Hey everybody !!
HOORAY I UPDATED !
LOL
It's been really boring at school
Gahhhh . . at school there's like 3 big known dance groups
I'm in the dance group that gets booed at .
It's not that I but it's the people who can't dance with power . I really wish I can be the leader of the group but unfortnately I'm not .
Here's the chapter ~

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Hyoyeon 's POV

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" Oooouahhhhh . . . " I yawned going into my apartment . I'm so exhausted after a day of . . . craziness . I set my bag down on my messed up bed and took a shower .

After ten minutes of a relaxing shower , I come out wearing a white tank top and some old blue shorts . They weren't that short if you were jumping to conclusions . I don't know why but ever since I've started dancing , I want to wear more 'free' clothes . 'Free' clothes meaning that it's more revealing than what I'm use to . Like for example : I've never worn shorts before until now ! I think I have somewhat changed .

I got a boyfriend now , I'm a dancer , I have a more appealing body and I got skinny ! Change is GOOD !

I grinned as I went to the refridgerator and drank some milk . I wiped my mouth and placed the milk carton back into its place .

I heard some shuffling in the bedroom . I cocked my head in curiousity . I ruffled my wet hair and went to check it out .

I peeked around my bedroom . There was nothing there . Hmm strange . I turned around .

" Hey Hyoyeon . " I jumped holding my chest .

" Oh my god ! Eunhyuk ! How'd you get in here ? " I half yelled . Eunhyuk was sitting relaxingly on my bed . I stared at him with astonishment . He didn't answer my question .

" Um Eunhyuk ? " I went over to him . He had a dead serious expression . My face scrunched up with confusion .

" Are you and Taemin really dating ? " Eunhyuk asked getting up and facing me .

" Yes . Why ? "

" Tell me the real truth . " Eunhyuk said through gritted teeth .

" Ha ? " I dumbly questioned .

" Are you being forced into this relationship ? Your relationship with Taemin doesn't seem real to me . Explain to me . "

" Yes .Our relationship is real . Why are you asking about this ? " My eyebrows furrowed . Eunhyuk sighed through his nose and glared at me . I cringed .

" I know you don't like Taemin . You just like him because he's nice to you and takes care of you . That's nothing compared to what I can do to make you happy . " Eunhyuk stared into my disoriented eyes . My breath hitched .

" What do you mean ? " I whispered quietly . Eunhyuk took slow steps towards me , his eyes never leaving mine .

His hand slowly made its way up to my jaw , tracing it gently . I got lost into Eunhyuk's familiar black eyes .

He leaned in and I snapped out of it . I pushed myself away from him .

" Don't even think of doing what you were about to do . Eunhyuk , I have a boyfriend already . Plus I thought you didn't like me . Remember ? " I said regarding his 'funny' prank at his last birthday party . His eyes flickered with regret and apologetically .

" Look , that was a mistake . I'm sorry . Didn't you say that you would forgive me ? "

" Yes . . . " I mumbled crossing my arms stubbornly . Eunhyuk raised an eyebrow , obviously waiting for an answer .

" Okay then . I forgive you . However , I don't like you anymore . That prank was such a good wake up call for me . Now I don't like you . Aren't you relieved somehow ? " I said sitting on the bed and crossing my legs in a diva - ish way .

" No , I realized something as time passed Hyoyeon . " Eunhyuk clentched his fist .

" What is it ? "

" I like you . " He whispered . I looked down at my thighs and sighed silently .

" Have you ever thought that you like me for my looks and not for my personallity ? " I spat and glared . Eunhyuk snatched my hand and yanked me up from my bed . Shock ran through my veins . I tried to pull back but it didn't work . He only pulled me closer and closer . . .

" Stop - " Then I felt lips on mine . Different from Taemin's lips .

I froze . This is WRONG WRONG WRONG !!

I pushed him away violently . My eyes started to sting with tears .

" I'm sorry Eunhyuk . I can't like you anymore . " I felt completely vunerable . My mind is fried on what to do . His hand trailed up my body and to my tear stained face . I avoided his eyes .

Eunhyuk got closer again . I turned my face away . He quickly grabbed my face and forced me to look at him . Suddenly , his lips crashed onto mine . I tried to push him away with all my might but it was no use . He just kept molding his mouth with mine . His kissing was different from Taemin's . Eunhyuk's was more agressive while Taemin was gentle .

" Eunhyuk stop . " I demanded weakly as I turned my face away . Eunhyuk started kissing up my neck . My voice trembled .

" Stop . " His hands were wrapped around my waist , holding my body up against his .

" Eunhyuk . " This time , I really put all my strength in pushing him . Eunhyuk stumbled backwards with an unfathomable expression . I sniffled .

" Get out . Now . " I forced him out of the door before he could say anything else .

I slammed the door behind me and locked it . How is Taemin going to react when he finds out about this ? I finally let it all out . I cried and cried about my confused feelings . Tears just kept falling non stop . Each time ,I'd wiped them away , new ones were formed immediately .

" Hyoyeon ? " Eunhyuk's muffled voice was heard behind the door . I didn't answer him .

" I'm sorry for doing that . I really like you now . I am sorry for that stupid prank I pulled on you . If I could take that back , I would . Open the door please . " He begged . I kept silent .

" Hyoyeon . C'mon . Please open the door so we can talk about this . " I was tempted but didn't do anything . I let out a ragged breath and let him in .

" There . I let you in . "

" I do like Hyoyeon . I know it's true . " Eunhyuk placed his hands on my shoulders and gazed right into my eyes .

" How did you know if it's not my body that you like more ? " I asked glaring , feeling a familiar anger bursting inside me . I crossed my arms .

" . . . "

" You don't have a answer for that , do you ? " I shook my head disappointedly .

" I'll prove it to you . " He stated confidently .

" Then prove it . " I was sure he coudln't .

" I have this picture that I have been keeping since we were kids . " He took his wallet out and pulled a small frame picture . He passed it to me . I looked at it curiously .

It was a picture taken when Eunhyuk and I were in elementary school . We were hugging , holding up peace signs and smiling like crazy . This picture brings back old memories when things were easy and simple . I smiled sadly .

" Hehe I remember this day . It was the first day of fourth grade . You were so shy and everything . " I giggled shortly . Eunhyuk passed me another one , slightly smiling also . I didn't take my eyes off the new one .

It was a snapshot of me in 8th grade , when I was gaining weight . In the picture , I was standing alone in the hallway . I was leaning against the wall with a sad expression . So that's what my old body looked like from another person's point of view . Looking at my old body made me scared of gaining weight again . I gave it back to him .

" This is the one I like the best . " Eunhyuk gave me another one . I gasped .

The picture presented me in class , sleeping on my desk . My expression was defnitely lazy and drowsy . My head was rested on the desk and was sleeping . The weird thing is that I was smiling in my sleep .

" I took pictures of you almost everytime I saw you . I couldn't hang out with you because society wouldn't allow it . Donghae , Kangin , Taeyeon and others wouldn't let me even see you . They thought that you were 'unfit' to be in the cool crowd . I didn't think that they would go to the extreme to keep me away from you . I'm sorry . "

" Did they really do that ? "

" Yeah . Later on , freshman year , I met Taeyeon and I thought that if I date her then it'll get my mind off you . But it worked the first few months , then it started to get tiring , pretending to like someone . I finally broke it off with Taeyeon . " Eunhyuk in a long breath then let it out .

" You really broke it off with her ? " I asked shocked that he would break it off with her .

" Yes . " I couldn't think with all of this new information coming into my brain .

" I don't know what to say . " My mouth kept opening and closing without any words coming out .

" So what do you say ? Dump Taemin for me . " Eunhyuk intertwined out hands together . We were standing really close to each other . I could feel his breath on my face .

" I can't . " I stared at our hands . His hand is warm like a cookie fresh out of the oven . I can't do it .

" I'm sorry Eunhyuk but I can't . " My throat started to swell up . Eunhyuk didn't say anything but lean in more .

He placed a soft , gentle kiss on my frozen lips .

" Think about it . " Then he left . I was glued to the floor and couldn't move or speak .

What do I do ?