NYANNNNN !!

OMG I AM GETTING THE HANG OF UPDATING IN A PERIOD OF TWO OR THREE DAYS I THINK . . .

ANYWAY  I' M IN A DANCE GROUP RIGHT NOW AND IM SO HAPPY BUT KIND OF DISAPPOINTED SINCE PRACTICE IS LIKE ONLY ONE OR TWO HOURS :(

I WANNA CHOREOGRAPH ONE PIECE FOR THEM BUT I CAN'T SINCE I DON'T GO TO THEIR SCHOOL . .
 

YES I'M A NINTH GRADER THTS WHY AND I GO TO A DIFFERNENT SCHOOL THEN THE DANCE GROUP IM IN :(

ANYWAY ENJOY THE UPDATE :D

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 Hyoyeon's POV

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" Eunhyuk oppa ! "  I hollered boomingly . My yell echoed through the mall , turning some heads .

Eunhyuk rocking on his heels in front of a clothing store , turned his head towards me and grinned gladly .

I estatically ran into his waiting arms and giggled girl-ishly .

" Did you wait long ? " I asked to make sure that he didn't wait long .

" Nope I just got here too . " Eunhyuk said shaking his head , making his smooth looking hair .

He was wearing white skinny jeans with a red oversized t shirt . Simple but I like it .

I unconciously smiled at his simpleness .

" What are you smiling about ? "

" Oh nothing . Nothing at all . " I grabbed his hand and dragged him along with me .

" Oppa , where should we go  ? " I asked eagerly .

" Hmmm . . Let's go to the movie theater . There's one here in the mall you know ? "

" Really ? I never knew that . . . " I bit my lip . Eunhyuk chuckled and ruffled my hair .

" There's a certain movie I wanna see though . . . it's the remake of My Girlfriend is a Nine Tailed Fox . "

" Oh that ! I watched the drama but I never knew that there'll be a movie . " He scratched his head cluelessly .  I grinned and snatched his hand once again .

" Let's go now ~ " I whined stomping my feet .  Eunhyuk laughed then kissed me on the cheek .

I grinned bashfully while blushing .

He led me to a little mini theater and paid for the tickets .

We excitedly enterd the semi packed theater and took a seat close to the screen .

" Oh I forgot . You want some popcorn ? " He half stood then I placed a hand on his shoulder , pushing him down .

" No I'm not hungry .  I'm pretty full right now . " I said .

" But - "

" Shh ! " I shushed him as the lights dimmed and the movie started .

I watched with great interest . I love this drama / movie .

It's just so cute , romantic with a touch of heartbreak .

I sighed happily as Cha Daewoong's face appeared on the screen .

Oh my gosh ~

You have to admit No Minwoo is so HAWT !

Wow ~ Shin Minah is so pretty and natural !

I wish I was pretty as her .

I bet she gets a ll the guys if she was at a party !

I kept smiling deviously through the movie .

It was a little different from the drama .

My head started to hurt and . . .

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Memory

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" That tickles Taemin oppa ~ "

" Too bad ~ "

* KISS*

" How should I repay you ?"

" You owe me 5000 kisses "

" WHAT ~! "

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Back to Reality
 

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" Hyoyeon . . Hyoyeon ! " Someone whispered fiercely in my ear .

I realized that I was covering my face with my hands and I took my face out of my hands .

" Why are you crying ? "  Eunyuk asked worried . He put a hand on my hand .

" Crying ? " I touched my cheeks and they were wet with tears .

" We were watching the movie and suddenly you slumped in your seat . I tried calling you but you didn't answer  . Is there something wrong ? " Eunhyuk swung a gentle arm over my shoulders .

" I . . . " I didn't know what to say actually .

"  I just had a slight migrine . " I lied . Eunhyuk's eyes sparkled with concern .

" Are you okay ? "

" Yeah I'm fine . . . " I whispered faintly .  I diverted my attention back to the movie .

This scene was when Daewoong was hit by the truck . . . Why does this feel like I've cried watching this scene ?

My lips started to tingle . . . like a little girl having her first kiss .

My fingers lingered above my lips .

Why is it like this . . . ?

I glanced at Eunhyuk . I somehow felt disappointed that I saw him instead of . . . . someone ?

My eyebrows bunched up .

This doesn't feel right anymore . It feels WRONG .

" What . . . ? " I mumbled confused .

" Hyoyeon ? " I felt Eunhyuk's hand crawl up my shoulder .

I slapped his hand away and ran out the movie theater .

Tears ran down my cheeks and I felt like I couldn't stop running .

I just couldn't stop . . .

" Hyoyeon ! " Eunhyuk's voice rang in my ear but I knew he was farther behind me .

I don't wanna see him right now !

I ran all the way to my motorcycle and strapped my helmet on then drove off rapidly .

" HYOYEON ! " Eunhyuk screeched as I sped away .

No no no no no this isn't right ! How come I feel so uncomfortable ?

I skidded to a stop in an alley of a neighborhood .

I took my helmet off and fell against the wall , panting and sobbing silently .

I clutched my helmet tightly . I threw it aside frustrated at why am I so disoriented right now .

Hot tears ran down my soaked up cheek .

What the heck ??

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Memories

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" Jealous ? I know you are . "

" I'm not jealous . "

" Oh it's Hyoyeon , a FRIEND from school . "

" It's happening again . First , I get a crush . Second , my crush and I hang out but then someone always has to take my crush away . Thirdly , I'm always the one that is lonely . I gritted my teeth and clench my fists . Taemin has Minji . Eunhyuk has Taeyeon . . . "

" You and her are dating ? The whole school knows about it Taemin . I do . So it's useless to introduce her to me now . If you have nothing else to say then I'm going to sleep now . . . "

" Damn he got the new girl already ? He's good . "

" Hyoyeon , Taemin you guys can act lovey dovey outiside of class but not during class okay ? "

" So are you cozy with Taemin ? "

" I warned you didn't I ? I told you but you didn't listen . He's mine now . See ? "

" Taemin oppa , tell her . Tell her how much you love me . "

" I don't love you . . . . "

" It's your fault Hyoyeon . You just lose what you once had .  "

" Being your girlfriend and how lucky I am . . . "

" I'll make you forget about it . . . . at home . " 

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Back to reality

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TAEMIN ?

TAEMINTAEMINTAEMINTAEMIN !!??

Why am I hearing this name everywhere ??!!

I ran a swift hand through my ruffled hair .

I stared across the alley at the brickwall through half lidded eyes .

I stopped crying but the memories I just got were still fresh in my head .

Why ?!

I sat limply against the cement wall .

Then ,  I let my eyes wander around my surroundings .

My eyes ended up gazing at this apartment with a balcony that was upstairs .

With instinct , I got up and slowly strided towards the building .

My feet drove me towards the stairs and up the stairs .

I reached the top and I gently placed my hand on the cold doorknob .

I twisted it hestitantly and pushed it open .

A cloud of dust flew around me but I waved a hand in front of my face so the dust would go away .

I took step by step to get in . My eyes soaking in the empty , lonely room .

I stopped in the middle of the room and I turn around in a circle as if I was observing Tinker Bell's house .

I stared at the glass doors leading to the balcony .

Suddenly , I felt like I was being taken back to the past .

A wind blew through the apartment , so hard it made me cover my head with my arms and shut my eyes .

 The wind stopped and I opened my eyes and uncovered my head .

There was now furniture . A bed against the wall on my right side , a small drawer on my left , a refridgerator in the kitchen and everything was clean and neat .

There was a girl sitting on the bed .

Her hair was dyed dirty blonde .

She looked up .

She was me . . .

I gasped silently .

Ah yes I remember when I had dirty blonde hair .

But what is this . . . ?

She looked like she was crying and had stopped .

She hugged her knees .

Then I heard a clatter in the kitchen .

I divered my eyes to the owner of the clattering .

I observed closely as the boy went over to ' me ' and comforted her .

" Taemin Oppa . . . " She whispered and mumbled at the same time .

Taemin ?

Again ?

Taemin looks a little different here though .

Here he looks a little shorter than now .

He's wearing more humble clothes and his face is kind and not arrogant .

Wait , why is he here ?

I studied them carefully .

Taemin and ' I ' look like a couple . . .

Maybe we were a couple !
 
This explains many things !

It explains why his name keeps popping up in my head , why I didn't want to be Eunhyuk's girlfriend anymore ,and  why his eyes were so familiar . . .

My head snapped up as the scene began to change in front of me .

Everything was spinning except me .

Colors spun everywhere .

Until it stopped on one specific scene .

It was me and Taemin again . But this time we were at a cafe called The  Little Bunny .

I was standing in front of the cafe at the entrance .

I walked in a little closer and stopped in front of our table .

' I ' was writting on this heartshaped paper while Taemin was trying to peek at it .

They called the waiter over and the waiter gave them two strings .

They hung the two heartshaped papers on top of this heart covered plant .

Taemin and ' I 'left . 

I took a look at the papers that we hung on top  of the plant .

I lightly held one of them between my fingers .

I read it :

" Taemin oppa . Thank you for taking care of me . Even when we were strangers you cared for me . I'm very thankful for the day we meant on that rainy day where you found me crying in the park . At first , I thought you were a serial killer or ert . I didn't think I would ever see you again after that day but then you showed up as the new student at SaeJin High School . I was so suprised . KeKe ~ And now I'm here deeply in love with you . I admit I liked Eunhyuk but not anymore . I love you . You always know how to make me laugh and entertain me . Taemin oppa, you haved helped me through so many things . From my parents to my parents' debt . I don't know how to explain how I feel for you . You've been so supportive of me and my losing weight problem . Now that I have lost the weight I want to lose , I can be more confident with myself . Aiggoooo ~ Thank you so much

   Oh my god . . .