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Our Secret

 

The next day my mind and body refused to go to work. I just lied on my bed until noon and only got up because I needed to use the restroom. Taking the opportunity I washed myself and dragged my lazy body downstairs only to plop on the couch to ly down again.
Suddenly I heard the doorbell being set off and my numb body seemed to freeze in place. Suspecting it to be Luhan I just continued to ly on the couch while listening to the ringing which refused to stop. When I heard a persons voice I knew that my suspicion didn't let me down.

"Hyori I know that you are there. Please open up. I want to talk to you."

Even thought my heart told me to open the door this time my mind won over and I stayed rooted to the couch. I kept my defence up for who knows how long even though my heart was tearing me apart. Suddenly Luhan stopped attempting to get through me and I assumed he must have given up.
Carefully I walked to the front door before halting in front of it.

"Hyori I know that you are standing behind this door. Just please let me in."

I froze upon hearing Luhan's voice being filled with sadness and despair. Placing my hand on the door I somehow knew that right now I was touching his back which was leaning against the door. When I heard small sobbing I felt like my heart was ripped out of the rip cage and it took me all of my strength to prevent my hand which seemed to have developed its own will, from ripping open the door and pull Luhan in a hug. Clenching my hands into tight fist I let my tears fall freely.

"Choose... I can't put up with this anymore. You need to choose Luhan. It's either me or Yuri."

With that I sank to my knees and if I didn't cover my mouth I was sure the neighborhood could have heard my sorrowful cries.

 



I'm sorry Luhan.

However I'm not strong enough to stay by your side anymore...

 

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yeobeo
#1
Chapter 23: I actually have mixed emotions for this story. I was actually pretty affected because of their situation because I'm from a broken family, and as I was reading, I'll be honest and say that I was really hoping they wouldn't be together at the end. I know it would have probably what other's wanted, but coming from a person who had to experience what Eunji might have gone through, if they did end up together, I was happy with what happened. ^^
Sparkling_Genie
#2
Chapter 23: Dont mind the hate comments. I like it that there are some stories here that has a grasp of reality. Nothing in reality will have a happy fairytale ending.
But Yuri is magnimous too, she forgive Hyorin. And laid down her pride to save her family.
At least Hyorin got her closure with Luhan. :)
Thank you for writing this!
Banging_bangtan #3
Chapter 23: Excuse me but who called you jerk????? Authornim has mindset of reality that relationship didn't last long forever.... Because at the very beggining it was wrong so wrong,,,,,, and there was a happy ending indeed because she's free and happy because she found a right man who loves her complety no more no less.
Kahanbo123 #4
Chapter 23: Eeeeeehh?!?!
Kahanbo123 #5
Chapter 18: Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? WHY?!?!!! I'm tearing author-nim! Wae?
bunny5760 #6
Chapter 23: THIS IS A HORRIBLE STORY YOU.ARE.SO.MEAN. I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ISNT THERE A HAPPY ENDING FOR HER AND LUHAN YOU ARE SO HEARTLESS I WAS WAITING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE STORY FOR IT YOU JERK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Farralisa
#7
Chapter 23: ouhhhhhhhhhh okayyyyyyy, i get it now. Hmmm at least she got the eyeliner hottie. Huhuhuhuh ^^ But but... Luhan... i wish Yuri would get sick or something then Hyori would get Luhan. Muahahaha i'm so evil. But since she's happy with Baekhyun then I don't mind. Hehehe, anyway its a great story. hahaha. made me all pumped up. XD
Farralisa
#8
Chapter 22: What?! It's over? Noooo! Luhan! Take her back dangit. I wanna punch him again. -.-' Hyori, how can you just let go your freakin luhan that you loved from i-don't-know-how-long-but-i-know-it's-a-long-time. Be selfish and fight for him, aiyo making me frustrated.
Farralisa
#9
Chapter 21: What?!! Nooooooo, dang Hyori just be selfish and make eunji your child! Aiyaaa
Farralisa
#10
Chapter 9: Okay... I take back about punching Luhan... glad he finally realized his feelings, god, the suspense. Huhuhu