Evening is the part of a day when it is time for the darkness to take over the lively daylight and overlaps the city in eerie colours. When evening turns to night most people would search for their sanctuary called 'home'. The majority hated the night as its associated with danger and neither do I drift from the plurality.

If you would ask me if I liked the night I would reply with 'I hate it.'. However my reason for hating it would differ from the others. While other hate it for its creepy silence and darkness, I hated it because I had time to myself.

Why would a person hate such an enrichment? Free time means no work and just relax. However to me time to oneself would mean 'thinking'. I hated to be alone and let myself be exposed to the unwanted thoughts that would haunt me merciless.

I was lying on my comfortable bed that was situated so that I could see the sight outside of my window. Even the secureness of my bed couldn't protect me from the thoughts that were occupying my mind. I wanted them to disappear so I would be able to enjoy my rest. However I knew how tenacious they were and just surrendered.

Every night I would be plagued by the same questions. I always asked myself what would have happened if I actually pulled myself together and confessed my feelings to Luhan. Would he have accepted me? Would I then be the woman who could call herself his wife? Would his endearing child be mine and his?

I hated the regret I felt everytime I thought about it. I regretted it so much. Regretting not telling him my feelings. Regretting not trying hard enough to catch his attention.

I hated the pain I was feeling everyday. I was sick of having to endure all of this without beeing able to break free from it. My mother always told me to live my life without any regrets and I was sure she would be disappointed in me if she saw me already having regrets. If she was still alive she would persuade me to go and fix my regret.

However what could I do. It was too late already. Luhan was a married man and the father of a loving child.

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