I Don't Like Her
My HyungYoongi's POV
"Yoongi Oppa........ will you be my boyfriend?"
"W-what are you talking about?" I stuttered back to Hani. I could feel the heat rising in my neck up to my face.
She told me about Jimin kissing her and confessing to her that he likes her. Then she told me that she lied to him about liking me. My heart raced a little hearing her say that. I listen on as she continues to tell me more about breaking his heart. Jimin is a little , but I couldn't help but feel sorry for the guy either.
"Please Yoongi Oppa! You only have to pretend while Jimin Hyung is around.."
There was a devil and an angel sitting on my shoulder. Both were nagging and telling me what I should be doing.
Yoongi, you know this is not right. Don't make the situation worse than it already is.
Yoongi, who cares! If she becomes your girlfriend, you'll get to hug and hold her. Maybe even kiss her in front of that irritating guy.
"Oppa, you're the only one who truly knows my feelings. And I know I'm asking too much from you, but I really need your help this time... please...?"
I looked up at her and she was biting her lips again. An evil smirk spread across my face and the devil took over.
"I told you to stop biting your lips... It turns me on..."
"Does that mean y-you'll help me?"
The angel screamed in my ear.
You will not help her! You will make things right Yoongi. Stop denying it........ You like her.
I don't like her!!!
I internally screamed at the angel or better yet, at myself.
I do not like her.....
"Yeah, I'll help you. But you'll have to help me too."
"How? What else do I have to do for you? I'm already doing everything you ask of me."
I don't........
"Stay away from Hoseok." I was surprised at what I had just let slipped out of my mouth.
"But Oppa, You know I can't. I need him to like me-"
Something snapped in me. I got up and kicked her out of my apartment. I slammed the door in her face and immediately regretted it.
Why can't you just tell her that Hoseok will only end up using her?
I grabbed the doorknob and opened up the door and ran after her. She was at the elevator, waiting. I don't know why but anger just overtook me and I grasped her by her wrist and pulled her back into my apartment. I pushed her up against the door and punched the door in frustration.
"How much more stupid are you going to get?!!!"I yelled at her.
I saw the tears streaking down her face and the pain in my heart just wouldn't stop. It hurted more than my fist that had hit the door.
I'm scaring her. I'm hurting her when she's already so broken.
I gently led her to my couch and sat her down. What I really don't understand is why is she doing all this. Jimin confessed to her. He told her he loves her so why can't she accept his feelings? I asked her to find out why she is so content with
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