Hey, are you going to ICNA? Zayan asks me.

"No", I text back.

He responds, "I am going with my family and driving for a few hours but I would spend the whole day with you if you went."

That really touched me. Wow, he really wants to meet me! But I could not go to Baltimore, Maryland just to see him. My parents would not let me go out like that randomly.

I promise him, "During Spring Break, we can totally see each other!" .

I really wanted to meet him honestly but I was just so nervous and shy because of how into him I was. It was giving me anxiety.