(Nana)

“You look so beautiful Nana and I am very proud of you” my father said.

“Thanks dad”

The song started to play and we started walking. I saw (Jaejoong) in front and he looked in my eyes without looking away.  

My father handed me in the arms of (Jaejoong).

“Please take care of my daughter” my father told him.

“I will” he said.

I took (Jaejoong)’s hand and we stood in front of the priest.

“Is anyone in here that opposed this wedding, speak know or stay silence forever” the priest said.

No one answered and the priest continued.

“(Jaejoong) do you accept Nana has your wife” the priest said.

“I do” he said.

“Nana do you accept (Jaejoong) had your husband” the priest said.

“I do”

“With the blessing of God, I declare you husband and wife” the priest said.

I turn around and face (Jaejoong).

“You may know kiss the bride” the priest said.

In that moment, when (Jaejoong) was going to kiss me someone interrupted our kiss.

“(Jaejoong) you can’t marry her!” a women said.

“Whitney” (Jaejoong) said in a low voice.

“(Jaejoong), why did you do this to me” the girl said and left crying.

“Whitney, please wait! You know I love you!” (Jaejoong) said and went running after her.

I stood there without moving. I heard people calling him but (Jaejoong) never turn around.

Did (Jaejoong) left me here alone? Did I heard right? He loves her?

I felt my eyes getting watering and I wanted in that moment to disappear.

“Nana” I heard my father.

“Everything is fine” I said turning to him with a smile.

I wanted to cry so badly.

“Please excuse me with everybody” I told my father.

I walked out of the church with everybody following me in the back. I went inside the car.

“Nana, where are you going” Kenwha said.

“I want to be alone” I told him and closed the door.

I saw Matt holding Kenwha.

I told the driver to drive.

I cover my face with my hands and started crying.

How could you do this to me!

How could you!

You love her!

I started to rip off my wedding dress and cried harder. I told the driver to take me to my house.

When I got there, I went running to my room and got change. I pack some of my clothes and took some money with me.

I put the wedding dress in my closet.

I told the driver to take me to the airport. I brought the first ticket that was departing and went inside.

I knew that this time (Jaejoong) was not going to be able to find me.

Like if he cares!

I had used a fake passport that I owned. Matt, Chris, Leo, and Alex had purchase this fake passport just in case of an emergency.

I don’t want to see you anymore, were my last words.