Jeonghan was so happy with the presents he received from Soonyoung and Seokmin.

He is smiling going out of Chan's room and head to his room.

He really want to sleep already but he hasn't eaten yet so he needs to come down for the dinner.

He opened his door and saw Wonwoo coming out of his room too.

They had locked gaze but Wonwoo shy away. Jeonghan on the other hand was puzzled..

What happen to Wonwoo? He asled himself but naaa.. maybe he's just tired.

Wonwoo walk pass by him to the stairs. Not saying anyword.

It kinda hurt him though. Did he do something wrong?

He shrugged the thought off and head downstairs..

His feet land on the last step. But his feet suddenly wobble.

"Ahhh.."

He hissed. He felt his feet in a bit pain, so he just stay there and sid down waiting for his feet to be ok again.

"Hyung.. you ok?"

Jeonghan look at Mingyu..

He found Mingyu's haircut so manly that he didn't reply and stare at Mingyu for a while.

Mingyu came near him and bent down.. leveling his face with Jeonghan.

"Do I look fine?"

Mingyu asked grinning.
Jeonghan just pout at him..

As much as he want to compliment Mingyu, his feet is still killing him.

"Why? Does anything hurt?"

Mingyu asked concerned.

"Nothing.. it's just a little problem.."

"What?"

Jeonghan sighed.

"I brought new pair of shoes for my first day. Since it's new, it hurts my feet so much because of too much walking."

Mingyu sat down in front of him and frown worried.

"Do you need help walking? I can carry you if you want.."

Jeonghan disagree saying he still can walk. Besides, it's not that swollen anyway, so he just follow Mingyu when the younger stood up and offered a hand.

Jun who saw it has his eyes on their hand. Wonwoo just look away.

"Hey guys.."

Jeonghan greeted them.

But the two didn't talk.

Now Jeonghan knew something is not right. Earlier, it was Wonwoo. Now Jun also.

Mingyu on the other hand just grab some chair for him which he said thanks too..

They eat without Chan since the youngest already eat earlier.

Jeonghan just stay quiet. Observing the two male. They're obviously avoiding his eyes..

He hate it.

So he stop eating and sighed.

The three look at him. Juat like what he wanted..

"So what act are you in right now?"

Jeonghan asked seriously.

The three was baffled.

"Mingyu, you're not included."

The latter just shrugged innocently and resume eating while his hyungs is still quiet.

"Jun, Wonwoo.. you two is freaking me out. What is it that I do?"

Jeonghan said calmly. He still considered that he's the eldest.

The two look at each other and tucked their chins on their neck.

A gesture of shame.

Jeonghan was puzzled as well as Mingyu. But the latter seemed to grasp the reason.

He even grin so wide..

"Is it about Soonyoung and Jeonghan hyung's kiss?"

The two coughed.

Jeonghan on the other hand has his eyes widen and mouth agape.

Mingyu laughed at his surrounding.

He's loving all their embarrassed face.

"H-how did you-- No! wait that was an accident.."

Jeonghan explained..

"Yeah we know.. maybe we're just OActing.."

Jun said.

"Sorry hyung.. we're just you know.. j-jealous.."

Wonwoo said hiding his face more.

Jeonghan has his shook face.

"Seriously, there's nothing you need to be jealous about.. T-that was just an accident. We even laugh about it.."

Jeonghan said. The two just mumbled their sorry. So the dinner is quiet because of the awkward atmosphere.

They were all done when Wonwoo stood up and place a glass of warm milk in front of Jeonghan.

"Thanks.. I really need it.."

Jeonghan said finally smiling. Jun stay quiet. Watching them..

"Hyung.. does your feet still hurt?"

Mingyu ask with a very concerned tone. Jun has his questioning eyes.

"Why? What happened?"

He asked. Wonwoo did the same and Jeonghan explained it.

That was when Jun stood up and place some lukewarm water in a basin. They just watch him carefully, curious of what he'll do.

"I'll massage your feet.. "

Jun said. Jeonghan's shake his head disapproving but Jun is persistent. So the two help Jeonghan stand while Wonwoo bring the glass of milk with him as they walk to the sala.

The moment Jeonghan soak his feet on the water with scent. He moan in satisfaction..

It somehow made them feel uncomfortable. It's innocently seductive.

Jeonghan rest his head on the couch while Jun starts to press palms on his tired feet.

Jeonghan felt embarrassed at first.

But it felt so good. The massage felt so good.

"Wow.. hyung...you're an expert."
Mingyu said. "Can you do the same to me?"

The younger said grinning.

"Naaa.. It's a special service. You're not included."

Jun smirked at his younger brother.

"Why don't you call Chan instead. Let's watch movie.."

Wonwoo said as he stood up and bring Jeonghan's glass to the kitchen.

So did Mingyu. The two were left silent at the couch. Well, Jun is sitting at the floor while Jeonghan has his eyes closed..

"I think that's enough Junnie-yah.."

Jeonghan said slowly pulling his own feet from Jun's grasp.

"You sure?"

"Yeah.. Thank you.. Don't worry I'll massage you sometimes too.. "

Then they both giggled.

"It's nothing hyung.. "

Jun stood up and head to the kitchen Leaving Jeonghan alone in the sala.

He smiled when he felt no pain on his feet anymore. He's really thankful to the massage.

Soon, all of them crowd around Jeonghan where Chan sit beside hugging him.

The movie is humorous and somehow made them all relaxed.

The day was done with them sleeping on the sala pillowing each other.








 

"Hi."

A voice startled Jeonghan from his office. There is a guy standing at the door. He looks so familiar that even Jeonghan's jaw dropped.

"S-sehun?"

"Hey.. It's nice to see you here."

Sehun walks in completely inside wearing his best smile.

Jeonghan still has his mouth open. But realize that he looks like a fool so he closed it.

"Y-yeah.. T-take a sit."

Jeonghan felt tensed seeing Sehun again. He felt his hands trembled in
anxiousness. Facing the guy again sent him shivers.

"How are you Jeonghan?"

Sehun asked. Jeonghan smile awkwardly.

"Im fine.. 'bout you?"

"Im fine as well.. Waaah.. Look at you. You've changed.. A lot."

Sehun scrutinise him and it made him uncomfortable.

"Are you working here too?"

He asked to atleast lessen the awkwardness he is feeling while Sehun just sit down there smiling at him..

"Yup. I've been working here since I graduated. How about you?"

"Oh. Ahm.. I proceed on working in Japan then here since I miss my family."

Sehun has his questioning eyes.

"Your family? But they live far from here.. "

Jeonghan want to explain but he thinks it's not actually necessary.

"Uhm.. I-it's a long story.."

He simply answered. Sehun seemed to get that he don't want to talk about it at all.

"How are you now Jeonghan?"

He met gaze with the latter.

"Im f-fine.. living a happy life."

They stare at each other for a while.

Jeonghan felt anxious with the stare.

Until Sehun said something that made Jeonghan's heart frantic. It's not a feeling of excitement. It's actually a feeling of predicting what Sehun is going to say. With the look in his eyes and a smile.
 

"Sehun--

"Han.. I missed you.."

And Jeonghan was right.













 

The pretty male space out.

Sehun asked him for lunch because he want to talk about something and Jeonghan don't feel good about that something.

He fidget his fingers as he arranged the finished paperworks in his table.

He keeps on tapping his fingers on the table. Then he thought of something.

He fished his phone out and look for Wonwoo's number.

He heard it rang but no one answered. So he called Jun but the same. He didn't bother calling Mingyu because he is not available.

Seems like he has no choice anymore.

So he just buried his face at his palms and groan.

"What to do?"

He mumbled. Then he heard his phone rang. He even flinched in surprise that he almost drop it.

But once catched.. he answered it without looking at the caller.

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Hyung.. hi.."

"Who's this?"

"Oh! It's your hamster. Don't you have my number?"

Jeonghan look at his phone ans see thay it was Soonyong calling him. He smiled wide and speak again.

"Hey.. sorry I didn't see it. How are you Hoshi?"

He asked.

"Hyung. Don't call me by my stage name. I like it more if you call me by my original name."

He can imagine the hamster pouting on the other line. And he smiled wider.

"Ok. Soonyoung..hey.. What's with the call?"

"Hyung.. Im free today and Chan is not so I want to ask you for lunch. Is it ok?"

Jeonghan suddenly realized something.. Oh . Soonyoung is a blessing.

"SURE! I mean. No problem. It's totally fine."

Soonyoung laughed on the other line and felt more excited.

"I'll send you my workplace--

"No need. Chan already told me. See you there hyung."

"Yeah.. Bye. See you too."

Then the phone hung up.

Jeonghan think of an idea which he knew is a bit wrong. Because Soonyoung will play a big role on his escape from Sehun.
















 

"So how's your life been?"

 

Sehun asked as they wait for the food to come. Jeonghan just simply answer everything he finds easy to reply.

Aside from things he don't want to say. He wouldn't deny the truth.
 

Sehun look so handsome and manly. Jeonghan can even see his biceps fitting the arm edge of his polo.

His features still show his young but mature look.
 

Having a very petite and fit body.

He's still feel a bit bitterness seeing Sehun after all this time..
 

Jeonghan can't stop looking at his phone checking for Soonyoung's message or anyone who will distract them in the moment..
 

But no notification came.


 

"Jeonghan.. are you dating someone now?"

 

Sehun's question made his mind go wild.

What will he answer?
 

"Uhm.. why bother asking?"



 

Sehun just smile. The smile that used to give him butterflies in stomach before.


 

"Well.. First of all, I want to apologize. I knew you need someone to hold and lean on before but I was such a jerk and leave you instead."




 

Jeonghan has been avoiding the topic but now here it is.
 

"I-it's fine. We're still young back then--

 

"No. It's not because of teenage hormones that I pursue you. I really like you back then.."


 

Jeonghan bit his lip. This conversation is way to dangerous.

 

"Sehun.."


 

"After we broke up, I regret it. So much. I wish I didn't do it. I was about to ask you another chance again but my mom send me here so I lost the chance."
 

Jeonghan don't know what to say. He was curious about it after all. But his uneasiness never subside.
 

"You've been the keeper of our relationship, you're the kindest and the most caring boyfriend.."


 

Sehun stopped for a while because the waiter served some food on the table. When the guy is gone, he proceed on his words again.


 

"I was just wondering.. If ever possible.. I want to ask for another chance---





 

"Excuse me?"







 

Both of them look at the new comer.

Jeonghan almost jump in delight when he recognized the eyes. The ever chinky eyes. Even the man is wearing a mask, he can say that it is Soonyoung.


 

"Soons.."



 

Jeonghan called and Sehun was baffled. Thinking about who the man is.


 

"Do you know him?"

 

Sehun asked Jeonghan. Meanwhile Soonyoung bow and wear his mask off showing his whole face.

Sehun's eyes widen.

 

"Wait. Hoshi?"


 

Of course. He know Hoshi. He's an idol.

 

Hoshi bowed and smiled. Jeonghan pulled the hamster closer as ever that startled the latter but later on ease on it.


 

"Hi.. Im Hoshi.. you can call me Soonyoung as well."


 

Sehun shift gazes between Jeonghan and the latter. Unbelieving.

 

"Sehun.. Meet my boyfriend. Soonyoung and Soons this is Sehun. My.. friend."



 

Both Sehun and Soonyoung's eyes widen. The hamster even cough. But the squeeze on his hand felt so cold that he look at Jeonghan who has his pleading eyes.

Like looking for some help.

Soonyoung comprehend it in a while. Getting the subtle message.

 

So he look back in Sehun and offer a hand. "It's nice to meet you.."
 

He greeted. Meanwhile, Sehun smiled awkwardly and look at Jeonghan but he can't seem to meet the stare.
 

Later on, they all eat with a bit awkwardness. But Because of Soonyoung's cheerful manner, Sehuna and Jeonghan somehow forget the topic.











 

"It is good having lunch with both of you. I hope we can repeat it again.."

 

Sehun said. They are standing outside the place and Sehun said he'll be going already.
 

"Oh. Same here."

 

Soonyoung said smiling.

 

Jeonghan locked eyes with Sehun and just nod and give a smile. So they parted ways.



 

When Sehun was gone. Jeonghan let go of Soonyoung's hand as fast as possible.. then immediately bow.

 

"Im really sorry! Soonyoung-ah.."


 

The hamster was startled but just smile because of Jeonghan's unnoticed actions.

 

"Hyung.. I get it. It was shocking. Specially the 'Boyfriend' thing. But I get it. It's really ok."



 

"No it's not. I used you earlier. That's why I should apologize you know. That was inappropriate. Really. Im sorry again."

 

"Hyung.. It's reay ok. Anyway, that guy is very good looking. My confidence drop the moment I saw him."


 

"Naaa.. you shouldn't feel that way. You're handsome Soonyoung-ah."

 

And the hamster blushed. However suppressed his wide smile.

 

Then he remember something.

 

"Hyung.. who is he anyway?"

 

Jeonghan look at him and the smile faded. "He's my ex.. my first love and first heart break.."





 

And they were silent with the statement.