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JESSICA’S POV

I was in the recording studio for my last song to be recorded; it was my next duet which my partner was Bom unnie of 2ne1. My uncle wants me to have a collaboration with 2ne1 members by starting in my album, he was planning that my next project was our collaboration, he was testing the reaction of the fans in my duet with Dara unnie and Bom unnie, if this this two duet will be success we continue for the album collaboration, I became close to Bom unnie as well but not as close to Dara unnie, I was okay and comfortable to all of their member when I met them, when they are practicing dance step for their next performance, But my closeness to Dara unnie was different; I was comfortable to her in different level that I actually blurted my problems on her even in our first recording.

“Hey JJ ah, you ready?” Bom unnie

“Yes.”

“Okay let’s go.”

YG family is calling me JJ except for Dara unnie who is calling me Sica. I was nervous because I want it to done it perfectly, even though I was their sunbae because I debuted 2 years prior before them I respect them and I like their music especially the song “I am the best”.

We may be compared at the past but it doesn’t mean we are enemy before, so I was glad to be close to them now, I was also glad that I got close to different groups now, like 2ne1, Big bang, even Psy ajussi, not really close but they welcome me in YG family with an open arms, and they treating like they treating others like I was never new, they teasing me about my past company SM, and I just ride on their teasing.

We proceeded to record room.

“Okay, guys, it was a sad song, it’s about a girl pleading to her guy not to leave her but eventually the guy leave, so she decide it time for her to let go. I need you to feel the lyrics, okay? Let’s start.” the PD said and we nod

DON’T SAY GOODBYE

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKrVh-i-lUc)

[JJ]

Tteorineun neoui ibseurul nan nan cheoeum boaji 

I saw your trembling lips for the first time

Museun mal halyeogo mal halyeogo  Oh~ tteumman deurineunji 

You try and you try but oh hesitate to say something

[BOM]
Seulpeun yegameun da majneundan norae gasacheorom 

Just like the lyrics from a song- sad predictions come true

Seolma anigetji anilkkeoya oh~ anieoyaman dwe 

no, it can't be- it’s not- oh it can't be

[JJ]

Beolsseo neon nareul tteona ni maeummajeo tteona 

You already left me; your heart has left me

Tto mommajeodo tteonaneunde 

Even your body has left me as well

Nan molla neol jabeul bangbeobeul jom 

I don't know how to hold onto you

Nuga nege malhaejwoyo 

someone please tell me how

Oneulbam geu malmaneun marayo 

Please don't say those words tonight

Wae nal beorigo ganayo 

Why did you leave me?

Na maeumi apa gaseumi apa Nunmul cha orayo 

I’m so hurt; my heart hurts- tears are rising

[BOM]

Ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo 

We can't say goodbye yet

Neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima 

Don’t open those lips any wider

Annyeongirago naege malhajima 

Don’t say goodbye to me

[BOTH]

Chagaeun neoui hanmadiga nal ju jeo an jeoji 

At your cold words, i sank down

[JJ]

Sesang muneojil deu muneojin deu oh~ nunmulman nunmulman 

As if the world crumbled down, oh tears fell

[BOM]
Jigeum sungani gamyeon I sungani jinamyeon 

If this moment passes, if this moment is over

Yeong-yeong urin ibyeorinde 

We will be separated forever

Saranghae jugdorok saranghan nal 

I love you, i love you to death

Nal beolriji marajwoyo 

Don’t leave me

[JJ]

Oneulbam geu malmaneun marayo 

Please don't say those words tonight

Wae nal beorigo ganayo 

why did you leave me?

Na maeumi apa gaseumi apa Nunmul cha orayo 

I’m so hurt; my heart hurts- tears are rising

[BOM]

Ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo 

We can't say goodbye yet

Neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima 

Don’t open those lips any wider

Annyeongirago naege malhajima 

Don’t say goodbye to me

[JJ]
Ibyeori mwonji naneun mollayo 

I don't know what separation is

Geunyang seoreobgo seoreowo 

I’m just upset

Na sayeoni manha chueogi manha 

I have so many stories, so many memories

Gaseum jji jeojyeoyo 

my heart is ripping

Ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo Neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima 

We can't say goodbye yet- don't open those lips any wider

Annyeongirago naege malhajima 

Don’t say goodbye

[BOTH]

Annyeongirago naege malhajima

Don’t say goodbye

“Very good girls, I love the feeling you give, especially you JJ, I almost think that you experience being left by a guy.” PD said and chuckle

“You were wrong. Because it was a girl who left me.” I thought

I just smiled at him. We check the record song and then I proceed to person who was in charge in my album design; I will make the final say about it before we make a million copy of it. It was all done, making copy of the album was the only one left, and even the MV is done shooting last week. Lee Min ho oppa was my partner in the MV.

There was also YG FAMILY WORLD TOUR that was coming up which I was included, I was practicing with them. It was like SMTOWN, I miss being part of that but I was excited being part of YG concert.

 The concert will be first in Seoul and it was before my debut so I won’t sing any of my songs, but what I just pick. My number will be thrice because i was there new artist they give me more performance, a solo performance and 2 duets with Big bang Taeyang oppa and Jiyoung oppa.

After checking all the important details I was on my way to the parking lot when Boom unnie approach me.

“Hey JJ, do want to join us in dinner tonight, CL will cook.”

“I thought you leave already unnie, and I don’t want to barge in.”

“No you won’t Dara will be happy if you are there. And also I had a meeting with some people so I’m still here.”

“But---“

“No buts, we’re friends remember? Dara’s friend is our friends, so consider 2ne1 member as your friends now.”

“Okay, I don’t have anything to do anyway.”

“Okay, let’s go.”

“I’ll just follow you, I bring my own car.”

We both settled in our own car and headed to their dorm. It was going to be my first time going to their dorm. When we arrive at the dorm, they smiled at me, Minzy and CL.

“Where’s Dara?” Bom unnie

“She’s in her room getting something. JJ unnie come in.” Minzy, We settled to the living room while CL check the foods she was cooking.

“How’s your recording Unnies?” Minzy

“It was sad.” Bom unnie while giggling

“It was a sad song but it was fun recording with Bom unnie.” I said, then Dara unnie came.

“SICA YOU’RE HERE?”

“ Dara, decrease your loud voice for God sake.” Boom unnie

“Sorry, I was just shock she’s here.”Dara unnie

“I brought her here for you. I know you want to see her.” Boom unnie

“UNNIE.” Dara unnie said while blushing. I just giggle at them. Dara unnie was cute.

“Wae? You don’t want to see her? Okay, JJ ah, she doesn’t want to see you, you should go.” Bom unnie said then wink at me, and signaling me to ride along.

“Really? I thought she miss me, because it’s been two weeks seen we see each other.” I said and pouted.

“Sica ah, no no no, it’s not I don’t want to see you, I just---just….” She doesn’t have a time to finish her sentence when we all laugh at her because she was really serious explaining.

“Hahahahaha. Dara unnie, you should have seen your face seriously explaining.” Minzy

“YAH…you’re making fun of me.” Her face became redder.

“Sorry Dara unnie, I didn’t *laugh* mean to *laugh* Sorry.” I control my laugh

“Dara ah, you really should have seen your face.” Bom unnie

“Tsk.”