keeping the secret.

dear hyung, i think i love you. {Hiatus}

“Whoa!” I gape walking into the beach house. “It’s so nice.”

“Yeah, there’s even a heated pool,” Taemin says resting his chin on my shoulder. “Hyung wanna swim?”

I would love to…what am I thinking? I can’t do that!

“I left my swim trunks at home.”

He jerks his head back.

“Swim in your clothes. There’s a shower and towels here.”

I have to get out of this. I have to!

“I don’t feel comfortable doing that.”

He laughs. “Because you don’t have a bikini?”

MiSun think of something quick!

“Because you all will make fun of me. I’m little for a guy. I know that and can admit it, but that doesn’t mean I want to show it off.”

Heew~

He grabs me by the shoulders.

“Don’t worry Hyung, I’m sure that you’ll bulk up eventually.”

I’m sure I won’t.

Minho steps beside me.

“I guess we can swim after all.”

I smile waay too big.

“We can!”

“But Hyung, you just said you wouldn’t,” Taemin whines.

Sh-t, the girl in me just can’t shut around Minho.

“Hyung, you have fun. Araso?”

Minho pats my head.

“Why do you keep calling me Hyung? We’re the same age so we don’t need the formalities.”

I sigh. If I don’t call him Hyung, I know I’d accidently call him Oppa.

“Why are you complaining? I don’t even have one person to call me Hyung,” Taemin whines.

Minho makes a disgusted face.

“Nuna bait.”

I laugh.

Not softly either.

I fall onto the floor holding my sides.

Taemin, innocent? For Nunas?

Ha! I’m his Nuna!

“HyunSun?”

“I can’t –hee– breathe.”

“Hyung, it’s not that funny.”

I look at Taemin, oh…but it is.

“HyunSun,” Minho leans over me.

If Taemin knew I was a girl would he treat me like that?

“HyunSun!”

My eyes snap open to see Minho standing over me.

Face only a diameter away.

“Are you okay?” he asks and I stop giggling.

I can’t stop staring at his mouth.

Oppa. Please, move. You’re making me nervous.

“If you laugh like that you’re just giving Taemin more reason to tease you.”

He gives me a hand up and pulls me up.

Taemin jumps up and down.

“Hyung, let’s go swimming.”

I take a seat at the table and collapse my head onto the surface.

“HyunSun, what’s up?”

I look around and see Key sitting across the table.

“Minho and Taemin are swimming and I can’t join them.”

He snickers.

“Of course you can’t. Only bad things will come from it.”

I make a face. Don’t you think I know that?

“Where are the other Hyungs?”

He scrunches his nose.

“The pool.”

I sigh. “Day off and we have a pool, but I can’t swim.”

He opens his mouth in a gasp.

“We can sit at the edge together!”

He takes my hand and drags me to the pool.

“Hyung! You need to get in the water! It’s so warm.”

I catch a glimpse of Taemin and Minho half dressed.

“Key, I can’t do this,” I whisper.

He shoves my shoulder.

“If you don’t do this they’ll suspect.”

I turn back around and become face to face with Onew and Jonghyun, also half dressed.

I scream.

They scream and then lose their balance falling into the pool.

It takes a moment, but they come up for air.

“Do that again, and I swear to god you will only ever be a trainee,” Jonghyun threatens.

Things not to do…p-ss off Jonghyun, but I just did.

Ah, seriously?

That really stung.

“Hy-hyunSun! I-I didn’t mean that!”

He appears out of sorts fishing for words. (A/N: sorry for the pun.. not intended..i found it when I was re-reading it ._. )

I sit at the edge and dip my feet into the water.

“HyunSun, I’m sorry.”

I can’t look at him.

“Hyung, that really hurt,” I mutter.

He hangs onto the side of the pool.

I start kicking my feet.

“The water’s nice,” Key says sitting down next to me.

I twist my mouth.

“Jongie didn’t mean it,” Key sighs.

He leans his head onto my shoulder.

“It’s times like this when you don’t need to think about work or debuting. All you need to worry about is how much fun you can have.”

I smile. “You’re right.”

“Hyung, I forgive you for having a rotten attitude,” I laugh to Jonghyun.

He grins his dazzling smile.

What to do?

“Hyung,” Taemin says splashing the water at me.

“Magnae, what is your problem.”

“Hyung, we don’t care what you look like. You should have fun with us.”

Key kicks water at him and Onew tries to dunk him under water.

“Really? What was that for? I just want HyunSun to have fun.”

“Taemin-ya, I don’t want to,” I whine.

“I swear I wont make fun of you.”

I pout, he just doesn’t get it.

“Taemin-ya, just let me be.”

“Hyung ah-”

Jonghyun pulls him under water.

It’s nice to have Oppas to take care of this matter. c:

Minho swims up to me and folds his arms onto the side next to me.

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

I nod.

MiSun, you’re a boy. You’re a boy!

“You sounded like you were excited about this earlier, that’s why I ask.”

My heart skips.

“We should walk in the tides after dinner, araso?”

He remembered?

“It’s okay, doesn’t matter.”

He smiles and I feel sort of tranced.

“No, we will.”

“Hyung, I’ll go too! I want to pick up shells.”

I laugh at Taemin.

They’re all so nice to me.

---

“Hyung, pass the kimchi.”

Our chopsticks clack against the bowls.

“So how are we sleeping tonight?” Minho asks.

“I wanna stay in HyunSun’s room!” Taemin says raising his hand.

“Pabo, you’re not in primary school. Put your hand down,” Key scolds.

“Hyung, please,” Taemin holds his hands together.

Onew rolls his eyes. “Anni, it’ll be by rooms at the apartment.”

Taemin pouts. “Hyung, you’re no fun.”

The room lights up.

“The hell was that?”

Everyone looks at me.

Sh-t. It slipped again.

There’s a crack and I jump out of my seat.

“Seriously? I hate thunder,” I mutter.

Taemin snickers. “You’re such a girl.”

There’s a boom.

“Ah!”

We look at Taemin.

“Who’s the girl?” I ask and he returns to eating his food.

_________________________________________________________________________________________________

hehe~ i wanted to have them tease Taemin a little after the truth or dare thing.

if you recently read my new update on "Soft Kisses" i am sooo sorry T_T i re-read it and i realized i sounded like a total jerk. ._. i was dead tired when i uploaded it and wrote my author's note. i sounded like a brat and i am soo sorry! i know there really is no excuse, but you have to believe me...i was tired and angry at the story. i hate writers block, which is what i have for that story ;_;

i re-wrote my note and i hope that you can forgive my brattiness (is that a word?)

anyways...in the next upload SHINee is still going to be at the beach house.

uploads are going to start getting weird again so be patient V_V so sorry, i'm a failure.

 

much love,

meng.

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-qrownie
#1
glad you're okay, stay safe
Jyjlover18
#2
I'm glad ur okay, take ur time with the update ur safety is more important
danuyel2006
#3
I'm glad you're OK! That must have been horrible! Living here in NYC, I'm used to dealing with such things, but you never get used to it. I pray for your safety and that of any other young women or men on this site. Sending hugs to you...
XxBlackBeat #4
OMG! I am glad ur safe! My mom told me to bring an umbrella, u know the big visible once for hitting people xD anyways its good nothing happened. Always pray. Thank God. I'll remember to pray for u as well. And I hope u feel better. <3 :))
rlab4ever
#5
I hope you feel better and don't...NEVER get harassed EVER again. It sounds scary!! And did you how I reacted when I found out the story updated? I was bugging my brother that the story updated!!! But it kinda wasn't a story update. -.-'
ChoNanami #6
Oh my god. You just made me cry! I'm so glad nothing happened to you!
danuyel2006
#7
Update SOON, please!
rlab4ever
#8
What does it mean when it said 'He was... jealous.'?? I don't know who is saying what at the last part. Please explain and update soon please! Thanks for writing this fanfic as well, although you haven't finished it... yet!! :)
XxBlackBeat #9
FINALLY~ Minho found out and he's alright! YAY~~~~ <3 xD
UPDATE SOON! :))
rlab4ever
#10
Nonono for my other comment below I don't mean the making out part is really good but how I said it was good kind of the making out part was the kind of. Do you get it?? -.-?