The walk

Come Back Dear Ryeowook!

Ryeowook could not remember how long he had been walking. He only remembered that he had been walking nonstop heading towards GOD knows where. He felt like he had no sense of direction. He was simply a walker trying to find a way out. Out from the pain and frustrations he was feeling as in now.

Sometimes along the way, Ryeowook could not help but wonder that maybe what happened between him and the members were not real. That he had just been dreaming. That he could strongly believe that they never spoke those words to him. EVER.

He stopped walking. His legs felt weak as he fell to the ground sobbing and crying his heart out. 

 

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BACK AT THE DORM

 

'First of all I would like to apologise to every single one of you for being such a worried-freak. I'm sorry that I took the time to care for all of you and to worry about your well beings. I'm sorry I'm such an annoyance and a burden. I'm sorry that I irritated you guys with my worries. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I'm sorry. I will stop caring and I will stop worrying. Heck, I will stop being the Ryeowook who worries a lot. I will stop. Again, I'm sorry for everything.

 

'Even though you hated what I did and you hated my attitude I just want you to at least know that I did all of that because I care. I care for every single one of you. You are my everything and I love you guys so much. Its because I care this much I that have become such an annoyance. Its because I care this much I am now a burden to all of you. Its because I care and you should at least know that.'

 

Those words continues to hunt them. Messing with their thoughts. The very words that came from Ryeowook's heart. Ryeowook, their eternal maknae. The one they hurt. The one they got upset with.

They thought of how Ryeowook looked at them. His eyes filled with pain and disappointment. They thought of how Ryeowook's tears began falling and They thought of how he was shaking and breathing hardly. They thought of how he walked right at the door and left the dorm. They thought of all that. AND They thought of how they weren't able to move themselves and stop Ryeowook from leaving. They were just too stunned and surprised by the very words that came out from Ryeowook's lips. The very words that had finally made them realized how stupid they were. The very words that somehow managed to snapped them back to reality.

 

'WHAT HAVE WE DONE ?' Donghae broke their silence. 'OH GOD! WHAT HAVE WE DONE ??!' 

He was now on the floor. His head knelt down to his knees. Crying.

'We hurt him. WE, HURT HIM!'

 

 

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Terry1502
#1
Chapter 32: I guess everyone in the comments section wanna know who framed ryeowook lol,author-nim pleasw tell usssss
Kpoppers88
#2
Chapter 32: WHO FRAMED RYEOWOOK???!!!! I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT TOO!!!
Freyja13579
#3
Chapter 32: This is acute and caring story <3!
marivic9 #4
Chapter 32: It is so touching.....I am crying my heart out....
Omona_
#5
Chapter 32: But who framed Ryeowook near the beginning?? Didn't even feel quilty about it, tsk. Gotta say that I agree with the lower comment. They felt a bit immature and how to say this... selfish. And rude, definitely rude.
Hanzo242 #6
Chapter 32: Its really nice this story and I thoroughly enjoyed Ryeowook's inner turmoil but... The members were really insincere, or at least thats what I felt. They only apologised when told to and were really insensitive. They think narrow-mindedly and honestly, their efforts to make Ryeowook forgive them felt fake and it was like they just wanted him back as their cook and caretaker. If you say that you have done something wrong and is yelling/crying about how you shouldn't have done this or that, surely you would be more careful and keep this lesson in your heart?

Sorry for the long comment, author-nim, had to vent this out. A really good job though, its beautiful :)
ryeonggu09
#7
Chapter 32: I think I already read this story (in different writing style) (I guess you had already edited it) and still.. I got the same feeling as this is the first time I read this. so heartbreaking and beautiful fics ♡ suju oppa, please love our ryeobaby more :') keep writing author -nim ~ :)*
IcePrinceRay #8
Chapter 32: Am I to be considered mad if I say that I laughed at even the most tear jerking moments? I guess so XD Heck...I don't know why but even laughed at the part where 'Donghae was pushing the button like...' I don't remember what were the next words but buuuh I just started laughing! Seriously, something is wrong with that pink mushy thing inside my skull XD
I loved this fic! I love all of your fics! You are just like MiniMcGiggles (an authoress I love on FF.net...her fics are swoon worthy~!) of asianfanfics! Good luck for your on-going and future fics!
See ya~!