I'm Really Pathetic, Aren't I?
Description
Jung Eunji never knew that she would have to marry Kim Sunggyu, her senior in high school who was well known as an indifferent boy and quite famous among the girls at school in their era. Though, they never knew each other until destiny tied them in an official bond called 'marriage' many years after. Arranged-marriage, precisely.
She thought that she would live happily ever after as if in fairytale through this marriage with the prince of Kim’s household. However she found out later that Kim Sunggyu didn’t have any interest at her and just married her of necessity. His heart has been locked on and he became a cold-hearted yet a quick-at-raising-hands since he found out that his latest girlfriend married to another man and lately he seek for his forgotten first love.
Will Eunji who still didn’t sure whether she love her arranged-husband or not survive in this marriage? Will Sunggyu whose his heart has been hurted and locked open it once again for Eunji? What will their marriage future like since there is no love between them at first?
NELL - Walking On Ice
If it were you, would you be able to understand these feelings?
If it were you, would you be able to hold this heart?
If it were you, these scars that’s extending inside my body
The pain that’s embedded deep in my heart, would you be able to look at those scars?
If it were you, would you try a little harder?
If, if it were you, yes if it were you
My burned up black heart, you’d make it new again
Each day you would squeeze my neck so that everything drawing near would go away
But in the end, my one-sidedness makes you leave me
It makes you drift far away
In the end I’m the one making you leave
If it were you, would you try a little harder?
If, if it were you, yes if it were you
My heart that’s closed, my door you would open again
So that my heart that’s stopped will start to beat again
But in the end, my one-sidedness makes you leave me
It makes you drift far away
In the end I’m the one making you leave
I’m really pathetic aren’t I?
I chase my pride and am not able to love
Still distressed and not able to sink in your choice
This is what I’ve become
I’m really pathetic aren’t I?
I chase my pride and am not able to love
Still distressed and not able to sink in your choice
This is what I’ve become
Like this~
If it were you, wouldn’t you try a little harder?
Not for you but for me..
Foreword
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I am really pathetic, aren't I? *referred to me myself, as the author of this story*
Please don't judge me who barely made a new story yet didn't finish my other stories yet. This idea just crept on my mind while I was listening to Nell's song and I can't just abandon it so I decided to write it up into a new fanfic. I knew that arranged-marriage wasn't a rare topic after all. But somehow I really tend to write it, and this story idea is taken from a real life story (again). I'm not that creative to have the idea myself, but I'm trying to elaborate the story to be such a coherent one. :)
At first, I was choosing between OTP of BangJi or GyuJi (oh, I'm currently into these two OTPs) and ended up choosing GyuJi for this story since the song is sung by Nell, Kim Sunggyu's bias of musician and I think the main character of this story will fit him better than Yongguk. :")
And since this story was about marriage-life, some chapters may be rated. But you can always skip it to its next chapter though if you're underage. :p
Will update soon after I finished my schoolwork and made an appropriate poster for it, see ya! ;)
ETA: adding poster I made myself~ :") (picture materials credit to its respective owner)
translated lyrics credit to: http://little-omlette.livejournal.com/14335.html
if you want to hear the song, just click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmqat0oIaIg
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