You hand was shaking-

it was shaking so much that you kept fumbling with your keys, unable to even place the key in the lock.

"Jaejoong...Why?" You merely whisper.

Giving up in attempt to open your front door, you slide down against it and onto the floor.

Your heart ached... You wanted to cry.... Yet the tears wouldn't come out. You lightly touch your lips, remembering how close he was.

Would your friendship really be ruined because of that moment?

The memory of the sorrow in his eyes remained fresh in your mind. You had hurt him, you knew that. But... There was no way you could return the same feelings he felt for you. You have only thought of him as a friend... And besides...

You love Hyun Joong... 

Why of all times did he have to confess now? Especially when he knew how difficult everything was for you right now?

"Jaejoong, you pabo" you sigh, resting your head on your knees.

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Hyun Joong chuckled as he watched you fumble with you keys. 

He was parked a few feet away from your house yet he could still clearly see you from afar.

His eyes suddenly furrowing in concern as he watched you sliding down into a sitting position.

Surely you couldn't of gotten so frustrated for not being able to open your door.

He took out his phone and dialed your number, not wanting to arrive without you knowing.

He waited, yet was confused when someone picked up the call and you hadn't even searched for your phone. 

"What do you want 'lover boy'?"a familiar voice asked in a sarcastic manner. 

Hyun Joong's eyes widened and quickly glanced at the screen.

Did he call the wrong person by mistake?

No... It is YOUR number... Your id name even flashed across the screen.

A bitter laugh is heard from the other end.

"If you're looking for -Your Name-, she just left." The voice said, rather carefree.

Hyun Joong's eyes narrowed. And the other person laughs again, pleased this time.

"What? Upset she was at my place? Heck. She gets along better with me anyways, shouldn't be surprising, right?" Jaejoong states, smile evident in his tone.

Hyung Joong clenches the steering wheel tightly. Jaejoong was right, it irritated him knowing you were at Jaejoong's house. Even worse, knowing that you two were alone. 

"-Your Name-...Why were you over there in the first place?" Hyun Joong thought.

"If you aren't going to talk, you shouldn't have called." Jaejoong says, voice turning cold. "I have some other stuff to deal with so stop wasting my time."

There's a silence as the Jaejoong's end of the line hangs up.

Hyung Joong slams his hand against the wheel. 

"You ing bastard" He mutters through his clenched teeth. 

His eyes fix back on you. You were still in a sitting postion and had barely even moved.

Frustrated, Hyun Joong runs a hand through his hair and let's out a sigh.

He had decided. 

Now was not the right time to see you... There were other things he had to do.

Hyun Joong turned the car back on, engin roaring as he sped right past your house.

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HEY GUYS! Sorry about the short chapter ^-^' 

and I'm EXTREMELY sorry about the long wait.

Things have been piling up with responsibilities and I haven't had time :/ I'm appreciate all you guys' patience and for staying with me all this time~ It really means a lot :) I love reading your comments so please tell me how you feel about the story so far~ I hope you continue to like it and give it lots of support!