you own a piece of me and i gave it willingly

more first than sun, more last than star [CLOSED]

for juststory & diofiislami []


It was that time of the month.

“The Week of Hell” was what Yoongi liked to call it, though Sujin didn’t know why—he wasn’t the one dealing with torturous cramps or ugly bloating or swollen feet or blood literally leaking out of his body. No, all of the pain rested on Sujin’s slight shoulders, so she really didn’t know why he complained so much.

Still, Sujin was gracious enough to recognize how tolerant and kind Yoongi was during “the Week.” He complained, but he always took care of her. He still bought her pads and tampons whenever she ran out and couldn’t buy herself more, despite declaring he would never do it again after the first time. She knew she became uncharacteristically blunt and demanding and—of course—emotional on her period, but Yoongi always tried to make her feel better in that gruff, clueless way of his.

“I want ice cream,” Sujin announced, looking expectantly at Yoongi. She was sprawled across his couch watching TV while Yoongi sat stiffly on the ground, ready to fetch her whatever she needed.

He turned a disapproving look on her and she pouted. “You know it’s not healthy for you to eat cold stuff during your—that.” He cleared his throat and blushed lightly, still awkward when talking about her womanly issues.

“But it hurts,” she whimpered. “Ice cream makes me feel better.”

Yoongi sighed. “I’ll get you some warm honey milk. You’ll get sick if you eat cold ice cream.”

Her lip wobbled. She wanted her cold, sugary ice cream. “B-but...”

“Sujin.” He pinned her with a reproachful look.

Sniffling, she turned her face into the couch and muttered, “Fine. You’re mean.”

Amused, Yoongi kissed her forehead and went off to the kitchen.

Groaning, Sujin curled in on herself and tried to focus on the TV again, but her cramps distracted her. Most of the time, they were a dull ache in her stomach and sides that she could almost ignore if she thought about something else, but every now and then a sharp spike of pain would strike her like lightning and make her cry out.

“Ow, ow, ow,” she sobbed into her shirt, squeezing her arms around her middle as if she could hold the pain and compress it into nothing. Tears pricked out of her closed eyes. “Yoongi...”

She heard Yoongi’s footsteps getting closer. “I’m back—Sujin, what’s wrong?”

She took several deep breaths. “It just...really hurts...”

He came closer and smoothed one hand over her hand, calming her. “Hey, it’s okay. Here, drink some milk, it might make you feel better.”

With Herculean effort, Sujin unrolled herself slowly and allowed Yoongi to carefully pull her up so she rested against him. She took the mug with gently shaking hands and took tiny sips of the warm drink. She felt the liquid travel down to her stomach, where it pooled in warmth and took the edge off the pain.

She tried for a tiny smile, and found success. “Mm, thanks, Yoongi. I feel a little better.”

She offered him the mug and he took it and set it down, before leaning back against the couch and pulling her into his lap to cocoon her with his body. She closed her eyes and relaxed into him exhaustedly.

“Thank you, Yoongi,” she mumbled into his neck sleepily, yawning. “Sorry.”

“You apologize too much,” he murmured, turning his lips into her temple and holding her tighter. “You know I’ll do anything for you.”

A dreamy smile eased across her lips. “I love you...too too much...”

He smiled into her hair. “Nah. Just enough.”


notes: Finally, you say, a request! Indeed, I got back on track.

This is for juststory and diofiislami; I combined your requests because they were so similar, hope you don't mind! I'm sorry it's short, but I didn't wanna drag out the period pains, haha. Poor Sujin—and poor all of you who have terrible periods! I've never have period cramps in my life (trust me, I do not take it for granted) but I have had cramps before, in my gut and other places, and they . I'm sorry to those of you who have bad periods; I hope you find your Yoongi soon, if you haven't already found him/her! ;)

It was fun writing high-maintenance Sujin (though tbh I toned her down from the first draft; even Sujin with period cramps wouldn't act THAT spoiled and bratty O.O) and awkward Yoongi. I imagine this to be set quite a few years into their romantic relationship, so after college, but still several years before they get engaged (they're in no rush). But it doesn't really matter where this falls, because this is how it goes almost every time.

Wow, okay, I've been so good about time management lately that I kinda don't know who I am anymore lmao. I really like it! I still don't feel like I have time to do everything I want/need, but I've been able to fit in more than in previous semesters (probably because I'm getting over my Slump of Procrastination; honestly, before junior year of high school I belonged to a different people, the Non-Procrastinators, and there were but so few of us—and then I joined the dark side...and fell into kind of an academic slump :/ YEAH OK IDK WHY I'M TELLING YOU THIS I'M SURE IT'S NOT REALLY INTERESTING TO HEAR ABOUT MY SHAMEFUL PAST HAHAHAAHAhhahhahhaa....) In fact, I've been SO good about managing my time that I'm actually considering reopening requests...buuuut I have to think about that some more; I don't wanna open them and then fall behind on either the requests or my school work. We'll seeeeeeee! If I can continue to balance everything in my life currently this well, it just may happen. :)

ANYWAY. Ummmm, enjoy! :D One more request coming up (not for TwoSu for once! I'm excited, though I do love TwoSu endlessly, I assure you) and then a couple of promised TwoSu scenes, and then whatever strikes my fancy (and hopefully yours too)!

LOL I've been writing pretty much exclusively for this collection lately and neglecting all of my other stories (including those not on AFF). RAWR. I'm terrible. :'D

Also title inspired by "Make It Easy" by Lloyd Cele, which I just discovered today and I LOVE. I mean, it's a pretty generic song tbh and the lyrics are nothing extraordinary but. I just. I really like it? It's just a feel good love song. <3 Sometimes, a feel good love song is just what you need to hear and it's what I needed today.

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EmptyTinkerbell
#1
Chapter 28: Aww, it's so sweet seeing all the people together! I didn't get most of the couples at first, but at the end it was pretty easy so grasp who was with who hah It was such a good idea to go camping, go Sujin! haha :D
EmptyTinkerbell
#2
Chapter 30: The gangster deserved the punch. How could he not only scare but also hurt Sujin like that!? Ugh. I hope he got into a jail -- Thank God Sujin finally told Yoongi about everything. I don't think what could've happen if she didn't... And who's the reckless one here, huh? XD
EmptyTinkerbell
#3
Chapter 29: (@O_O@) oh my >u< first of all - they're married!!! YASSS. It's not like I doubted that they wouldn't, but still, I'm so excited and happy for them! Ahhh, my lovely babies ^u^ Second - uhuhu they were making babies? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself haha Gotta give them some privacy (*/ω\)
EmptyTinkerbell
#4
Chapter 27: If Yoongi's THAT jealous even before he and Sujin got together I wonder how it would be if someone hit on Sujin after e.g. their engagement or wedding. Yoongi would probably kill them haha I imagine him as a chibi Yoongi sitting in a corner, scowling cutely, while squeezing a doll that looks like Sujin and growling 'mine' every time someone comes near him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#5
Chapter 26: I almost cried there as well! It was so painful watchin- reading about them fight. It's Sujin and Yoongi! They don't fight! But eh, apparently they do, but very rarely. I'm very glad they made up, it would be horrible if the war lasted any longer :<
EmptyTinkerbell
#6
Chapter 25: Buahahaha, the soup- and through her nose- oh my god I'm wheezing XDD So funny! >^< And how could Yoongi call her an invalid!? Good thing she sneezed at him hahaha
EmptyTinkerbell
#7
Chapter 22: Going out for camping must be so nice~~ I want to join the two XD It's so cute seeing how just the chapter before they were in a similar situation and they were getting engaged, and here they're scared of their feelings for each other (well, mostly Sujin haha) because it might destroy their friendship. It's so so nice *u*
EmptyTinkerbell
#8
Chapter 21: Oh my gosh *squeal* It didn't happen, oh my god, oh my god!!! I'm so happy I feel like crying T-T I imagined the bands to be so pretty and I want to find someone to love as much as Sujin loves Yoongi and as hard as Yoongi loves Sujin, but it's impossible hyuhyuu ;-; It was so funny when Sujin beat Yoongi to proposing, and then after... I can't, it was so sweet! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~
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EmptyTinkerbell
#9
Chapter 19: 'Nah. Just enough.' This line, ughhh. I want to punch something - it's so adorable! And the way how Yoongi took care of Sujin, and said that he would do anything for her... It's so beautiful imma cry D": And the picture at the beginning... Why is this so perfect T^T
EmptyTinkerbell
#10
Chapter 18: I'm baaaaack~~ Haha It was such a long time since I took a break from this story, but I'm back with even more vigor! ^u^
Wow, people with claustrophobia have it so troublesome. I don't mind small spaces, but elevators are hellish for me as well XD High five, Sujin! And Yoongi just had to be so... annoyed about Sujin not telling him about being claustrophobic. I'm sure you haven't tell her many things as well boy!!! -- Hopefully, the next part won't be as angsty hah