Author’s POV:

Amber hide from Krystal and all her friends from remain the week, now it was Monday again.

Amber was feeling nervous just to imagine that she will meet Krystal at School, she was nervous because her new haircut and style and she was nervous because everything. She feels terrible for not talking with Krystal since they meet at the ice cream store but this will be her opportunity.

Krystal receive a message from Luna saying she need to look really beautiful today and that she will get a nice surprise. Krystal just go accord to the message she was quite depressed since Saturday, even if she had Kryber, her cute little puppy, she actually tell all the story about her and Amber to the puppy, but she miss Amber so much.

 Amber’s POV:

Everyone had told me that I look good and cute with this new haircut; I hope that Krystal likes it. But the real point is I hope Krystal wants to talk with me.

“Hey, come one it’s lunch time” Key was waving his hands in front of me

“I’m scared” I said to him

“Don’t be a girl, be a woman…Just talk to her” Key was no pulling outside the classroom

We walk to the cafeteria, in the way we meet Henry. He dyed his hair and make it ginger, while Key only dyed his hair blonde. Me… well let’s say I dyed too and cut it shorter ok?

We arrive at the cafeteria and we sit in our spot, after a few minutes Luna and Taemin join us.

“Wow, you look Hot Amber” Luna smile to me

“Yeah it looks good, but been Sully’s boyfriend and Krystal’s friend, you really need to talk with her” Taemin was really serious

I sigh; I was ready to talk with Krystal and ready to accept the consequences of my actions.

“Excuse me this is our spots” A sweet angry voice said to me

I smile like a dumb girl when I heard her ice voice, that voice that makes me happy, I turn my body and smile to her. She look at me surprise.

“Hi Krys” I said to her

She stood there and then she just turn and leave the cafeteria. She practically run away from me. I stay there with a pain in my chest because I think I saw her eyes getting teary.

“Really Amber? You’re going to act like nothing happen?” Sully ask me

“You need to go after her Teddy Ber” Henry told me

“Can you stop calling her that way?” Sully was annoyed

“Hey, she is fine with me calling her like that ok?” Henry start to fight with Sully

I shut myself from the fight, I cover my face, I start thinking in how many times Krystal call me in the past week, I didn’t pick them because I wasn’t really sure to been able to talk to her without crying.

You’re a completely jerk

I feel someone hugging me suddenly what makes cut my trance off.

It was Fanny and her friend Taeyeon, I was surprised I haven’t seen her since Fanny was in High School.

“Hi Baby Am, so did you talk to Krystal?” She ask me

“Hi, no she actually runs away from me” I reply to her

“Hi Taeyeon” I wave my hand to the girl

“Hi” she said with a sad smile

“Well, you deserve it, you should talk to her sooner…Oh guess what?” Fanny was smiling so wide

I move my head trying to pretend I was thinking, Fanny just laugh at me and then she just yell

“Taeyang ask me in a date”

I saw Taeyeon sigh really deeply, she look really sad and uncomfortable. I hug Fanny and said to her “Congratulations”. She turn over Taeyeon and link her and Taeyeon arm together. Taeyeon was a good friend of Fanny since High School and for what I heard she’s Taeyang twin sister.

“I’m so excited; he’s so handsome and cute. And when he smile Am” Fanny was really happy

“Hey Fanny, I need some air, I’ll meet you at the parking lot when you finish ok?...Bye Amber” Taeyeon leave the cafeteria.

So weird

Fanny keeps talking about Taeyang about 10 minutes and then she pull me out the cafeteria to find Krystal and talk to her. We start looking in the classrooms but I decide that I will talk to her eventually.

“Let’s find Tae ok?” Fanny said to me

We start walking towards the gym, apparently Taeyeon always came to the gym when she and Fanny where in high school. What will be our surprise when we find her

Krystal’s POV:

I space out all the classes; I was hoping to see Amber today. So I didn’t care for School, only lunch time was on my mind.

“Come on ice princess” Sully pull my hand towards the cafeteria

“You know? Maybe I should go and talk to her Sull” I said to Sully

“Yeah maybe, I mean, Amber can be really insecure and she probably need a push” Sully reply to me

We were on our way to our table when I saw 2 blondes head and a red one in our table talking to a serious Taemin and a shock Luna

“Hell no” I said to Sully and pull her to out table

“Excuse me this is our table” I said to the one who was sit in the edge.

That’s Amber spot

The head turn and I feel like my whole body shiver. It was her, it was my baby koala with dyed hair. But her eyes and smile were the same. I feel happy but instead of showing it I did the worst thing ever…

“Hi Krys” she smile to me

I stay there and then I just turn my body and get away from her. I leave the cafeteria I could feel my eyes getting full of tears.

Why did I leave?

I walk towards the gym, I sit in the same place Sully introduce me to her cousin, I start crying so hard. Even when I knew Amber was scared of talking to me I was so mad at her.

“She thinks that just by smiling at me I will forgive her?” I ask to myself

But it was true I already had forgiven her, but I was mad at her. Even when I try to make her smile at the ice cream store she acts weird. And then she hide for me, she doesn’t pick her phone and not coming for school…Maybe I should give her the opportunity to explain to me but does she know I’ve spent all these days crying my heart out, talking to Kryber about how amazing she was and how I destroy her family. Does she?

“Excuse me are you okay?” I girls ask me

I look at the girl and nod, I really don’t like to talk with strangers also that a stranger look at me while crying is really bad for me so I turn myself around. I feel someone poking my cheek.

“A pretty girl like you shouldn’t cry, look I can give you this” the girl said to me

She gave me a cookie; I stay with the cookie in my hand. It wasn’t just a cookie it was a chocolate chip cookie.

These are the cookies Amber likes

I start crying again, I feel the girl hugging me really tightly. I hug her too, I feel so confused about me and Amber, about why I was mad and about why I was so sensitive,

“Shh, calm down pretty girl. Life can be tough kiddo but you need to step up” She try to calm me

“Why she is act like nothing happen?” I found myself asking to the strange girl

“Well maybe she doesn’t know how to approach you” She kept rubbing her hand in my back

“But…I´m mad at her” I said

“No you don’t, you love her so much and she hurt you for some reason, but now she probably is trying to get you back but no in the right way” The girl sigh really deep.

“Why I feel like this? Why I fall in love with her?” I ask her again

“We fall in love of the most unexpected people you know? But that doesn’t mean that what you feel will stop hurting or will disappear, but you need to know that what really worth in this world cost a lot…” The girl mumble

“I wish I couldn’t feel anything anymore” I said to her

“Don’t say that pretty girl, the love is one of the most beautiful and hurtful feeling a human been can experience, tell me this girl makes you feel…” She look at me waiting for my answer

“Happy, she makes me feel like a princess. She’s so dorky and nerd sometimes but she helps me with my math homework and listen to me even when I’m just complaining. She makes me feel special and complete…She makes me feel on the top of the world” I explain to her

“So why are you here crying?” She ask me

“Her cousin force me to kiss him and then she beat the crap out of him, then she break up with me, I try to talk to her on a ice cream store but she act weird, then she ignore me, she didn’t pick up my calls but she call this friend of her that actually is in love with her, even when I’m waiting all the past week to see her when I saw her today I feel mad” I blur out

“And that’s the answer, your mad because she talk to this guy before talking to you” She explain to me

“Who are you? What are you helping me?” I ask her.

“My name is Taeyeon Kim, I decide to help you because…Well I guess that because no one can help me I want to help someone” She explains to me

“You’re a student here?” I sob a little

“No, actually I came here with someone, she ask me to come with her to visit her sister. But I decide to come to an open area far away from her and the talk about this guy she likes” She look really sad

“You know at least this girl love you back, she’s just acting wrong but she loves you. I’m in love with someone who doesn’t look at me more than a friend or the…” Her voice sound angry

Before she could finish the sentence I heard someone calling her, I feel myself froze when I hear the voice and also because when I turn I found the person who made me cry looking at me with a puzzle glare.

“Tae! What are you doing with my sister’s girlfriend?” Fanny sounds angry

GREAT now everyone thinks I’m so easy to get or what?

“First I’m not Amber’s girlfriend ok? She broke up with me; Second Taeyeon fined me crying and help me no need to treat her like that…” I said with a cold voice

“It’s okay I’m used to” Taeyeon mumble to me

She get up and make a bow to Amber and Fanny. She said sorry and looks at me with a small smile.

“Well, as you see life can be really tough pretty girl but if I can handle it…You can do it too” She wave her hand towards me and leave Fanny dumbfounded.

“What was that?...Amber talk to her now she deserves it” Fanny leave to following Taeyeon.

I stay there looking at nowhere while Amber was in silence doing the same face she always do when she is thinking. I could feel like a really strong pain was going through my entire chest.

“Krys I’m sorry, I came to school and talk to you like nothing happen…Maybe you don’t want to talk to me or even seen me and I understand, but I just want you to know I regret a lot for that stupid message I sent to you, I regret for no telling you how sorry I was when I saw you at the ice cream store, I regret not picking your calls and most of all I regret making you cry…if you stop loving me I will stop bothering you but you need to tell me please” Amber stood there waiting for my answer

“I still love you but why you shut me out of your life? I mean…why?” I feel tears coming down my cheeks again

“Because I’m stupid that’s the reason I was so selfish when I send that message and I was selfish when I said to myself that if I broke up with you, you will be happier and safer than been with me” Amber was crying too now

“You will need to do more than just said that you’re sorry to get me back…” I mumble to her

Amber got really close to me and put on her knees, she make me look at her and then for a moment I feel guilty for making her cry. I could see the pain and sincerity behind the tears in her eyes.

“I will do anything you ask me to get you back Krystal” she whisper

I hug her really tight, I was so mad now at my behavior but indeed Amber will have to do something more than say “sorry” to me.

“What about, we start with been friends again ok?” I said to her.

“Ok” she was hiding her face at my neck crutch

I love you so much that it hurts me more that you know Amber

“I love you Amber” I mumble to her.

“I love you too Krystal” she answer me back

Taeyeon’s POV:

I start walking to my car, after a few minutes I feel someone holding my arm, I knew who was and I knew also she was confused on how I act. Everything was fine until I met her in High School after that my life becomes a living hell.

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I born in South Korea, I live there until I was 10 years old. My family moves to the States and everything become a little harder for me. I have a twin brother, Taeyang and a little brother, Seung ri. Everyone loves Taeyang, so when we move was not different but I decide I will stop been “Taeyang’s sister”. Just for you know I was the older on, I born first.

It doesn’t matter anymore, the point is I start to take a different path from him that’s how I end up been in the same High School as Fanny, she was my first love and my first kiss. Yes she kiss me once, I love her so much and then she kiss me and I swear I will not love anyone else. But things never work out as I plan. We stop hanging out because my brother saw her once he came to see me.

“Wow! You know her Tae?” He ask me almost drooling

“Yes, why?” I look at him mad

“She’s so beautiful” He answers me

So I stop hanging with her so my brother couldn’t get her. I know I’m so selfish…

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I met her again in College, she still makes my heart beat faster but she met Taeyang because of his brother Donghae and know I have to listen Taeyang talk about the girl I liked all day and listen to the girl I love talk about my twin brother.

“Are you mad with me?” She ask me

“No, it’s just…I don’t like when YOU yell at me” I reply to her.

We arrive at my car, we get up and I was going to start the engine when my cell phone starts ringing.

[

• Hello?
• Tae!! Can you please pick me up? Dad couldn’t take me to school
• (sigh) Ok I’ll pick you up
• Thanks tae!]

“We need to pick up Taeyang, I hope you don’t mind fanny?” I said to the girl

“Oh no I really don’t mind” She start smiling widely

This got to be a freaking joke

We didn’t talk in the road, she was happy to see Taeyang and I was dying inside. We arrive at my home and I get out of the car, Taeyang was going outside the house when I threw him the keys of the car.

“Here can you please take Fanny to school? I don’t feel really good” I mumble to him

I close the door behind me and went to my room; I lay in my bed with a horrible pain in my chest. I sigh and start falling asleep

I hope that girl solve the things of her heart

I feel tears coming down my face but I fall asleep before I could even clean them.

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I really need some feedback please I feel like the story is not good enough, I promise I will finish the story before I get to stuck in college.

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