Worrying is such a hassle
Come Back Dear Ryeowook!'Care? I don't even know what that is and I believe that he is not of my concern. Well, this is boring....I'm going. I'll be back in 15 minutes.' Ryeowook said.
Everyone was stunned. Stunned at the very thing Ryeowook had spoken. They could not believe that this was Ryeowook. Their Ryeowook. Of all people it was Ryeowook who was saying that he didn't care and that it wasn't his concerns. And it was Ryeowook who didn't even take a second look at Donghae and just walk out of the room heartlessly. It was him. It was Ryeowook. Their Ryeowook.
They were stupid to think that Ryeowook has forgiven them by the way he acted that morning when he came back. They thought that because it was Ryeowook, THE BIG HEARTED Ryeowook they knew, things can go back to normal. AND that everything was okay.
Well apparently they were wrong. It's not okay. It never was. And they have no idea how it was going to be okay again. Ryeowook was clearly hurt by their words. NO. EVEN MORE. He was broken, crushed and disappointed.
What hurt them the most is not the fact that Ryeowook stop caring about them. It is the fact that Ryeowook act like nothing happened and talk to them. YES. HE TALK TO THEM. He even smiles at them. What hurt the most is that, even though he is talking and smilling to them it felt empty. It felt cold. And it felt emotionless. AND it cut deep into their hearts. The way he look at them is like he is somebody different. They barely even regconised him anymore. He had change. They knew it. And it was all their fault.
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15 minutes have passed and it was time for the interview. Ryeowook walked back into the room. His eyes showing no emotions but he was smilling and bowing to the PD.
He took his seat next to Yesung and when everything was ready the interview began.
They were answering questions with a lot of effort not wanting to make it boring and uninteresting. Leeteuk and Eunhyuk were making a lot of jokes to brighten the interview. They were smilling and laughing and everyone was having fun.
Then it was Ryeowook's turn.
'Ryeowook-sshi..' The MC lady began.
'Yes.' Ryeowook answered simply.
'If you were to pick a favorite member amongst well your members, who would it be?'
'That's easy. It would be me Kim Ryeowook.' Ryeowook answered surprising everyone. The members shook their heads.
'Ouh wow...okay...um...why is that?' The MC lady continued trying to shake her surprised moment away.
'Simple. I don't have to worry about everyone other than myself. Worrying is such a hassle. Don't you think so Leeteuk-sshi?' Ryeowook replied looking at Leeteuk smiling.
Surprised, Leeteuk tried to regain his composure. 'Um...that's right. I think what Ryeowook-sshi means is that he doesn't want to worry a lot because worrying makes you old' He tried to create a reason for Ryeowook's bizzare answer.
'Ah I see of course!' The MC Lady said. 'You are very funny Ryeowook-sshi!'
'I supposed' Ryeowook said half-heartedly.
After that, the interview went back to normal and it seems that the MC Lady avoid asking Ryeowook because his answer is always unexpected and she wanted to avoid that awkward atmosphere.
And before they knew it the interview was over and they were getting ready to go back.
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