Hyung is still in Korea?

My mind was bombarded with questions and worries.

Where is he right now? What is he doing? Who is he staying with?

I grabbed my phone and looked up his phone number. I hit the call button. It rang once but I quickly ended the call.

What if he doesn't want to talk to me?

"Ani, I need to talk to him. I need to let him know how I feel.."

I pressed the call button only to hang up right away again.

What if he doesn't want to see me anymore?

"Stop it Hani!! Just call him damn it!"

I took a deep breath and hit the call button just to hang up again. I threw myself onto the bed and had a little tantrum kicking the air and screaming to myself.

"I can't do it. I'm too scared he's going to hate me..."

I slap myself lightly before sitting back up in bed. If I couldn't call him, maybe a text would be better.

'Hyung, I know you're still in Korea. I have something I need to tell you. Meet me at the playground tomorrow morning at 8.'

My thumb hovered over the send button. Why was it so hard to hit the send button?

I closed my eyes and tapped my phone letting fate decide if I hit the send button or if I hit a random key.

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Jimin's POV

Another day has gone by. It was 2 in the morning already and I couldn't sleep again. Taehyung was lightly snoring next to me and already in a deep sleep.

In the darkness of Taehyung's room, I could see the tiny blue light from my phone that was being charged.

Only 6 more days until I leave.

I couldn't help but let a tear fall from my eye as I thought of Hani.

She is happy with Yoongi. Don't be stupid Jimin. Stop thinking about her. You'll be fine. You can get over her. You can do it Jimin....

I turned away from Taehyung when I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. I cried silently to myself because I knew how much I was lying to myself.

I miss her. I want to see her. I still love her...

I saw my phone flash for a quick second as if someone was calling me. It was too late for anyone to be calling me right now so I ignore it until it flashed again.

I gently got out of bed trying not to disturb the sleeping boy next to me. I grabbed my phone and my eye widen when I saw who the missed calls were from.

My heart increased and I suddenly felt all the blood pumping through my veins. I quickly unlocked my phone to call her back, but then I stopped myself.

What good will it do if we talk? It'll only cause me more heartache.

I turned my phone off and went back to bed. I tried to fall asleep, but my eyes kept on lingering back to my phone.

I need to let her go. Stop it Jimin...

But what did she call me for?

Does she know I'm still in Korea? That's not possible.

Should I just call back to see what she wants and say that I'm back at home already?

Ani, you'll only hurt more if you hear her voice.

I turned away from my phone and closed my eyes. I shook my head violently to discard those thoughts from my head.

I'm not going to turn my phone back on. I won't turn it on until I get back to the states.

I pulled the pillow over my head and pulled the blanket over myself in an attempt to keep myself as far away as I could from my phone... only to fail miserably.

I fell off the bed as I was trying to get up as fast as I could and ran towards my phone and turn it back on. I had gotten another missed call and a new text from Hani.

'Hyung, I know you're still in Korea. I have something I need to tell you. Meet me at the playground tomorrow morning at 8.'

I couldn't wait until morning, so I ran to grab my jacket but knocked over a few of Taehyung's things that caused the sleeping boy to wake up instantly.

"Jiminie.. where are you going?' He tiredly asked in his deep low voice.

"Oh, uhhh, I couldn't sleep so I'm going to take a walk. I'll be back real quick.."

"Liar....... You're going back to Hani's aren't you?"

I've told Taehyung everything that had happened between Hani and I. It was all so suffocating that