I'm sorry hyung
Come Back Dear Ryeowook!Ryeowook was on his way to his radio show with Sungmin. It was a quiet ride. Sungmin was still upset with Donghae. It seems that Leeteuk's effort brought to no vail as Sungmin refused to forgive Donghae. Ryeowook was getting worried so he tired to cheer Sungmin up by asking him to play a guessing game with him.
'Hyung! Let's play a guessing game. I'm bored.' Ryeowook said with a smile.
'Not now Ryeowook maybe next time.' Sungmin answered. He didn't want to do anything. He was just upset and frustrated with Donghae and the whole situation.
'Ah hyung don't be like that. Come on! It'll be fun!' Ryeowook continued to pursuade Sungmin.
'Ryeowook no. I don't want to. Don't force me'. Sungmin answered. He was slowly getting mad.
'Hyung, I know you're upset but by playing this game with me you can forget all that anger and smile again. So come on hyung lets play. Hyung please?? Please...PRETTTY PLEASEEEEE???' Ryeowook was now holding Sungmin's hand rocking it back and forth.
Sungmin snapped. ' Ryeowook STOP! I've already told you I don't want to play that STUPID AND RIDICULOUS game with you! Why can't you just leave me alone! You're so ANNOYING!!!'. He yelled and pushed Ryeowook hands away.
Ryeowook was speechless at Sungmin's reaction. His heart ache. He didn't mean to hurt his hyung's feelings. He was just trying to cheer him up.
'I..am...sorry hyung.....' Ryeowook tired to apologised.
'Whatever just...SHUT UP'. Sungmin answered.
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During the the radio broadcast Sungmin was quite distracted. He wasn't able to focus and made a lot of mistakes.
Ryeowook didn't want anyone to be angry and dissapointed at Sungmin so he work hard during the entire broadcast covering for Sungmin's parts and mistakes. He took over most of Sungmin's parts. He was smilling and laughing and trying to create a happy atmosphere.
Ryeowook was exhausted by the time it all ended. That was probably because he was the one who talked the most since Sungmin was not really focusing.
On their ride back home Sungmin suddenly snapped at Ryeowook.
'Why did you take most of my parts on the radio show?' Sungmin stared at Ryeowook angrily.
Ryeowook, surprised by Sungmin's sudden outburst said. 'Um...because you weren't focusing and umm...made a lot of mistakes...I didn't want anyone to be angry at you. I was worried....and....'
'Now this is is the problem with you Ryeowook. You think you know everything about us and you worry about us all the time. I'm sure the other members also feels the same way as I am feeling now. Did I asked you to take over my parts?! I didn't right?! SERIOUSLY, WHY CAN'T YOU JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS??!' Sungmin was now on the verge of yelling.
Ryeowook felt his heart being cut into pieces after hearing Sungmin's words. He could not understand why Sungmin was angry at him for being helpful and for worrying. He wondered if what Sungmin said was true. Does he really worry that much? AND does the other members really feel that he's an annoyance and a worried-freak?? DO THEY REALLY ?
But Ryeowook decides to just let it pass. He was sure that Sungmin didn't mean what he said. He knew that Sungmin wasn't himself right now because of what happened between him and Donghae. He was also sure that his hyungs and dongsaeng love him as much as he does towards them. They would never think something like that. He was sure.
So he calmly answered....
'Sungmin hyung. I'm really sorry that I took over your parts. I should have known better. I won't do it again. I promise'. He smiled and looked into his hyung's eyes.
Sungmin stared back but said nothing. He then turned away and placed his head on the window and dozzed off.
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