kiss me (like you wanna be loved)

more first than sun, more last than star [CLOSED]

for fantasydreams []


WARNING: This one gets a little...racy?


Sujin shyly pressed her face into Yoongi’s neck, his arms binding her tightly to him. They laid on their sides, tangled together as closely as possible, still trembling, their sweaty skin stuck together uncomfortably, but neither had any inclination of moving; their chests heaved against each other with the deepness of their breaths as their heartbeats slowed back to rest.

Yoongi’s fingers traced soft, teasing trails down her spine, over her hips and waist, up her stomach, and back again. She could feel his eyes on her, memorizing her; he hadn’t looked away from her once since they entered the room, his considerable focus given wholly to her. She shuddered at his careful touch, his heated gaze, shifting even closer to him and clutching his shoulders.

“Cold?” he murmured, his husky voice sinking into her, rolling through her body like a wave.

She shook her head, slowly pulling back and forcing herself to look at him, despite her own embarrassment. It wasn’t the first time they’d seen so much of each other’s bodies, but Sujin still twitched to cover herself, despite everything. Yoongi seemed wholly comfortable in his own skin and nothing else, and she envied him for it.

He arched his eyebrows, slowly smirking. “Embarrassed? Still?”

She pouted, attempting to bury her face into his chest, but he pulled back to prevent it.

“I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

Sujin frowned, furrowing her eyebrows. “No. Why would you think that?”

“Just—I wasn’t as—in control as I wanted to be.” His lips quirked up.

She blushed, but refused to look away. Be bold, she reminded herself. He’s your husband now, and you’re his wife, and you owe each other as much of yourselves as you can give. “You didn’t hurt me at all. You’re not capable of it, you know that. And honestly, I’d be offended if you were able to be so controlled, given...everything.”

Everything, huh?” He smirked, waggling his eyebrows suggestively.

She smacked his chest half-heartedly, huffing. “You know what I mean.”

He snickered, knocking his forehead carefully against hers. One of his hands left her thigh to cup her cheek, smoothing her hair behind her ear and brushing his fingers across her cheekbone, over her lips, and along her jaw to settle against her neck. The caress was sensual, heavy, and she breathed harder for it.

Yoongi absorbed her every reaction with dark, dark eyes, carefully tilting his head and drawing her closer, hitching her leg over his hip, so that every line of their bodies was firmly slotted together. Her breath stuttered; her fingers caught in his messy hair. He froze with his lips an inch away from hers, waiting for her. She narrowed her eyes at him; he grinned.

“You tease,” she breathed, and kissed him.

She dug her fingers into his shoulder blades and tugged, rolling them over to feel the weight of his body on her. He leveled himself above her, panting, his eyes drinking in every inch of her, and she flushed, turning away.

“Sujin, I think we need to do something about your weird embarrassment,” he announced.

“Wha—weird? What do you—”

“Let’s try exposure therapy,” he interrupted, ignoring her completely with a twinkle in his eye and a rakish grin on his lips.

“Didn’t you say that has a low success rate?” she gasped as he kissed his way across her jaw and down her neck, shifting her legs to better bracket his waist.

“Mm, I have hope,” he mumbled before catching her lips again, his hands on her urgent but never hurtful.

“Well,” she sighed delightedly, “if you insist.”

And then there was very little talking between them, for a long, long time.


notes: "...because they both fell asleep." HAHAHAHA JK.......OR AM I JK ;)

here you are, fantasydreams! yes, they do wait until after marriage to have BUT they definitely have experimented with different stages of undress before lol cuz hormonessssssssssss. also: sorry this is so short?? i didn't realize till i finished, but it felt like the right place to stop.

sorry if this chapter was uncomfortable for any of you! i know some people feel awkward reading anything vaguely ual and that's perfectly fine!! is natural and necessary and apparently pretty enjoyable when done properly and safely, but the privacy of it certainly varies for different people and there is nothing wrong with that. i hope the warning at the top was enough! but anyway, moving on before i digress any further........

btw, if this chapter and this note sound oddly formal, it's cuz i'm watching pride and prejudice (the one with colin firth! i can't believe it's taken me this long to watch it) as i write and the austenian language definitely influenced me lololol! i'll be back to normal next chapter, probably. xD

song is "kiss me" by ed sheeran which i discovered while watching a fanvid of constagnan and now i can never think of it as any other otp's song but regardless, i am currently IN LOVE with it, it's so simple and lovely and idk i just really like it? i'm not a huge fan of ed sheeran generally, though i do appreciate him greatly as an artist and musician, but certain songs of his really touch me. if you decide to listen to it, i hope you enjoy!

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EmptyTinkerbell
#1
Chapter 28: Aww, it's so sweet seeing all the people together! I didn't get most of the couples at first, but at the end it was pretty easy so grasp who was with who hah It was such a good idea to go camping, go Sujin! haha :D
EmptyTinkerbell
#2
Chapter 30: The gangster deserved the punch. How could he not only scare but also hurt Sujin like that!? Ugh. I hope he got into a jail -- Thank God Sujin finally told Yoongi about everything. I don't think what could've happen if she didn't... And who's the reckless one here, huh? XD
EmptyTinkerbell
#3
Chapter 29: (@O_O@) oh my >u< first of all - they're married!!! YASSS. It's not like I doubted that they wouldn't, but still, I'm so excited and happy for them! Ahhh, my lovely babies ^u^ Second - uhuhu they were making babies? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself haha Gotta give them some privacy (*/ω\)
EmptyTinkerbell
#4
Chapter 27: If Yoongi's THAT jealous even before he and Sujin got together I wonder how it would be if someone hit on Sujin after e.g. their engagement or wedding. Yoongi would probably kill them haha I imagine him as a chibi Yoongi sitting in a corner, scowling cutely, while squeezing a doll that looks like Sujin and growling 'mine' every time someone comes near him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#5
Chapter 26: I almost cried there as well! It was so painful watchin- reading about them fight. It's Sujin and Yoongi! They don't fight! But eh, apparently they do, but very rarely. I'm very glad they made up, it would be horrible if the war lasted any longer :<
EmptyTinkerbell
#6
Chapter 25: Buahahaha, the soup- and through her nose- oh my god I'm wheezing XDD So funny! >^< And how could Yoongi call her an invalid!? Good thing she sneezed at him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#7
Chapter 22: Going out for camping must be so nice~~ I want to join the two XD It's so cute seeing how just the chapter before they were in a similar situation and they were getting engaged, and here they're scared of their feelings for each other (well, mostly Sujin haha) because it might destroy their friendship. It's so so nice *u*
EmptyTinkerbell
#8
Chapter 21: Oh my gosh *squeal* It didn't happen, oh my god, oh my god!!! I'm so happy I feel like crying T-T I imagined the bands to be so pretty and I want to find someone to love as much as Sujin loves Yoongi and as hard as Yoongi loves Sujin, but it's impossible hyuhyuu ;-; It was so funny when Sujin beat Yoongi to proposing, and then after... I can't, it was so sweet! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~
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EmptyTinkerbell
#9
Chapter 19: 'Nah. Just enough.' This line, ughhh. I want to punch something - it's so adorable! And the way how Yoongi took care of Sujin, and said that he would do anything for her... It's so beautiful imma cry D": And the picture at the beginning... Why is this so perfect T^T
EmptyTinkerbell
#10
Chapter 18: I'm baaaaack~~ Haha It was such a long time since I took a break from this story, but I'm back with even more vigor! ^u^
Wow, people with claustrophobia have it so troublesome. I don't mind small spaces, but elevators are hellish for me as well XD High five, Sujin! And Yoongi just had to be so... annoyed about Sujin not telling him about being claustrophobic. I'm sure you haven't tell her many things as well boy!!! -- Hopefully, the next part won't be as angsty hah