Time fly fast, Jiyong and I never meet in a month. We were busy with our schedule. He is with Big Bang in Japan and me with my girls promote in Korea. Jiyong always send me a photo of himself whenever he goes. There’s a time when he was in Disneyland Tokyo, he took a photo with Mickie which made me pissed, because I want to go there. How can he act cute with Mickey while I’m dying to go to Japan? He was so happy to see me pouted hard when he made a video call to me after he back from Disney. He promise me that he will bringing me to Disney in Hongkong when he had a made tour in Hongkong next month.

Our relationship still keep secret, but I was sure my brother smell something fishy from me. He acted different around me now, he always checking me when I played my phone. His gaze never leave me when I excuse myself if Jiyong called me.

“Sister, are you hiding something from me?” He asked. We have a lunch together after my practice. He asked me to company him lunch because he said he was starving for pasta.

“No.” I’m acting normal finishing my pasta.

“Nah there is. You lie.” His deep voice making me snap and look at him.

“I’m not.” Acting normal again, I drink my water and looking around.

“You are not acting normal now.” Damn. I was acting normal so he don’t catch me, but he said I wasn’t acting normal now. Great.

“What are you talking about?” I asked fixing my hair.

“You are hiding something from me. Be honest, what are you hiding?” He asked taking closer to me.

“Nothing. Jeez brother, you are so paranoid.” I said chuckling.

“I’m not.” He leaned back and crossed his arm. “I’m serious. Should I sent Mr. John to follow you around?” I wide my eyes hearing what brother said. Really? Is he try to stalking me now? Mr. John is our family’s detective. He’s really smart. Every time my family sent him to investigate something, he will find something.

“What the hell brother.” I glare at him. He chuckle and take a sip of his wine.

“Now I caught you. Tell me. What’s your secret?” He breath calmly and looking at me. How I hate this brother of mine because he can act calmly while I’m shaking here.

“I can’t. You will mad.” I said and he shook his head.

“Depend on the situation.” He said taking a sip of his wine again.

I keep silent wondering how I tell him the truth about Jiyong. Should I tell him “I date your leader.” “Uhm your leader and me dating these past months” “Don’t mad at me, Jiyong and I dating, and I’ waiting for a right time to tell you” Ugh I’m sure he will yelling at me now, in this place making me embarrassed.

“Tell me now before I find out by myself.” He is serious now. I can tell by his voice, he’s not joking. I take a deep breath and close my eyes.

“Promise me you will NOT yelling at me here.” I said and he nodded.

“I………….I’m dating.” I said looking at his face carefully, but he looked calm.

“I know.” He said. My eyes got wider. He know?

“With Ji-Jiyong.” I close my eyes, waiting him to yell or mad at me. But it silent. I open my eyes, looked at him and he sigh.

“Finally, you tell me.” He said.

“W-what?”

“I already know. I already know from the start.” He take my hand and looking serious at me.

“Sister, since when you keep secret from me?” He asked, his voice was so soft and calm making me weak. I shook my head, feeling ungrateful because I keep a secret from him. I should listen to Flora.

“I’ve been dying waiting for you to tell me everything about you and Jiyong. But you keep that from me. I was wondering, did you lose your trust to me? I’m your bloody brother, you always telling me everything, never keep a secret from me.” He caress my cheek looking sad but smile at me. “Now, don’t you dare to keep a secret from me again. Understand?” He asked and I nodded sobbing.

“Aigoo