The walk
Come Back Dear Ryeowook!Ryeowook could not remember how long he had been walking. He only remembered that he had been walking nonstop heading towards GOD knows where. He felt like he had no sense of direction. He was simply a walker trying to find a way out. Out from the pain and frustrations he was feeling as in now.
Sometimes along the way, Ryeowook could not help but wonder that maybe what happened between him and the members were not real. That he had just been dreaming. That he could strongly believe that they never spoke those words to him. EVER.
He stopped walking. His legs felt weak as he fell to the ground sobbing and crying his heart out.
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BACK AT THE DORM
'First of all I would like to apologise to every single one of you for being such a worried-freak. I'm sorry that I took the time to care for all of you and to worry about your well beings. I'm sorry I'm such an annoyance and a burden. I'm sorry that I irritated you guys with my worries. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I'm sorry. I will stop caring and I will stop worrying. Heck, I will stop being the Ryeowook who worries a lot. I will stop. Again, I'm sorry for everything.
'Even though you hated what I did and you hated my attitude I just want you to at least know that I did all of that because I care. I care for every single one of you. You are my everything and I love you guys so much. Its because I care this much I that have become such an annoyance. Its because I care this much I am now a burden to all of you. Its because I care and you should at least know that.'
Those words continues to hunt them. Messing with their thoughts. The very words that came from Ryeowook's heart. Ryeowook, their eternal maknae. The one they hurt. The one they got upset with.
They thought of how Ryeowook looked at them. His eyes filled with pain and disappointment. They thought of how Ryeowook's tears began falling and They thought of how he was shaking and breathing hardly. They thought of how he walked right at the door and left the dorm. They thought of all that. AND They thought of how they weren't able to move themselves and stop Ryeowook from leaving. They were just too stunned and surprised by the very words that came out from Ryeowook's lips. The very words that had finally made them realized how stupid they were. The very words that somehow managed to snapped them back to reality.
'WHAT HAVE WE DONE ?' Donghae broke their silence. 'OH GOD! WHAT HAVE WE DONE ??!'
He was now on the floor. His head knelt down to his knees. Crying.
'We hurt him. WE, HURT HIM!'
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