Thirty-Nine

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Taeyeon finally gave in and captured her lips. She couldn't handle the look in Jessica's eyes any longer and everything just felt right. 


Feeling Taeyeon's lips move again, Jessica knows Taeyeon is waiting for her to kiss back and she wanted to, she really does. Hell, she's been hoping for this moment for months but Tiffany occupied her mind. She couldn't close her eyes and return the kiss because of guilt so when Taeyeon pulled away, Jessica quickly gets her off on top of her and brushed her hair using her fingers as she sit back up. She breathed for a while, thinking how it lead to that but she knows she can't stay any longer. 


"I-I need to go." she nervously uttered before she gets off the bed and started to gather her belongings. Jessica could feel her chest getting heavy again. This happens when she's feeling too much emotions all at once. 


Taeyeon started to worry seeing Jessica in this state. Maybe she caused her too much shock. "Sica..." she softly called out her name as she watch her pack her belongings. When Jessica rushed to get to the door, she rose up from the bed and called her once more. "Sica, wait!" but Jessica didn't look back and closed the door on her. 


Jessica stood frozen outside, putting a hand on her chest. She could feel herself about to cry anytime soon. Taeyeon can finally see her, she's finally returning her feelings. 

 

But why now? Why now when everything is already so complicated? Jessica thought. 

 

Before she could even shed tears, Jessica walked away and headed to the bus stop. Meanwhile, Taeyeon sat herself on the bed thinking about what she has done. And no, she doesn't regret kissing Jessica, but rather think about how stupid she was whole time for not seeing Jessica that way before. Now she's ed up and she knows it. 


Her phone suddenly rang, stopping her from overthinking. Tiffany. She read the caller's name on her phone. Taeyeon let it ring for a few times before she finally answered. She didn't want to pick up the call but she knew she had to. 

 

"Tae? Class just ended and I'm planning to buy milk tea. Do you want one?" 

"No." she simply responded. 

"Anything you want specifically?" 

"Nothing, Fany-ah. I'm full, thank you." 

"Okay. Well, I'll see you later, okay?" 

 

And just like that, the call ended. Talk about Tiffany's perfect timing when all she can think about right now is Jessica. 

 

How would I tell Tiffany about this? That I'm mistaken all along?

 

Taeyeon hissed and took a handful of her hair, stressing about what she should do. She was in love with Tiffany for so many years but now that she has a chance to finally be with her, she had to feel this way. She had to suddenly figure out she was in love with the wrong person all along. Apparently, one kiss is all it takes.


"Should I tell her now?" she asked herself but then slap herself afterwards thinking about how horrible it would turn out if she does now. "No, you , it's her birthday tomorrow. You can't break her heart at a time like this." Taeyeon tightly shut her eyes and let out a sigh once more. "Stupid." she told herself. "You're so stupid!" 


She became mad at herself. How did things turn out this way? How did everything happen so quickly? 


As she think of these questions, she stood up and change her clothes to go into their apartment. After all, she has to meet with Tiffany. 

 

After her birthday, I'll tell her the truth.

 

Taeyeon arrived perfectly on time with Tiffany opening the door for her as always. "Hi, baby." the redhead pecked her lips and she could only force a small smile. "What did you do the whole day?" Tiffany asks as she take a sip of her milk tea. 


"Nothing much." Taeyeon plainly responded then the sight of Jessica's dreamy eyes all the way down her rosy pink lips right before she kissed her suddenly flashes in her mind. She gulped nervously thinking about it and this didn't go unnoticed by Tiffany whose eyes never left Taeyeon. 


"Are you okay? You seem a bit off." 


"I just...I didn't get much sleep last night." Taeyeon couldn't think of any other reason to say so she gently pulled Tiffany for a hug instead to refrain the redhead from observing her obviously bothered expression. Tiffany smiled thinking Taeyeon might be planning something very special for her to be this nervous. She didn't question her no more. 


"I'm excited for tomorrow." Tiffany bit her lip out of excitement while Taeyeon could only stay quiet. "Aren't you?" 


"I am, too. It's going to be a very special date." Taeyeon says but she actually didn't mean the words. She just didn't want to make Tiffany feel bad right now and suspect her. The tone in her voice says it all. She doesn't sound excited nor happy and she couldn't lie about it. But she has to pretend at the very least. 


Her eyes then landed on Jessica's door, hoping for it to open and see her again. Taeyeon knows she has to talk about what happened with Jessica. It's not something they could just ignore and forget especially Taeyeon feels she's not the only one feeling this way. 


At 9 A.M. the following day, Taeyeon claimed to have attended class when in fact, she's in her dorm with Yuri, picking up the groceries she bought yesterday with Jessica. As expected, Yuri was able to free her schedule today because she's really the only one who can help her since Jessica had classes to attend to. 


"Was that all?" Yuri asked, standing in front of her car trunk. 


"Yeah, let's go." they closed the lid and gets inside the car. 


"What time will she be back?" Yuri asked, re

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jungcactus #1
Chapter 43: OMG just got the time to catch up and we got a book 2!!!! I honestly expecting it. I know it is either a book 2 or this fic will be until at least chapter 80(not that i am complaining) bec of the phasing of the story OR a rushed ending. I'm happy you didn't give up on their character development. Hopefully, it will go on the Book 2.

Back to the story, it pains me that taengsic needs time and space off each other but it actually what the needed bec of their complicated situation. They need to figure out themselves first. I feel for Tiffany tho. She may not love Taeyeon as much Jessica does but she felt betrayed by her 2 bestfriends. They may explained to her the side of the story but healing will take time.

I bet Taengsic will start on their relationship once they made sure Tiffany is fully healed on what happened. Why do i feel like there will be a lot of hesitation between the two of them. I have a lot of speculations for Book 2 and i just need to wait for the chapters to be published. See you in Book 2!
kangsam
#2
Chapter 42: Poor Tiffany, she ended up being "the other woman" even in her own non-relationship. I feel so bad for everyone here. :c
Blue248
#3
Chapter 43: Yessss book 2
katarinayuu #4
Hmmm👀
UndefinedCharacter
#5
Chapter 43: Book 2?! 👀
This chapter is so painful...
I like the way this ended though, with Yuri being by Taeyeon's side, despite liking the same girl. 🥹

I read somewhere that people choose to feel angry than lonely, because feeling lonely felt worse and more painful... I think I get how Tiffany is feeling. Maybe she felt betrayed, that feeling ... Especially when you cherish those people very much...
Even though they did explain their side, acceptance of what happened is not that easy...😥

It's sad that Jessica felt that she wouldn't be at peace if she pursue a relationship with Taeyeon because she knows that special people in her life would be hurt.😞

I feel bad for Taeyeon, though. Owning up to her mistakes, making up her mind and trying to fix things, still nothing did work for her. Maybe distance and time away is really needed.... 😢

I knew it! YulTae will be the endgame! 😁✌️
I'm really glad atleast Taeyeon has Yuri beside her! It would really be devastating to go all through this alone...

The lyrics of Night and Day by Park Eunbin suits Taeyeon's situation now... waiting for Her... 🥲
CoolTY18
#6
Chapter 43: I don't get why Tiffany is being so harsh and hard on Jessica....
It's not Jessica's fault she has been a good friend all along, she is even help Taeyeon get with Tiffany...
And Taeyeon... she is really stupid lol couldn't she she be more aware after breaking up with Tiffany?

Anyway Thank you for the first book looking forward to the push and pull in the second one
IcePrinceTabbie
#7
Chapter 43: The nerved to blame everything to Taeyeon.. Ina talaga nento ni Tipani e.. Kung di ka sana mapilit e di sana walang book 2.. char lang hahahahaha
Pero the best talaga si Yul, MVP! Buddy buddy sila ni Taengoo sa huli. Sila na lang kaya???😂 JOKE LANG!
IcePrinceTabbie
#8
Chapter 42: A walking green flag, Kwon Yuri.. Give this lady someone she truly deserved pls.. Not Jessica tho.. sasapakin kita!😂
IcePrinceTabbie
#9
Chapter 41: Alam mo ikaw...
Melaleucarose #10
Chapter 43: Honestly i didn't expect that it will end like this and we get 2nd book but i really enjoy this story and can't wait for the book 2. I hope taengsic ended up together and Tiffany regret everything she did to Jessica and realise that Jessica is also a victim of that complicated relationship.