is to find taeyeon gift right???
Rpr363
#4
Chapter 22: Sica is weak up...
Rpr363
#5
Chapter 21: Hiks...hiks..hiks...crying now...?
They all soooo excited waiting the day came...
Rpr363
#6
Chapter 8: Taeyeon do suicide ???
miashidae #7
Chapter 21: My soshi feels~
Va_asianloverz
#8
Chapter 42: please update soon
yadanarr #9
Chapter 41: Oh.... yes...it's me...he he.