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Her"What are you doing here?" I asked. I couldn't care less about anything right now but seeing her like this, lessened my rage.
"What do you expect me to do? Stay there?" she sarcastically argued. She's got a point. Why didn't I think of that? "And who knows what stupidity you'll do if I let you go like that? You're full of rage right now."
"Can you blame me? Your friend wasn't thinking straight. I was trying to save her from that ." I said out of anger but controlled it so I wouldn't burst it out on her. I held her hand and walked again. "Let's go."
I can tell she was surprised by my action but lets me take her anyway. "Where are we going?"
"Away from them."
We ended up eating instant ramen and burgers by the han river park. This night didn't turn out well as I've suspected, but at least I'm not doing anything stupid like Jessica said. I was really mad a while ago but the peaceful surrounding and the food helped me calm down. I got a bottle of soju for myself as well.
"I'm sorry for what happened." Jessica suddenly spoke. "I think Tiffany got carried away by her emotions. Soon enough, she'll apologize to you."
I couldn't say anything because I also feel mad about Tiffany. And the fact that she knows what I feel for her and later used it against me to protect her boyfriend, it's unbelievable. It's not like her at all.
"I know you're mad, Taeyeon, but don't let it get to you." Jessica said as she take a sip of her drink. "You might regret the things you do out of anger. Been there, done that."
I was hesitant to open up at first but then again, she knows what I feel for Tiffany. And besides, who else would I talk to? "I can't believe she chose to believe that guy. I want to save her from him but she doesn't understand that."
"Well, maybe she doesn't want to be saved." those words were like an eye-opener for me. "And know that you're not responsible for that, Taeyeon. She made that decision."
"You always know what to say." I spoke to her calmly. "Have you ever been in love?"
She knitted her eyebrows, "What's with the sudden question?"
"Just curious. It's rare for a pretty girl like you to not have a boyfriend." I told her truthfully.
"Well...no, not really. I think it was just infatuation." she turned to me, "How do you know if it's love anyway? Does it make a difference?"
She was curious. Yeah, it's obvious she's never been in love. "Well, I'm pretty aware I'm in love with Tiffany." I let out an awkward laugh. "I do everything I can to make her happy."
Jessica shook her head then says, "That's just stupidity, midget. Giving your everything to someone sounds depressing. I would never do that."
"Yah, are you making fun of me?" I asked her. "When you love a person, it doesn't matter how much you give them. You do it because seeing the person you love happy, makes you happy too."
"But how can you call it love when she doesn't even
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