Until.......

The manager hyung walked into their dorm. He looked quite upset and all over the place and Ryeowook could tell that something was wrong. Just when he thought that everything will be okay the manager hyung blurted out those words. The words any singer and band avoid hearing. The words that can send chills right up to the spine of a person.

'Due to some complications, you're next album will be delayed. We have not confirm until when yet but we will inform you.' 

Yeap. Definitely the words of fear. 

It is also the words that can't seem to get off of Ryeowook's mind. It kept ringing and ringing and ringing and repeating and repeating and repeating itself in his head. He sighed. This is such a blow over.

Ryeowook knew deep down how much the next album meant to the members. They were really looking forward to it. It is as if their live depends on it. He knew that the members were having a hard time and that this album can bring their spirits up.

First, Leeteuk.

As the leader Ryeowook knew he had a lot on his mind. He is constantly worrying about the members that sometimes he forgot to take care of himself.

Then you have Heechul. This guy, although he never show it but Ryeowook knew he was suffering. Ever since Hangeng left Heechul have not been himself. He tired to hide it but Ryeowook can see clearly how much he was suffering.

As for Yesung, Siwon, Eunhyuk, Shingdong, Kangin and Sungmin. Ryeowook knew how much they were looking forward for this album. The look on their face when the manager hyung informed the news to them was devastating that it broke his heart into gazillion pieces.

Meanwhile for Donghae, he was still suffering from the lost of his dad. Even though it has been years but Ryeowook knew how much it hurt Donghae when he thought of his father. He just misses him too much.

And lastly Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun that guy, he kept everything inside and refuse to share it with other people. Ryeowook knew how hard it was for Kyuhyun to come back after the accident. He watched Kyuhyun struggling tyring to get back on the same level with everyone.

He watched it all. He watched s crumble and breaks down. He watched s suffer. He watched them fall and cry. He watched it. AND he watched it. He watched it all.

Ryeowook blames himself for everything. If only he could do something for them. Just something to cheer them up.

This was actually the reason why Ryeowook cares so much for s. Because he knew. Because he understood and Because he saw. Ryeowook didn't mind being the only one doing all the chores and cooking. He didn't mind taking care of his hyungs and dongsaeng. He didn't mind listening to all of their problems. He didn't mind doing all that for them because he is worried that they will suddenly fall and break down. Never standing up again. AND he didn't mind because he cares so much for them and he loves them. They are his everything. Ryeowook thought that if they're happy then he's happy. That was enough.

THAT WAS ENOUGH.

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