In the morning, Yoon Ah covered each of her stupid boys with blankets and put pillows under their heads. She ran her three miles with Han Byul. Apparently, this was one thing Seven had no diesre for. It felt really good to be able to live and be free again. When she got back , she took a shower and then went directly into the kitchen. She was happy, to be able to do this again. She ended up making more food than they would probably eat, but she didn’t care. She was so excited to be able to move and do things again that she found herself singing in the kitchen.

When she finished setting the table, Yoon Ah smiled and started waking up the boys. G Dragon pouted and whined, until she put an egg roll in his mouth. Seungri refused to open his eyes until she gave him his tea. Taeyang required only a little chiding. Daesung grinned and shook TOP awake for her.

They came to the table and starred at the food, then back at her. “Are you feeling well?” Deungri asked, walking over and touching her forhead. She smacked away his hand and smiled.

“I’m going to go to the dance studio and my club and talk to my bosses. Apparently, I have to quit my jobs soon, so I should let them know.” She said, picking up her bag and sprinting for the door. She felt a hand on her elbow and stopped, confused.

“Stay and eat. I’ll go with you.” TOP said and she paused. The hot feeling burned through her, softer this time. She placed her hand over his and pushed it away, gently.

“I’ll be back soon.” She said, dropping his hand and walking to the door. She heard Taeyang call after her, but she left quickly. She had to think about what she had done. How he had made her feel. She didn’t know how to feel. She didn’t know what to say to everyone, or if she could tell anyone at all.

Part of her couldn’t let go of the warmth and how amazing she had felt. He had demeanded her love and she had not been able to turn it down. She had wanted to give it to him. He had been her teddy bear. She had protected him as hard as she had protected any of them. However, he had always been like family to her. They were all family to her.

When he kissed her, she didn’t feel like she was kissing her brother. He had made her feel something different, something new. It was as scary as it was exhilerating. She didn’t know what to do with herself. Her mind kept wandering back to that alley. It had been warm and sweet. Part of her wanted to live in that moment and everything it promised.

Another part of her felt like she had betrayed her brothers. She felt lke she had betrayed her family. That part of her was strangling her. It felt like a snake that would contract whenever she needed her head the most. She couldn’t breathe for the pain it caused her.

Someone pulled her by the elbow a