“I don´t like the way he´s looking at you

I´m starting to think you want him too

Am I crazy, have I lost ya?

Even though I know you love me

Can´t help it„

*Nick Jonas - Jealous

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The morning started beautifully. The sun was shining, the birds were singing and Top felt like he was finally home, next to the one man he loved.

As he watched Seungri slightly snor in his arms he couldn´t help but feel ok. Even better than that, he felt amazing. For a long time he felt like he was caught in a tornado hat was wrecking everything in his life yet not as he traced his lover´s features all that seemed to have dissapeared. His mind was blank from thoughts that used to torment him and his heart finally seemed to beat at the love´s rithm.

Seungri became a constant that he loved to have around. He feels loved and apreciated despite all the craziness that goes in Seungri´s head. Even though he was physically in his arms and he could clearly see his chest move up and down, Top couldn´t help but think he could easily slip away from him.

It was this strange feeling that Top couldn´t shake off no matter how much he tried. Maybe it was his rationality yelling at him from the bottom of his brains. He couldn´t tell. Everytime he sees those eyes looking at him he looses his breath. That must be the power of love. A force that consumes you all, almost sounding like an absession, a very sweet and tempting obsession that you can´t get enough off.

Yet there it was, that little thing buging him everytime he tried to think and it was a scary thought. Top knew at some point he´ll have to face it but he was afraid. He was afraid that he´ll loose Seungri and he´ll be left alone and broken all over again.

That´s why he worked like a mad man. He tried, thought and searched for everything that could help him sweep Seungri of his feet. He thought that himself wasn´t enough. He needed to work harder and show all of his emotions and how he felt for him.

He didn´t want to deceive him. On the contrary, everytime he tohught about Seungri he felt like a highschool boy all over again and all he wanted to do was to make him special and impressive him. 

But he still feared one thing and that was Seungri´s feelings for his ex. At this point he understood whoever he was he played a very big role in his life and what he feared was that Seungri might still be caught up in that. 

At some point all that will matter is Seungri´s feelings and what choice will he make and Top was determined to be the winner. There can´t be a future, their future if one of them was still in the past. He didn´t want to be manipulative and make Seungri stay with him at all cost but couldn´t he afford to be a little selfish this once? Was it that bad if he wanted Seungri all by himself? 

His spirit was defenitely up and giving up wasn´t on his agenda and he knew exactly he´ll keep his eyes on the ball. Despite not consedering the ex as competition he still wasn´t off the game completely and he needed to get rid of him once and for all. Top wants, no he needs to be the only player on the field.

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- Do you always creep on sleeping people? - Seungri asked with his eyes still shut. The sunrays woke him up but soon after he felt a gorgeos pair of eyes watching him.

- Only on the most beautifull ones- Top smirked as he watched Seungri´s cheeks burn.

- Are you blushing? - Top couldn´t help but smile widely as he snutched Seungri closer to him, feeling every inch of his skin arousing him. On an instinct level, he inhaled his sent deep in his lungs. A memory quickly flashed in his mind. It almost felt like that day he first met Seungri. 

- No - the younger mumbled, burried in Top´s chest - Wait, what´s....oh my...I...sorry... - Seungri stuterred in embarassment as he tried to hide his probably red face in Top´s chest as he felt his morning poking his leg. 

- Oh don´t be love - Top smirked. Ussually Seungri was a lot more naugthy yet this morning he was blushing like a making him slightly confused and aroused at the same time but that must just be his thinking.

- Do you need help with that? - Seungri said, finally facing Top smiling not so innocently at him. Now that was the Seungri Top knew but before he could answer, the younger´s head already dissapeared in between the bedsheets as the lips were leaving a wet trace down his burning skin.

- .....what do you do to me... - Top whispered as desire and Seungri´s lips swallowed him all.

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After taking care of everything at the office Top decided to treat his sweet boyfriend for lunch. He wanted to spent as much time as he could around him, specially after Seungri droped the tour bomb on him. He didn´t think that he´ll have to go to another country. That wasn´t something that he felt very comfortable with. He understood a job is a job and that was Seungri´s passion but the tour will last a few months. A few too many months of them being appart.

Maybe some time away was going to be good for them. It will make them miss each other more and just imagine how hot the reunions could be. Just as hot as this morning in bed, then in the shower and the kitchen´s floor later. Yeah that he was alright with.

- Hey baby! - Top stood up from his chair and went to greet his boyfriend whom just walked in his restaurant - Don´t freak out but we have company - he added as his lips met Seungri´s. 

- Oh really - Seungri´s curiosity sparkled. For all this time he knew Top he never brought anyone to their lunches. Sometimes he tohught Top was too much of a loner. He barely spent time with others and was very private. 

- Minho, this is Seungri