Short update but will update again tomorrow :) 

I just wanna say y'all went feral over the previous chapter. I received more than comments in that chapter alone😭 I'm sorry I had to hurt Sica hehe

My chest is slowly starting to feel heavy so I immediately went inside my room. It's funny how we can go from dying of laughter to dying inside in a split of second. I put a hand on my chest just like I usually do when I don't feel good to calm myself but when I sat on my bed, a tear slowly starts to fall on my cheek. I can't say anything for it keeps repeating inside my head. 

Why are you so clueless, Kim Taeyeon? I told you not to be stupid again. 

I gripped my shirt as I experience shortness of breath. This only happens when I feel intense emotions that my body reacts too. Not wanting to be seen by either one of them, I quickly packed some of my stuff and quietly left the apartment. I walked to the empty bus stop and and dialled Soojung's number. 

"Now what? You hung up the call on me a while ago!" 

"Can you pick me up? Meet me halfway." 

"Why? Suddenly?" 

"I'll wait for you." 

"Unnie, are you okay?" 

"Just hurry." 

I won't be able to tell Soojung about it today, I need to let things sink in. I wiped my tears and brought out my kit to apply a light makeup as I wait for the bus. No matter what, I gotta stay pretty. 

Once I'm finished, I looked at myself in the compact mirror. "Am I not pretty enough for her?" I released a sigh and shut it close before taking the bus ride. 

When Soojung picked me up, she remained silent the whole ride. The thing about her, she knows when to shut up. She knows when to put her jokes aside. I go to her when times get hard for me or when I choose not to tell Tiffany about my problems. 

I went straight to my room and shut the door locked once we arrive. Soojung knows I need space at times like this. I layed on my bed and think about what I've seen earlier. Letting myself feel the pain because it's the only thing I can do right now. 

AUTHOR's POV 

          When Taeyeon felt Tiffany's lips on hers, a lot of things gushed into her mind such as the why's and the how's but she chose to savor the moment by closing her eyes and kissing her back. It felt like eternity for her, how their lips were perfectly in sync and feeling