Sorry if I surprised you all thinking that this is an update, but in a way it is... just not a new chapter. 

I don't know why, but after almost a year of writer's block, I finally had the time and inspiration to update the story! So to express my sincerest gratitude and thanks to those who managed to be patient and wait for an update, here's a little present from me: a fanmix inspired by the story! Some of the songs included are the songs I would listen to whenever I brainstorm ideas for the next chapters, and some songs describe the lead character's feelings and situation. 

I personally love all these songs, so I would greatly appreciate it if you could listen to some of the songs and leave a comment below about what you think about the playlist. Feel free to suggest and recommend other songs that you think would be a good addition to the playlist. Lastly, please do give feedback on how the story is going; it's been a while since I wrote like this again and I would love to hear what you think. By the way, the links open in the same window, so I suggest you open the links in new tabs.

The next chapter is on the works and hopefully I can update soon. Thank you, happy reading and happy listening, loves!

xx

Polarity

Young Blood (Renholdër Remix) - The and Famous
We're only young and naive still / We require certain skill / The mood it changes like the wind / Hard to control when it begins

Youth - Daughter
 Setting fire to our insides for fun / To distract our hearts from ever missing them / But I'm forever missing him

I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys
Secrets I have held in my heart / Are harder to hide than I thought / Maybe I just wanna be yours

Lies (Acoustic) - Marina and The Diamonds
I don't wanna admit, but we're not gonna fit / No, I'm not the type that you like / Why don't we just pretend?

The Scientist - Coldplay
Tell me your secrets / And ask me your questions / Oh let's go back to the start

Sparks - Coldplay
It's you that I hold on to / That's what I do / And I know I was wrong / But I won't let you down

You Already Know - Bombay Bicycle Club
Looking out the glass always sit together / We both know we could be someone better / Not with our heads like London weather

Another Life - Kyle Patrick
Yeah I've been stayin' up / Until the mornin' comes / Thinkin' we'll be together in another life