Part III. (Ailee's Pov.)

Morning came and i stood up when i saw the clock says 7:15am. I walked quietly downstairs so i won't bother everyone else. I made my way to the kitchen and cook something for out breakfast. Its always like this when i'm here, that's why the guys loved it when i stayed.

When its past 8am, the boys appeared one by one greeting me.

"Morning Amy."

Top greeted and already sat, still looks sleepy. The other 3 boys came and did the same as well. I poured coffee on their cups and gave them their plates with food on it.

"Aahhh! Can you just stay here Amy? I mean for good?"

Seungri said started eating. He was suddenly smack on head by none other than GD. The others just laughed and started eating theirs.

"Good morning."

I told Gd and gave him his coffee and plate. I sat as well and joined them. They started talking about their new album and i was just listening. I picked up my phone and checked if i got any important message.

"Do you have anything to do for today?"

Asked Gd and pulled my phone from me. I rolled my eyes before answering him a no.

"Your new single is on top1 chart for more than a week now since its released! Congratulations Amy!"

Daesung said and clapped. The others clapped as well and congratulate me. I really love this guys. They've been my close friends since Gd and i started dating. They are very supportive and treated me as their sister.

"Thank you so much guys!"

After eating they started to prepare since they need to go the studio for their new album. Of course i will be left behind since i don't have any schedule for today.

After i washed the dishes i went straight to our room. Saw him walked out of the bathroom.

"When are we going to celebrate our Anniversary?"

I asked him while helping him dry his hair.

"Aren't we just celebrated it?"

He said and stoop up, he went to the closet and began looking for his outfit.

"It's not actually. I missed us going somewhere together."

"You know we can't do that. Not now that it's not safe since a lot of paparazzi are after us."

He said not looking at me.

"But we can go to somewhere private like we did before. We just need to be more extra careful."

He look at me. Giving me an "are-you-serious" look.

"We talked about it many time Amy. We can't do those for now. We both agree on this right? And we always spent time together here as much as we can."

He reasoned out. He was now looking for a pair of shoes that will fit his clothes.

"That's the point. We always spent time together here. Nothing else. I'm getting tired of this Gd. I'm getting tired of this situation! I'm getting tired of this hide and seek! For god's sake we've been together for 3 years."

He has a point. I understood that, but he must understood me as well. Why can't we just tell them and it won't be a problem anymore. Fans may get shock or mad but they'll get over it soon. It's not just us that they love but our music as well. It's just day by day i'm getting tired of this.

"Its for the both of us! Don't you love your career? If we tell them about us it might affect it. I'm trying to balance the 2 important things to us right now."

That's it. He always told me that.

"Am i not worth to take the risk? Is your career is more important than me?"

I said. Already upset.

"You know it's my dream. I love to tell them but its not the right time yet Amy. Can't you see? Its too risky. All our hard work might might ended up nothing. All i'm asking is to bare it a little more."

He said sounds frustrated.

"I understand. I always did Ji-yong. Its just.. Nevermind."

After i said that i picked up the towel and got inside the bathroom. Tears starting to drop down from my eyes. Its just i'm really upset right now. Can you blame me? I'm still a girl. I wanted to feel special. It's hard to explain but i just want the whole world if possible that we love each other. To let others who i'm inlove with. That he's already in a relationship with me.

I'm not stupid not to know that there are many idols that likes him. He was being related to different names and he didn't do anything about it. He said why wasting time on doing something on it if there's really nothing going on. I know! I understand but the feeling of secure, the feeling of your being proud of is want i'm asking.

"Amy.."

I heard him knocked. I cleared my throat before answering him. 

"Yes?"

Tried not crack my voice and success.

"We're going. Just text me whenever you can. Bye. I love you."