Chapter 28

"I want a girl who is in it for me, not for the money, not for the fame"

When I awoke, I woke to the dark; I awoke to the sound of cars humming and people talking. I felt relieved to wake up, except I still had the throbbing pain in the back of my head. I got off the damp floor and picked up my bag. I left the alleyway and headed home. I didn't think about what had happened that morning, I refused to think about it. People stared and pointed at me as I walked by, I guessed I looked like hell just by the looks I got. I looked at my hands and found them to be covered in blood, as soon as I got home I was going to have a long, hot bath.
        I looked at my phone and found six missed calls from Jiyong and one unread text which said:

Where are you? I woke up to find you had left... I hope you are okay, did something happen? I'm begining to worry about you, you haven't returned my calls and I phoned your parents and they don't know where you are either. I spoke to TOP and he said you left around 8am and it is now 4 in the afternoon. Call me when you get this ok? Ji x
I wondered whether I should call him back, I didn't want to not call because then he would worry and I definitely didn't want that. I decided to text him:
I'm fine. Sorry about leaving so suddenly, something came up. I hope I didn't worry you. :-)
A reply came just seconds after I had sent the text I felt guilty that he had been worrying about me. I wasn't going to tell him what had happened to me, I didn't plan on telling anybody. The more I thought about what had happened, the weaker I felt... which made me want to be with Jiyong.
I knew that was a bad thing so I resisted temptation to tell him.
        I didn't reply to his message and another one came through a few minutes later asking me where I was, I didn't reply to that one either.
        I didn't have any money so I had to walk home, I debated calling my father once or twice but I didn't want to let him see me like this. I just hoped that both of my parents were out. I came across a public toilet, I decided to go inside and wash myself up; even though I had grown accustom to people staring at me as I walked by. I looked even worse that I thought and much worse than I felt. My face was covered in blood and my hair was drenched I couldn't determine whether it was drenched in blood or rain water. The area around my eye had already began to swell and there were several cuts on my cheek. I splashed water over my face and scrubbed all the dried blood off, there wasn't anything I could do with my hair so I walked outside.
        As soon as I walked outside I noticed that there was a huge group of girls on the other side of the road, it looked like there was hundreds of them; there was also a news van. It looked like they were surrounding something or someone. I also noticed that there was a small, jet black limousine. I was begining to get curious. 
        I was just stepping out into the road to get to the other side when something stopped me in my tracks. I saw who there were surrounding and it was Jiyong. What was he doing here?! He was at the front of the crowd and he was being interviewed, I stood staring at him for a moment. He looked very different compared to how he did; his hair was straightened and his clothes were... strange; they didn't look like the kind of clothes that anybody would wear. He didn't look like Jiyong but instead, he looked like G-Dragon. I stood there in shock.
        Jiyong and his interviewer crossed the road and they were followed by the mob of girls, he had a grin on his face as the interviewer spoke and gestured towards the group of girls. I shook my head and then it dawned on me that they were heading in my direction. I began to panic as they got closer and closer to me. I looked up and down the road and ran across as fast as I could. I looked back to find Jiyong staring directly at me but now the grin on his face had faded and had been replaced by a look of anguish. I looked down and shook my head. I didn't mean to run but I just paniced, I didn't want to see him like this... I didn't expect to see him. By the time I looked back up he had been engulfed into the crowd. I sighed and hurried home.

My parents were both out by the time I got in, I found my fathers bags at the top of the staircase. I sighed, turned some music on and started to run my bath water. I couldn't stop thinking about the look on Jiyongs face. I wanted to call him and tell him I was sorry. I wouldn't even know how to justify my actions, unless I told him the truth; which wasn't happening.

After I finished my bath, I began to write my goodbye letter, it took me until 2AM.








Sorry I didn't update on Thursday like I said I would... I decided to re-write the whole chapter because it was bad hahaa. So here it is~ Chapter 28! 
Another chapter away from finishing... ^__^ so, I have my first exam on Tuesday and then another three throughout the week and I'm going to Church tomorrow and spending the day at my aunties, so I won't have time to do any writing tomorrow... ANYWAY, I'm so excited for SE7ENs Japanese album! The King is back! *dances* I've waited so long for a new SE7EN album... *wipes away tear* hahaa. This chapter was a little more rushed that I wanted but nevermind it is okay. You finally found out how she is going to say goodbye now! And she finally saw 'G-Dragon' not Jiyong, I tried to write it as though she didn't like it, I hope that ~vibe~ came across.^^
See you soon~!

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Heymama #1
Hi Authornim..this fanfic ..is it completed or cliffhanger ?
exosehunluv1
#2
Chapter 10: oh it's so daebak !
ilabya12 #3
interesting~
parkbommie_ #4
Chapter 36: Omg update soon juseyoooo!!
Nuest17exo #5
Chapter 36: NNNOOOOOOO~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! My poor baby!! Oh my goodness!!! It almost made me cry!!! Please update as fast as you can!!!!! Ppali!! Why do up have to leave us at that!!! NAPA!!!! JK. Fighting!!
Ninja_Lover #6
ANI! You can't leave me there! Aigoo!
Update ASAP! :(
its_chanyorr #7
This is going to be in my "10 Must Read Fanfics" on Facebook :)))
Anna_Ejibi #8
UPDATEE SOOOON PLEASE
Anna_Ejibi #9
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i needd too read mooore NOW!!!!!! i'm reading this story for 4 hours AND IM IN LOVEEE I NEED TO READ MORE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE UPDATEESOOOOOOOOOON PPPPMMMMMGGGGGD
izzie_inlove #10
Yaaaaaaaaaaay we're gonna see Ji before she leeeeave wooooooot!
Okay I'm in a better mood now ^^ I can take on my math test tomorrow, and not space out thinking about Ji and his hotness during it! (Who am I kidding, I'm gonna daydream about GD and his hotness every 10 minutes, it's impossible for me not to...)
Can't wait for next chapter~~ Btw, are you going to do a sequel after this?
~Izzie