Part V. (Ailee's Pov.)

I put my phone on the side table. Thanking everyone that send their regards and wishing me to get well soon.

I was on the hospital. Eunji insisted. Now i'm just waiting for my manager to pick me up. My parents are worried so is Jiyong's. They called immediately when they heard about it.

"Are you really fine now? You can stay here and get some more rest."

My Manager said.

"No. I don't really like the smell here. I wanna go home and i'll rest there as much as i can."

He's not convinced but just let me.

"Did you talked to Jiyong?"

"Nah. I just wanted to rest alone."

I simply said.

"If you guys having problem, don't let it affect your relationship or worst make it ruined you both."

I didn't replied. Not really in the mood now. 

"I also bought fresh fruits and other stuff. You need to eat a lot. You lost so much weight."

I nodded and we walked outside. My stylist is also there helping me to walk.

After reminding me few things they left. I stood up and about to make a coffee but changed my mind and made a glass of milk.

I stood up on my balcony inhaling the fresh air then sighed.

He didn't even came. He didn't even checked me if i'm still breathing.

Another sighed. I sat on the swing, trying to relax and overcome everything that happened over the years since Jiyong came into my life.

We we're happy. It all started as all the couples wanted to be. We manage to stay hidden and up until now, no one notice right? For our peace and career we agreed having our relationship secret to everyone except those who really close to us.

Out dreams are becoming true that time. We became famous idols like we wanted to be. We supported each other secretly. Cheering silently in the corner. Giving each other a gestures that only both of us knew whenever we're on the camera. I was so happy back then.

But i guess having your dreams is not easy. You must sacrifice something or even someone for it. Our moments together became a normal ones. Staying at each other home so NO ONE will caught us. Not talking anymore when on screen. Acting as if we don't exist on each others world infront of everyone.

The time we spent together became less. I understand tho, because if you really love someone you will do everything to make them happy right? It doesn't matter if he came by 2 or even once a week. I treasured every moment i had with him.

He's not that sweet. He doesn't show so much affection but i know he loves me. He do things on his way. We do things on his way. When he says NO, then it's a NO.

I do noticed or realized that sometimes he's being selfish, but i don't care. I still love him. He's my world. He's cold. He's a monster. But i will always love that monster.

My thoughts was interrupted with someone put a blanket around me. Without looking i know who it might be.

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