Lee Hyun Woo's pov

So this is what she's been doing behind my back?!! How could she!!! I felt like the whole world is collapsing upon me. I was on the brink of tears when I discover my best friend's true colours!! WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME??!!!!! I was too angry to even scold her that I just stomp my way out of the club.

"Hyun Woo did you enjoy the party?" Seung Ri asked me as I made my way out but I was too frustrated to answer and I just pushed his hands away from my shoulder.

"Yah, you're going off so early? Yah gwenchana?!!" he called out to me.

I am too heartbroken that I cried and run as far as I can go. That's what I always do when I am in a sad situation, is to run as far as I could go so that all of your troubles in my mind would be left behind, To me, the more you run forward, your problems will soon be gone as they are being left behind. Then, it started to rain heavily and feeling tired I stop and kneel down panting hard!

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I scream my lungs out letting out all of my anger and kneel there for a while, crying really hard...

Shasha's pov

Frightened thoughts race through my mind. Aiish, Hyun Woo must have think that I did it on purpose to break his heart. Felling full of regrets, guilty is growing inside of me. Why am I here anyway? Who the hell bring me in this room!!! MUST BE THIS STUPID DRAGON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Shasha?! Hyung?!" Daesung saw us as he was passing by followed by the other members.

"What are you guys doing here? Hyung don't tell me?!" Seung Ri exclaimed to GD who is rubbing his eyes slowly waking up

"What's going on? What's wrong? What's with your shocking face? All of you?" he said looking confused

"Did you two just...," T.O.P said and stop thinking whether he should describe it even further

GD then look at his surrounding and finally he realise something was wrong and he immediately move away from me. In my mind now is only thinking about Hyun Woo. Tears starts to welled up in my eyes as I have done a very bad thing towards my best friend. How am I supossed to prove it that I am innocent?!! (CRYING REALLY BADLY )

"Whatever you guys saw today, don't reveal it to anybody arasoh?! Not even any of YG staffs!!" GD make it clear to the four of them

"It's ok Shasha. It has happen anyway. No point crying over spiilled milk..," Seung Ri tried to calm me down thinking that I had an affair with GD.

"YAH!!!! IT'S NOT THE WAY YOU THINK ARASOH??!!!NOTHING HAPPEN" I yelled in his face and leave the room immediately

He was so shocked that he move one space back. What the hell is he thinking? Nothing happen between me and GD!! Just shut the f**k up if you don't know what's going on!

G-Dragon's pov

"Seung ri-ah, Just bloody shut your gap will you?!!" I scolded him as a man not a leader.

Now who the hell plan this thing up?!! I swear I'll kill that person if I were to ever find out about it. I am fine with my other members but it's only Seung Ri which worries me as he has a really big mouth. News spread really fast just because of him. I hope he will just keep his mouth shut until the real truth will be revealed.

Shasha's pov

No luck, no love and no life is here to be for me. People may glue a shattered thing back together, but it's crack shows it to be forever broken. I've failed being someone's best friend. I gave Hyun Woo lots of sorry text messages but none of his reply came back. I'm feeling lost, lonely in the dark again. I really need my light to be here to shine brightly to lead me to the right way to solve all of my problems but unfortunately, my light is far away from me. I really need someone who could listen to my problems right now. Since my parents are far away from me, I decided to go to that someone whom I've treated like a second mum to me.

I reach at the hospital a few minutes later all drenched in the heavy rain. Before entering the ward, I remove my high heels as my foot is hurting. I walk inside the ward, like a lost child and sit beside Hyun Woo's mum who is laying comfortably on the bed.

"Shasha, you came!! God fullfill my prayers. I've been waiting for you to visit me..," she said weakly

"Mianhe ahjumma. I have lots of work to do for the last few days..," I said trying to control my tears.

"Mmm (smiling).. Just look at you... You're all wet. I'll wipe you dry arasoh?" she said gently

She then grab a small white towel at the side table and start to dry my hair with it. I can't take it anymore. I started to cry and hug her. The more she is being nice to me the more guilty I feel. She my wet hair as if I am her daughter

"You're having problems aren't you? I know it.. I know it... Want to share it with me?" she asked

Lee Hyun Woo's pov

I decided to visit my mum as visiting her would make me feel better but as I was about to enter, I saw Shasha inside talking to my mum. She's crying really badly and my mum is trying very hard to calm her down... I decided to hear what she has to say...

Shasha's pov [ Try listening to sad korean songs! It might help you to feel the sadness. My recomendation is "Because I Miss You or Closer]

So I told her all of my problems starting from the day I started working till today and what happen at the party. I don't know if she could hear my pronounciation well as I am sobbing while talking at the same time.

"Mianhe ahjumma... Mianhe, I hurt your son's feelings...," I said and continue crying facing downwards

She then lift up my chin with her finger and she my hair again like what mothers did when their children are sad.

"Gwenchana, I've treated you like my own daughter and of course I will forgive you. Let me tell you something ok? Hyun Woo is very sensitive type of person when it comes to this.He has a reason to it. If you want to know, he is lving his life without having a proper family. You should know that he lives alone since the day I was being warded. He is feeling really lonely at home and he needs someone to spend most of thier time with him. We felt really blessed having you as his friend. So that's why he is being so sensitive when he sees you with other people. I hate myself for that sometimes. I focus too much on my career that I had neglected him. I failed to be a good mother to him. My only dream is to live longer just for the sake of spending time with him. ( STARTS TO CRY ) I'm a bad mother am I? If it's not because of my sickness, I would have live happily with him. Cook for him his favourite dishes, get ready for him to go to school, eat together, watch our favourite pragramme together, sleep together and repeat the routine again everyday. But I only have a few days left.Hyun Woo.. my poor Hyun Woo...( CRYING HER LUNGS OUT NOW )" she confessed everything to me

"Ahjumma, ahjumma, you must stay strong arasoh? Please don't cry. Hyun Woo would be even sadder if he were to see you like this. You're a good mother to him. Don't ever say you're not. Because of you he helped me alot through all the ups and downs that I've been through. I'm really thankful that you teach him the right thing. He is a very good guy and trust me he will always be.. Ahjumma stay strong arasoh?" I persuaded her slowly as she feels really regret for not staying and spending much time with Hyun Woo.

Lee Hyun Woo's pov

Tears are words that the heart can't express. And my tears keeps on flowing like a non-stop blood flowing out from a person's wound. I felt so touched by what my mum just said to Shasha. My thinking was wrong as I thought she wantedd to live because of her career but the real truth is she wants to spend her time with me? I am amazed by that. I went to my usual wide open space before I start to breakdown really badly. I had enough of miserable situation and I can't hear any touchy words anymore as I don't want to have the thinking that my mum is about to go soon.

Shasha's pov

"Thank you dear for your motivation words. Hyun Woo-ah always talks about you whenever he comes to visit me. He seems to like you a lot," she informed me

I just smile as I don't want to bring up that topic as I am still confused after GD confessed to me. I just don't know and I am not ready to decided on who do I trust most and who is really the one that is perfect for me.

"I know that unsure face. I've experienced it before. You dont know whether to agree to his proposal isn't it? Hyun Woo told me himself that he loves you so deeply and someone else is trying to spoil it? I will not name names and I am not forcing you to like my son. The important thing is, follow what your heart says. No point forcing yourself to love someone when you don't have feelings towards them arasoh? Just promise me one thing, when I'm gone, please, don't ever let Hyun Woo's smile fade away even though you're better off with someone else. Can you do that for me?" she asked me wih her hands holding on to mine

"Of course I will! Don't worry, I won't let you down! But you must promise me something too. Don't ever say you're going away soon in front of Hyun Woo. I just can't bear to see him in pain.." I asked for her agreement.

She nodded her head and give me a warm smile. I decided to sleep here tonight as it's the calmest place I could think of. I just wished that Hyun Woo would accept my apology as an apology is a super glue of life and I believe it can repair just about anything in life!

G-Dragon's pov

I didn't went back to Shasha;s house as I will feel awkward about what happened just now. I went to sleep over at Taeyang's house just for today. After changing into my pyjamas I sat on his sofa with his dog Boss looking at me with a sad expression. I think animals know human's feeling more compared to real human beings. I refelct on what happen just now. I keep figuring on how do I get to the karaoke room when I am supossed to be in the toilet. The last thing I saw before I get a knockout is the sink in the toilet. But I am absolutely sure that it's being plan by someone.

"Ji Yong, gwenchana? You want something to eat?" Taeyang asked me being concerned

I just kept quiet and focus on what I am thinking. Could it be Seung Ri since it's his birthday? He likes setting up weird things on people sometimes. But when I think of it carefully, Seung Ri wouldn't be so cruel to do that to his hyung. Nah, it just doesn't make sense. If someone were to plan it, then it should be someone who hates me.

"Have any idea of who might have done it?" Taeyang asked which distracted me

"JUST SHUT UP FOR A WHILE WILL YOU?!!!" I scolded Taeyang for no reason

"Yah I'm just trying to help. If you don't need it just tell me politely arasoh? What's wrong with you these days?" Taeyang exploded, went out of his house followed by BOSS and slammed the door hardly

Aiish now i'm making things worst. What have I done?!! My best friend is not involved and yet I am scolding him for nothing? Haiz.. I went out to look for him and saw him sitting on the ground, looking so pissed off and tries to calm him self down by playing with BOSS

"Young Bae ah, sorry for what I've just did! Mianhe, I don't know what has gotten into me today...," I apologised

"I know you're having a pretty tough night but at least as a friend let me lend you a helping hand... I'm worried about your condition you know that? Apology accepted by the way..." he said which touched my heart and if only he is a girl I would have hugged him.

"Wahh,, Young Bae being concerned about me? I feel so honoured!! Hahahaha!" I joked around blinking my eyes continuously making him laugh and acted as what they show on movies where friends are being reunited once more.. Hehehe..

Seriously, we are very bored and we did all of those funny dance to all of the girl groups and stuffs before our eyes gets sleepy.

Shasha's pov

I was awaken by the bright sunshine that is shinning through the hospital blinds. Hyun Woo's mum is still sleeping. I don't want to disturb her, I wrote a small post it note telling her that I am leaving and made my way out of the ward and went straight home.

I knock on the door continuously as I forgot to bring my keys along with me. Are they sleeping or what? Dead or alive? I knock once again and at last the door flew open and Hyun Woo was standing right in front of me.

"Morning, Hyun Woo..," I tried to lift up his mood but he just walk away, continue watching his tv programme.

Ok I think I need to give him some time to cool down. So I went to get a shower before I will have a high fever soon.I felt so fresh and so cool after a refreshing shower. I went out of the toilet drying my hair with the toilet. It was totally silent and the tv is being switched off. All I could here is the sound of the turning fan that is being connected to the ceiling. Where is Hyun Woo. I was about to go into my room when a banging soung shocked me. It coming from Hyun Woo's room. I went closer to the door to do a little bit of eavesdropping. My mind starts to picture a lot of thing. What is he doing. It sounded like as if he is trying to clean the whole room. I heard the slamming of the cupboard, the sound of the zip that keeps on zipping and ping and many more strange noises. I get an electric shock the moment the door flew open. Something bad is gonna happen, I look at him guiltyly. There is a big luagage beside him and it's the luagage that he use when he moved in into my house.

"I'm going home..," he said without looking at my face as he still have that anger within him

He starts to walk slowly towards the house door but I managed to grab hold of his hands.

"Hyun Woo-ah Jaebal!!! I'm sorry about yesterday, I don't know whether you believe me or not, but I really have no idea how I get into the room when I am so dizzy before it happened. Please let me explain to you fully before you take any actions ok?" I begged him

"You've explain enough yeaterday night arasoh? You don't need to elaborate it to me any further. Get Lost!!" he yelled and swing his hands away from mine.

"Hyun- Woo please, I'm begging you!!" I pleaded, down on my knees already

"From now on.. don't regard me as your friend anymore! You're nothing in my life...," he told me directly but I still stop him from moving

"Hyun Woo please forgive me. How can you just accused me just like that without you even knowing the truth yet. Please i'm really, extremely sorry...," I apologise a few times.

"Aiishh let go of me will you???!!" he demanded until his phone rang

He stopped and pick up the call.

"Yoboseyo?" he answered

After that there is total silence. Who would have called him? Then, tears starts flowing out from his eyes followed by a surprised expression on his face, He was totally loss for words and was paralyzed with full of shockness. He drop his phone to the ground.

"Om..omma...?" he said in disbelief

"Hyun Woo, what's wrong?" I asked feeling worried too

"Omma..( Starts crying continuously )....omma...," he keep repeating the same word

He then run towards the road and flag for a cab with me tailing him behind. Thankfully, there are lots of cabs passing by on the road today and managed to ride one. In the cab, I keep looking at Hyun Woo's reaction which is not normal. Panic starts to engulf his whole body and it seems that dark clouds is constantly looming over him. What's wrong with his mum? Whatever it is I hope it's not to serious. He then took out a family photo from his wallet and stare at it and the more he stare at it, the more tears keeps coming out. He held the photo tightly until we reach the hospital. I paid for the fare while Hyun Woo rush in to his mum. I then was a few minutes late than Hyun Woo but manage to reach his mum's ward. A lot of nurses and doctor are inside and I could see Hyun Woo crying really badly beside his mum with two male nurses helding onto his arms so that he will not do anything aggressive to the doctors.

Lee Hyun Woo's pov

"OMMMAA ANIAA!!!! ANIAA!!! YOU CAN'T LIVE ME YET ARARSOH???!!! OMMMAAA!!!! YOU SAID YOU WANNA SPEND TIME WITH ME!! OMMMAAA WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed and cried out loud, arms stretching towards her

"Hyun Woo please, we need to hurry. We could help your mum if you could just wait patiently outside...," the doctor whom I've ignored since just now pleaded as a few of his nurses put on an oxygen mask on my mum's mouth, as she has some breathing difficulties.

"Hyun Woo-ah jaebal, the doctor is right. Let's wait outside and let the doctor do his job arasoh? I'll accompany you..," Shasha persuaded me and dragged me out slowly, with my eyes still fix on my beloved mum who is suffering really badly.

Haizz... I keep praying the moment I am outside of the ward with Shasha being by my side. Is she still gonna be alive? She really can't leave me alone in this cruel world!!! Pain is always here and it only increases. Never does it fade ever. I felt as if my heart had been ripped off from my body. I want my mum back by my side. Please don't let anything happen to her. I don't have the appitite to eat or drink. I keep standing in front of my mum's ward praying extremely hard that nothing bad will happen.

Shasha's pov

I am sharing the same feeling as Hyun Woo. I could sense and even feel the pain that he is going through. It worries me more if he don't want to eat his meals or even drink a sip of water. All he did was kneel down in front of his mum's ward waiting patiently for the results of his mum's condition. He didn't move a single muscle. Now I know how lucky I am that both my parents are still alive. I also learnt that I should really spend most of my time with my parents instead of my friends as they would understand how you feel just by looking at the expression on your face, they are the only one that could solve all of your problems. Now I know why, family comes first and then friend.

A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials heavy and sudden, fall upon us. when adversity takes place of prosperity, when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine desert us, when trouble thickens around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsel to dissipate the clouds of darkness and causes peace to return to our hearts.

In my heart, I am also praying as I treat his mum like my own mother. Slowly, with a very nervous feeling as I am afraid that will get agressive when I wanted to comfort him, i made my way to him. When I am standing exactly beside him, I place my hands on his shoulder.

"Hyun Woo, don't worry... You're mum is gonna be strong.. She will be fine...," I gave him some motivation words

All he did was cried even more and I on the other hand really can't see guys crying. It makes me wanna stay by their side longer until they are ok. I kneel down and hug him from the back and the both of us cried as I could really feel the pain in him. To me, if Hyun Woo, is feeling happy, I will be laughing, if he feels miserable and sad I would cry. If he felt it I will too.

"I don't care if you still hate me because of yesterday. I am not hugging you just for fun but I am hugging you as I am feeling the pain like you did as well. No matter what you'll always be my best friend arasoh? ( SAYING IN A SOBBING TONE )" I told him honestly

G-Dragon's pov

My throat still hurts after taking a lot of medicine. Haiizz.. it's getting really annoying having this kind of voice. I can't take it anymore. I asked my manager to accompany me to a nearby hospital so that the doctors could check throughly on my thorat and will give me the best medication that they have. It must be cured as soon as possible. I wear something smart as after going to the doctor I have to go for some Star-Date interview

I reached the hospital a few minutes later and went on to search for the right doctor. Since the hospital is damn big, both me and my manager almost get lost but we never gave up. We search for it seperately as it will be a waste of time searching for it together. Going up on every floor, checking on every room  and while I was walking pass the ICU room, I saw something that itch my eyes. I rewind back my steps and have a very careful look..

"Hyun Woo? Shasha?" I whispered to myself

Again that jealousy feeling hits me like a tsunami wave. Aiissh is this some kind of bloody revenge or what??!!! How dare he had gotten a hug from her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, the doctor went out from the ward that is right in front of Hyun Woo who seems to be eager to get to know about something. Does any of his family members happen to be sick?

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" was the only word that comes out from Hyun Woo's mouth

WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON DOWN THERE??!!!

WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN??!!