Shasha's pov

Tell me this is just a dream. Hyun Woo can't be doing this kind of things especially to me. Andwe!! Andwe!! Tell me they just didn't use me to find out which one of them is better at winning a girl's heart. What do they thing I am? A toy? A non-living thing? Don't they even know that I am a human too and I have feelings! My goodness, they are doing this behind my back all along without me knowing about it. This is really pathetic!

 

"Shasha... please, don't misunderstand!!! We're not using you, we are just.. just...," Hyun Woo stuttered

"Just what? JUST WHAT??!! Acting? I don't even know that there is someone here who is good in his acting skills too...," I said trying to insult GD, who I think is affected by what I said as he looks at me with eyes of fiery

"I didn't mean too.. Please, I did this for our friendship..," Hyun Woo explained

"Our friendship? Hyun Woo-ah, you've just used your best friend!! You made me feel like a fool! I am about to trust you more but this is what you give me in return? What are you thinking? I am utterly disappointed in you. I can't believe I had a best friend who would used me just for the sake to show people that he is the best man. I am wrong to come to you for help in the first place... You've broke your promise for hiding things from me. Can't believe that a friend whom I've once have my trust on, dare to do this kind of things to me? Mianhe.... I think you're not the real light for me... You've just let in darkness into my world and the light that I once depend on is getting dimmer and dimmer... You've let me down.. (CRYING BADLY)" I cried, telling him all those

 

At the corner of my eyes, I could still sense that GD is still staring at me, also smirking after Hyun Woo get a scolding from me thinking that he is not at fault.

 

"And you!!!! You arrogant, filthy, annoying jerk!!! Don't think you're not at fault arasoh? You think I'm a toy that you could play with?Yah, asking me to do your so called stupid extra work isn't enough? I am being treated like a dog and you know how that feels? If you don't know, ask your bloody dog Gaho then, he should know what it feels like. You think you're a celebrity, you think you're rich you could just do whatever you want to people around you? Even if you're good-looking, loaded with cash, born in a rich family, famous worldwide, people still think you're a loser because of your ISH ATTITUDE!!! You know what, now it's my turn to applaud you for your awesome acting skills which is not good enough. You should learnt to be thankful of what you have and stop treating people like your own slave because you don't know what it feels like to be treated like that....  Its good that I don't have to see your face from tomorrow onwards!!" I cried even more and run towards the streets, and flag for a taxi

"Shasha, wait up!!" I heard Hyun Woo's voice calling me and his footsteps

 

I don't want to even care what is going on with him now. I 'll just ignore him. Aiissh, I've been worried for nothing for the past few weeks. If only I knew this is were to happen, I don't have to worry about Hyun Woo not forgiving me. I think I could never forgive his biggest mistakes that just happen. Haiz... Now I find out that humans are more scarier that monsters and ghosts. Human's characters are even worst than that.

 

Lee Hyun Woo's pov

AIISSSH!! STUPID, DUMB, BLOODY DRAGON!! If only he didn't showed up right in front of me just now, this disastrous matter will not happen. Why must he show up right in front of my face? I should have ignored him!! Haiizzz... Now I feel really devastated and worried. Looks like I'm gonna loose my best friend as well. My mind is experiencing a depression that I kept looking at Shasha while we're on the cab. Bit she is still fuming mad as, she drew in her breath with a long hiss, facing out of the window. I tried to get her attention but failed.

Haiizz, trust me guys, this feeling is worst than having a break up with your girlfriends. What should I do? What should I do?? I can't see her in pain like this. I must definitely do somthing. We reached in front of her house, a few minutes later after paying the cab fees, she stomped towards her doorsteps but I manage to grab hold onto her hand.

 

"Shasha, wait, please listen to my explaination first..," I begged her

"I had enough of miserable things happening today. Don't make it worst ok? Like you said to me before, even by looking at what happen at the party explains a lot, well same goes for me. You've explain enough already. I'm going," she said and swing my hand away from her

 

She open her door, went in and slam it shut. I didn't leave yet as I knew she is still near the door. I could still hear her sobbing and then it turns out into crying. I know she is leaning her body against the door. Just by hearing her cry makes me wanna just break into her house and give her a big hug. I did the same and lean against her door. I will not move until she stops crying. I just can't watch her being in pain.

Oh God, please forgive my mistakes.

 

"Omma, if you could hear me, please take good care of Shasha for me. Please stop making her cry even more...," I prayed hoping that my mum would hear my prayers.

 

G-Dragon's pov

That grandmother lecture made by Shasha really hurts my head. I went to the nearest stall and order a few bottles of "soju" to calm myself down. I keep on drinking and reflecting on what she said to me before. When I think about it deeply, I realize that some of the words that comes out of are quite true. SOME but not all. No humans are perfect in what they are saying anyways. However, just by thinking about it makes me feel guilty and makes me feel like a fool! Aiissh, why am I too stubborn!!!! Feeling unsatisfied, I keep on drinking and drinking until I've reached the third bottle. I'm getting drunk. Without even realising, I take out my phone and went to my contacts and scroll down until it reached Shasha's name and press the call button.

 

Lee Hyun Woo's pov

Seems like Shasha is not crying anymore. Is she asleep? I put my ear close to the door to hear what is inside. I heard nothing, not even a squeak. She must be really asleep. Now I feel a bit relief. I give a big sigh and went back home bringing along regrets and guiltiness that is growing in my heart.

 

Shasha's pov

I cried till I fell asleep but was awaken by my phone which keeps on vibrating. When I checked on the screen, it's that arrogant jerk who calls me. I don't even bother to pick up his calls. Why should I? I am being fired already. However, the more I ignore the calls, the more calls I am getting from him. Aiish!! What the hell does he want this time. Feeling frustrated, I pressed the answer button.

SHASHA'S CONVERSATION WITH GD

Shasha: Yah!! Stop calling me arasoh? I've been fired!! Don't you...

GD: Su Hyun ah (Shasha's real name incase you readers forget ^^)...... mianhe... I'm a fool right?? hehehe...

Shasha: Ji Yong-shii what are you talking about? Stop acting weird arasoh? You've never been acting nice to me before...

GD: YAH KIM SU HYUN!!! BETTER GET HERE.... BEFORE 10 MINUTES ARASOH? I really need you now....hahaha... (coughs)... Su Hyun... I can't live without you... Forgive my mistakes...

Shasha: Are you drunk? Yah, come to your senses will you? Stop calling me!!!

 

END OF CONVERSATION

 

Shasha's pov

Is he going insane? Getting drunk just because of what happen just now? Is he stupid or what. I look atthe time and it's almost midnight. Why am I feeling worried for GD suddenly? My heart is telling me to go and search for him but my feelings are telling me not to. Feeling unease, I grabbed my white coat and went out to search for him. I tried calling him but this jerk wouldn't pick up his damn phone. What is the use of carrying a phone with him? I went back to the place where that horrible situation took place just now. I am sure he is somewhere near there.

I search for him in the cold night, went to every food stall but most of it seems to be closing down. But in the far end from where I am standing, I saw a 24/7 food stall. He must be there. I run towards it with my hands in my pockets to bear with the coldness. Finally, found him, laying his head flat on the wooden table, eyes close, with 5 "soju" empty bottles in front of him.

 

"He drank all this? Is he crazy?" I told him who is still unconcious

"Yah, young lady, finally you come. I feel so sorry for this young man. Something bad must have happen to him today. He keeps saying the name Kim Su Hyun. Are you Kim Su hyun?" that ahjumma, owner of the stall asked

"Yeah.. ahjumma," I admitted

"Aiish you must've break his heart.. Better aplogise to him arasoh? Aiish teenagers these days..," she complained and went inside to continue with her cooking

 

She is not even my mum, how dare she nagged at me? Such a busybody. Aiish, because of this GD, people think that I am the one who break his heart when the truth is actually the opposite.  I poke his shoulder using my pointed finger, trying to let out my anger on him. He then suddenly, moved his head and lean them on my shoulders.

 

"Yah, Ji Yong-shii.. Ji Yong-shii, wake up will you? Ji Yong-shii..," I tried my very best to wake him up but he just wouldnt move

 

It's getting late, so I supported his heavy weight with my full strength and drag him. We took a cab and with no ideas in mind, I asked the cab driver to bring us to YG building. When we reached, I dragged him into the recording studio as there is a huge sofa for him to lie on. I put him there and did all of the necessary things like cover a blanket on him and more. The building was desserted as everyone had left. It's past midnight anyway.

Well, since it's my last day working in this building, why not try and find some memories to treasure. Eveything that happened starts replaying in my mind again. I went to level one which is the cafeteria. I smile remembering about the memories about me and the Big Bang members had. My imagination starts to turn real to me as if I'm like watching a DVD player who is replaying about my times with the Big Bang members. Especially when i tripped and fell and GD came to my rescue. Seung Ri eating those chilies will always remained in my mind forever.

I went to the second level which is the practice room where me and the Big Bang members used to discuss about concerts and shows also doing their dance practices. Watching T.O.P dance jokingly will always stay in my mind and it helps me to laugh just by thinking about it. Next I went to their dressing room. I walked towards a table and found a pink lipstick. I laughed remembering when Daesung puts this pink lipsick on his lips which looks hilarious on him.

Lastly, I went to the third level, before going into the recording studio, my eyes are focused on that particular marble floor where I used to cry my heart out about Ji Hye. I could still feel that comfort hug given by GD that time but too bad he is a different guy now compared to last time. Then I went to the recording studio which is a place that had a lot of memories to be cherished. I remembered the very first day me and GD met, where we used to joked around in this recording studio, where he used to order me to buy him coffee, food and many stuffs. Thinking about this makes me feel really sad that my tears starts to roll down my cheeks. I hate to leave things that are precious to me. It will just hurt me more. Lastly, I went to the rooftop, and it reminds me of the disgusting thing that GD did on my sleeves. I stand there for a little longer before going home.

 

G-Dragon's pov

The next morning,

Ahh my head hurts!!! I wake up from the sofa with my hair standing up. I rub my eyes and yawn. Why am I still here? I can't even remember a thing of what happen yesterday. I went to the washroom clean myself and feeling lazy to get dress, I wear my black t shirt with black jeans and a black cap. Later, my members starts to appear and they were shocked that I am the earliest. I just told them the truth. WAIT!! What's the matter with me? Usually I would lie to them, and boast about being the earliest but now I am telling them the truth. I shake my head from side to side.

 

"Yah, today is Shasha's last day? Shoouldn't we..," Taeyang said when

"Ahh, does she really have to go? She is fun to hang out with!! Aiissh!! She's innocent anyway!! Should we report it to the manager?" Seung Ri cut Taeyang sentenced

"No point doing that now. It's too late. You know Mr Yang Hyun Suk, if his decision is the final means no other changes will be made!!" Taeyang explained

"But still!!!" Seung Ri complained

"Seung Ri-ah you're not the only one who is sad arasoh? She is a great coordinator..," T.O.P praised her

 

I can't take it anymore. I can't no longer hear people talking about her. I am about to breakdown but of course I won't show it to them. Feeling irritated, I went out of the room and went to somewhere peaceful which is the rooftop.

 

Shasha's pov     [ You guys may want yto listen to sad songs again since it's gonna be Shasha's last farwell to the Big Bang Members? My recommendation : "In Your Eyes" by Onew or "Love Is Ouch" by 2NE1 ]

I'm back in the YG building not to beg for my job, since I've failed doing that. I'm here to pack my things as that's an order from the manager. I went to the manager's office and put the resignation letter on his table. Then I went to my small office table with a big box with me. The first person I meet when I enter is Daesung. He is on his way out when he greeted me joyfully.

 

"Shasha!!! You're here!!! I thought you will never come back!! You're here to begged for your job back? I'll help you!!" he said excitedly

"I wish.. I could.. but I'm here to pack my things. No point begging for it.. it's too late.. Eh, don't be sad it's not like we will not see each other, i guess?" I told him about to cry actually

"Then I'll help you pack...," he offered.

 

So he helped me clear all of my things and put it in my big box.

 

"Komawo..," I thanked him

"Here.. it's for you," he handed me a Doraemon keychain

"But it's yours.. You shouldn't..," I told him

"Gwenchana, just treat it a gift from me for being a loyal fan to Big Bang..," he explained shyly

"Thank you.. Can I take a picture of you? It's for my memories..," I asked his permission

"Of course... What kind of pose you want, a manly pose, a feminine pose? Hahaha," he said doing all those funny poses

"Just be yourself is the best..," I told him and he make a pose while I click the snap button on my phone.

"Alright done thanks!!" I thanked him

 

Before leaving I visit the manager's office to thanked him for what he had done for me till now and apologised for my big mistakes even though he ignores me like I never exist in his office treating me like a wandering spirit. After that, I went to the practice room where TOP and Taeyang is practicing some dance. Their face lit up with happiness upon seeing my presence.

 

"Shasha!!! We thought you'd never came back... You're here to get your job back?" T.O.P asked enthusiastically

"Ania.. you guys know I won't be able to do that..," I told him which caused them to change their facial expression as what they are expecting me to say didnt come out from my mouth

"Eh.. don't be sad, even though I'm not here, I'll still gave you my support. That's a VIP's job right? Can I take a picture of the both of you? It's for my memories.." I asked their permission

 

They immediately agree to it and made a funny but sweet pose lol.

"Arasoh done! Thanks!! Hahahaha sweet couple" I thanked them and leave them alone to practice.

"Yah do you have to?" I heard Taeyang scolding T.O.P in a joking way

I am so gonna miss this place. I decided to walk in the park nearby where GD almost kissed me. When suddenly someone tap on my shoulder.

 

"Yah, how could you do this to us!!" that someone said

 

When I turned around, it's maknae Seung Ri. He looks so angry and sad at the same time. I know he is angry that I quit all of a sudden. If only he is in my situation, I think he would do the same thing too.

 

"Yah, you really going away? Forever?!" he asked anxiously

"Seung Ri-ah... I..," I said

"How could you. It's fun spending time with you. You're the best coordinator to me. Please don't go!!" Seung Ri pleaded kneeling down in front of which made me feel bad

 

I kneel down as well wiping off his tears with my hands.

 

"Mianhe Seung Ri-ah... Please don't cry, even though I'm no longer working here anymore, but you guys are still in my heart. I'm still a fan of Big Bang. If you want to know, you're the most hilarious one that would never fails to make me laugh. I'm thankful to you for that. All of the memories that I shared with you guys, will always be treasured in here forever (  TOUCHING MY CHEST ).. I'm sorry to let you down..," I apologised

"Arasoh then promise me one thing... Come to our concert whenever we're having it in Seoul arasoh? Don't worry about the tickets, you will get it for free.. Just make yourself present arasoh? Promise?" he said

"Promise!" I said and intertwined my pinki with his

"Can I take a picture of you? I want to keep it as memories..," I asked his permission

 

He then make his cute pose.

"Thanks!! Cute picture!!" I praised

"Must look at it before you get to sleep arasoh? Or you'll get terrifying nightmares. Hehehe..,"  he joked.

 

One hour had pass and I think I've done enough of touring. I have to meet Gaho before it's time for me to really go. I went to the recording studio as he is always hanging around in there. When I enter the first thing to jump on my arms is Gaho.

 

"Gaho-ah!! Hahaha my cute friend!Seems like it's the last time I'm seeing you. Mianhe.. I can't play hide and seek with you anymore.. yah, you must grow up healthy arasoh? ( TEARS STARTS TO ROLL DOWN ) Dont be naughty with GD arasoh? Hope he take good care of you... Annyeong Gaho...Saranghae!" I said and hugged him tightly his head continuously which  causes him to make that dog crying sounds. I think dogs understands human's feeling too.

I put him down carefully.

 

"Annyeong," I waved him goodbye with tears rolling down my cheeks

 

Haiz.. if only the owner could say his goodbyes to me. But it's ok, I understand that he is annoyed seeing my face anyways.While I was on my way out, the Big Bang members are already outside, waiting for me as they want to say their final goodbye's to me.

 

T.O.P's pov

"Hope you would lead a better life in the future. Yah, don't forget about Big Bang arasoh? You must be a VIP till you die got it? Aiissh, why do you have to go...I'm gonna miss the days we used to spent time together. Stay healthy always arasoh?" I told her and gave her a hug

"Komawo T.O.P oppa..," she thanked

 

Daesung's pov

"Stay healthy and cheerful always. You can always look at the gift that I give you just now whenever you misses us arasoh? There is still a long journey ahead of you so don't think it's the end of the world arasoh? Saranghaeyo VIP!" I told her and hug her as well, can't control my tears.

"Mianhe Daesung oppa, I will keep your advice in mind always! Please don't cry..," she said and hugged me back

 

Seung Ri's pov

"Please don't go.. Please, please, please," I begged her

"Mianhe Seung Ri-ah.. I have no choice... No matter what I will never break the promise that we made earlier arasoh?" she assured me

"Ok ( Starts to breakdown ).... please do take good care of yourself. If you're sick quickly visit the doctor arasoh? I will miss the time where we used to joke around. You're dead if you forget about us got it?!!" I warned her and cry uncontroallably that Taeyang have to calm me down.

"I got it. You take care too, Dont ever wipe off that smile from your face arasoh?" she said and hugged me tightly

 

Taeyang's pov

"I want to apologise for all the sufferings that you've went through when you're working here. Sorry about GD's character and awful attitude...," I apologised to her which causes her to cry and hugged me tightly

 

I know how she felt. She had suffered a lot and it's also the best way that she quit so that she wouldn't have to suffer because of that Hyuna!

 

"It's not the end of the world. No matter what, you'll always be our number one fan ok? Stay strong and healthy always. Wishing you all the best in your future.Hope we get to meet you during our concerts again..Srangaheyo dong saeng!" I told her, controlling my tears as I will never cry in front of people, but I just show her my smile so that she would not start crying

"Komawo Taeyang oppa...," she thanked

"Hyung where is GD hyung? He should be saying goodbye..," Seung Ri asked

"Hold up, I'll give him a call," I told him

 

G-Dragon's pov

I am still at the rooftop reflecting about my mistakes. While I was doing that, I saw Shasha and the Big Bang members gathering around on the first level carpark. Even though I knew it's Shasha's last day working here, my feeling tells me not to go and meet her. But my heart strongly says that I should go and meet her for the last time. I don't know which one to follow. Out of a sudden, my phone rang and it's Young Bae

 

TAEYANG'S AND SHASHA'S CONVERSATION WITH GD

Taeyang: Ji Yong-ah, it's her last day today, at least say goodbye....

GD: Oh... ( Still in confusion )

Taeyang:  Better do it, or you'll regret it forever. You may not see her again... arasoh, if you don't want to meet her at least listen to what she has to say.. hold on...

Shasha: Ji Yong-shii... Shasha here.. Even though I am still mad at you.. I just want to thank you for whatever you've done for me... Thanks for all of your help, the money that I owe you, I've put it in the recording studio, in your backpack. The money is from my hard work that I've earned working here in YG Building. We might not meet each other again so I hope for the best in your life... So long and take care.....

GD: ( Crying contnuously, covering his mouth so that people wouldn't know he is crying)

Taeyang: Really not going to meet her? Yoboseyo? Ji Yong-ah you there?

 

END OF CONVERSATION

 

G-Dragon's pov

I can't take it anymore. I moved my phone away from my ear and cried non-stop like a baby who is hungry upon hearing what Shasha has to say

It makes me feel even more guilty. Aiish this girl, why would she want to thanked me when I am the one who is always in the wrong?? Am I going to regret it later? I think it's best to not meet her!! I should clear every memories that I had with her.

 

 

 

 

What will happen next? Will GD go after Shasha?