>>Dongwoo's POV

They are holding hands…   It felt like… thousands of knife… stabbed into my heart…cruelly…without warning…   I crushed my empty cup and threw it in the dustbin in front of me…   You know what? I've not only lost Bomi's heart… I've also lost my friendship with her…   … how can you cruelly stab thousands of knife into my heart at once?!… from today onwards…don't ever bother calling me oppa…   >>Tuesday >>Dongwoo's POV I woke up and went downstairs to eat. The image from yesterday was still in my head. "Good! Dongwoo is here! What do you wanna say Hoya?" Sunggyu asked. "Actually…me and Bomi are dating… from yesterday onwards…"    So it's true…I'm always a step late…always…   I slowly ate my rice and kept silent. I put down my utensils while the rest were happy or Hoya and said,"I'm full… I'll go change now."    "But you've only eaten a spoon of rice…" I ignored Sungjong and went up to my room. I changed into my clothes and washed my face. I grabbed my bag and my phone. I plugged in my headphones and went down. "You're going now? It's still early." Hoya asked me. "I'm meeting Xiumin first so I'll go now…" I said as I put on my headphones and head out.    I dragged my feet to the main building… the image of them holding hands… I can't get it out of my head…   I went to my class and used my laptop. There were still about 2 and a half hours before school starts…I played some games to kill time…   "So how did it go?" Xiumin sat beside me and  asked. I exited my game and took off my headphones. I bit my lip and shook my head while looking down. "It's over…they're dating…" I sighed. "Are you mad at Hoya?…" I shook my head as I forced my tears not to fall. "I can't… I just can't get mad at him… he…he just…he did a lot for me…" Xiumin patted my back and said,"Always remember… you can come and find me whenever you want… I'm always with you… they are dating doesn't mean that you have no chance… maybe you can fight for it if you want to… if you don't want… then… yea… it's all up to your choice though…"    I really want to fight for Bomi… but… I've never seen Hoya so happy before… I can't ruin his happiness for mine… I'm too selfish…   "I can't…" I shook my head. "I just can't…" I covered my face as I can't control my tears anymore…my heart was ripped apart cruelly… the pain… I don't know how to describe it… the image… it was too much for my to handle…   "Dongwoo ah… wanna get a drink?…" Xiumin asked and stood up. I wiped my tears and kept my things in my bag. "Let's go…" I mumbled and we walked out of the classroom.    "Dongwoo are you ok?" We bumped into Bomi and Namjoo while walking out. I ignored Bomi. "Oh hi Bomi!" Xiumin said and waved at them. I pulled Xiumin out of the building and walked to the cafe. We bought our drinks and sat at a table.    "So you are ignoring Bomi now?…"    "Sort of…"   "Why?"   "…just…my heart hurts when I talk to her…"   >>later during History