will you fill my heart gently

more first than sun, more last than star [CLOSED]

for Mochamint_berry []


When Jaehee found out that Seokjin had never been to an amusement park before, she had gasped in abject horror and demanded they go as soon as school ended. So here they were, entering Lotte World with Hyunsuk and Minhee tugging eagerly at their hands.

Seokjin didn’t expect much. The idea of strapping himself into a cart moving at a hundred kilmeters an hour on a convoluted mess of metal beams just for a ten seconds of adrenaline didn’t appeal to him after years of knock-down, drag-out fights. But he humored Jaehee and he knew the kids would have fun.

Toting two children around meant that there weren’t many chances for him and Jaehee to try out any of the more thrill-seeking rides—Hyunsuk and Minhee were too short and too scared to even attempt one. Jaehee practically shoved him in line for Atlantis while she and the kids bought lunch, insisting that he ride and enjoy it, so he did, but riding it alone felt like a massive waste of time, as he knew it would.

When he stalked off the ride to find Jaehee eagerly awaiting him as the kids ate their burgers and fries, he stated firmly, “I won’t ride anything else alone.” She took one look at his face and deflated with a nod before motioning towards his lunch.

He slid in beside Minhee, who scooted even closer to him and stared up at him with big, imploring eyes. He resisted to urge to pinch her cheeks and smother her in his arms. “Oppa didn’t like the roller coaster?”

Seokjin smoothed his hand over her head, relaxing his expression. “No, it wasn’t any fun without you.”

She giggled happily and leaned against him as she messily stuffed with fries.

“Sorry, I shouldn’t have forced you,” Jaehee apologized from across the table, smiling wryly, but Seokjin shook his head.

“I don’t mind.” He shrugged lightly. “It was just boring without you.”

She blushed prettily and ruffled Hyunsuk’s hair. “Hear that, Hyunsuk? Seokjin-hyung thinks we’re fun!”

Hyunsuk frowned, his mouth ringed in ketchup and crumbs, and declared with childish aplomb, “Duh! Hyung always has fun with me!”

“Me too, me too!” Minhee asserted, and the twins dissolved into a squabble over Seokjin.

Jaehee met his eyes and laughed, and Seokjin caught himself grinning, thinking, This is how it feels to be happy.


“So?” Jaehee nudged Seokjin’s arm with her shoulder as they waved at the twins enjoying themselves on the merry-go-round. The twins had been near tears after the ferris wheel—Jaehee’s idea, naturally—having looked down from their carriage and realized how far they were from the ground, and it had taken him and Jaehee twenty minutes of soothing and coaxing the kids into trying out the carousel. “Are you having fun?”

He watched as Minhee and Hyunsuk disappeared around the bend before turning to her and smiling slightly. She was staring at him with a deeply expectant look. “Yes, but not for the reasons you think.”

She frowned and cocked her head. “What do you mean?”

“It’s fun watching you and the twins,” he explained matter-of-factly, watching her expressive face wilt in disappointment. “You guys make such funny faces. The attractions themselves aren’t anything special.”

She scowled and crossed her arms with a huff. “Aw, really? But I wanted you to have fun on the rides! You can see us make funny faces any time!”

Seokjin’s lips twitched and he poked her pouting cheek gently. “But you make extra funny faces here.” Her face remained downcast and he wanted to kick himself for bringing down her mood. He quickly added, “I am enjoying myself. It was a good idea to come.”

Jaehee sighed dejectedly. “Yeah, but...I really thought you’d like it here. We never do anything you wanna do!”

“I want to spend time with you and Hyunsuk and Minhee,” he reassured her, but she still looked dissatisfied. Sighing, Seokjin gently grasped her chin and tilted her head up to face him. “Jaehee. I’ve spent years of my life feeling apathetic about everything. Even I don’t know what I like to do.” He smiled crookedly. “But what I do know is that spending time with you and the twins makes me happy, regardless of where we are or what we’re doing. For now, that’s good enough for me. Okay?”

It was probably the cheesiest speech he had ever given, and he wouldn’t have spoken it to anyone but her.

Her eyes searched his and Seokjin tried convey his sincerity through his gaze. It must have worked because finally she nodded and allowed a tiny smile. “Okay.”

Seokjin let go of her chin and knocked his forehead playfully against hers, relishing the sound of her surprised yelp. “When I find something I like to do, you’ll be the first to know.”

“Promise?”

He nodded. “I promise.” Then he brushed a kiss across her forehead and pulled away, inwardly smirking at her hilariously dumbfounded face just as Hyunsuk and Minhee slid back into view.


notes: oh gosh i am so sorry it took me so long to write this!!!! here you are, Mochamint_berry, please forgive my tardiness! i really had the worst case of writer's block; i kept wanting to write, but i wasn't inspired to write anything, let alone anything good. still, i hope you enjoy this little peek into jin and jaehee's future! and i hope this satisfies your request....................

i've started my final semester of college (can i get a yee-haw) and i don't think i'll be TOO busy, but i am very stressed about jobs and The Future(TM) so updates will probably continue to be slow. but i'm determined to juice out as much creativity and productivity from my brain as possible! feel free to leave me a comment telling me to get my in gear cuz that actually really helps! :D

see ya on the flip side—

skyblaze208, OUT!


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EmptyTinkerbell
#1
Chapter 28: Aww, it's so sweet seeing all the people together! I didn't get most of the couples at first, but at the end it was pretty easy so grasp who was with who hah It was such a good idea to go camping, go Sujin! haha :D
EmptyTinkerbell
#2
Chapter 30: The gangster deserved the punch. How could he not only scare but also hurt Sujin like that!? Ugh. I hope he got into a jail -- Thank God Sujin finally told Yoongi about everything. I don't think what could've happen if she didn't... And who's the reckless one here, huh? XD
EmptyTinkerbell
#3
Chapter 29: (@O_O@) oh my >u< first of all - they're married!!! YASSS. It's not like I doubted that they wouldn't, but still, I'm so excited and happy for them! Ahhh, my lovely babies ^u^ Second - uhuhu they were making babies? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself haha Gotta give them some privacy (*/ω\)
EmptyTinkerbell
#4
Chapter 27: If Yoongi's THAT jealous even before he and Sujin got together I wonder how it would be if someone hit on Sujin after e.g. their engagement or wedding. Yoongi would probably kill them haha I imagine him as a chibi Yoongi sitting in a corner, scowling cutely, while squeezing a doll that looks like Sujin and growling 'mine' every time someone comes near him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#5
Chapter 26: I almost cried there as well! It was so painful watchin- reading about them fight. It's Sujin and Yoongi! They don't fight! But eh, apparently they do, but very rarely. I'm very glad they made up, it would be horrible if the war lasted any longer :<
EmptyTinkerbell
#6
Chapter 25: Buahahaha, the soup- and through her nose- oh my god I'm wheezing XDD So funny! >^< And how could Yoongi call her an invalid!? Good thing she sneezed at him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#7
Chapter 22: Going out for camping must be so nice~~ I want to join the two XD It's so cute seeing how just the chapter before they were in a similar situation and they were getting engaged, and here they're scared of their feelings for each other (well, mostly Sujin haha) because it might destroy their friendship. It's so so nice *u*
EmptyTinkerbell
#8
Chapter 21: Oh my gosh *squeal* It didn't happen, oh my god, oh my god!!! I'm so happy I feel like crying T-T I imagined the bands to be so pretty and I want to find someone to love as much as Sujin loves Yoongi and as hard as Yoongi loves Sujin, but it's impossible hyuhyuu ;-; It was so funny when Sujin beat Yoongi to proposing, and then after... I can't, it was so sweet! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~
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EmptyTinkerbell
#9
Chapter 19: 'Nah. Just enough.' This line, ughhh. I want to punch something - it's so adorable! And the way how Yoongi took care of Sujin, and said that he would do anything for her... It's so beautiful imma cry D": And the picture at the beginning... Why is this so perfect T^T
EmptyTinkerbell
#10
Chapter 18: I'm baaaaack~~ Haha It was such a long time since I took a break from this story, but I'm back with even more vigor! ^u^
Wow, people with claustrophobia have it so troublesome. I don't mind small spaces, but elevators are hellish for me as well XD High five, Sujin! And Yoongi just had to be so... annoyed about Sujin not telling him about being claustrophobic. I'm sure you haven't tell her many things as well boy!!! -- Hopefully, the next part won't be as angsty hah