>>AUTHOR'S NOTE<<

I'm sorry if I let this story behind, sadly this story it just reached to a point where I didn't have anything, I just got stuck but I mange to write some stuff and I want to thank you all for the love and all, this was my fist long story and your guys give me so much love always...

Sadly but true is that this story will end and I will put the last three chapters I could write for it today, so again

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If by any chance you loved the story XD, I'll make a pdf later and I'll put it here...

Amber’s POV:

I woke up late for the first class so I just stay home, I take a bath and then eat breakfast, after waiting for a while I went to school, I sit outside the classrooms waiting for my second class, I was pissed but more than pissed I was feeling frustrated, Krystal and I we weren’t talking as much as I would want and the fact she forgot to call me because his friend move next to her, also I didn’t even hear about him before.

“Stop frowning, you’re going to look like an extinguished dinosaur” I look up to found Dana smiling at me

“Hey” I sigh while making some room to her to sit

“Someone is mad” She was now looking at me with a serious face

“I think I’m jealous of a boy I don’t even know” I turn to see her

“Well is okay to be jealous, but you know Krystal loves you” Dana pat my head

“She forgot to call me” I close my eyes

“You had forgot to call her too, you had even call her the wrong day…remember she is in High School, is when you should have fun and don’t worry about nothing, yet she worries about doing her homework at school to talk to you, give her some credit” Dana pat my head more hard

“Aw” I open my eyes and notice her eyes

She was looking behind me, I turn and saw Daniel talking to a girl, she was obviously flirting to him, I mean if I can notice that it means she is doing it pretty obviously, I turn to see Dana and she just sigh, she pat my head again while getting up.

“Don’t get jealous about a friend, remember that the actions does more than words….I’ll see you in class” She left me there

She is right…poor Dana, she look so sad

“Hey” Daniel sit next to me with a wide smile

“Who is that girl?” I raise an eyebrow at him

“From my dance class, Suzy hates her for some reasons but she is pretty cool” Daniel smiled to me

“If Suzy hates her is because of good reasons” I glare at her when she passed in front of us

“I don’t know, she said she saw the girl trying to flirt with Simon” Daniel just shrug his shoulders

“Hey…have you and Dana talk about…you know” I look at him

“Well…I don’t know…we talk but I don’t know when the right moment is” He pout

“Don’t pout please” I said softly

“Why not?” He start to pout more at me

“Because it makes think of Krys and I’m feeling mad at her right now” I whine at him

“Hahaha, you know, we should go class now” He pull me with him to the classroom

After a boring class, Daniel, Simon, Dana and I went to eat, we were sitting on a table when I hear my cell phone, I saw it was Krystal I was going to deny the call when Dana’s words make echo in my head.

[

-          Hello?

-          Baby?

-          Yeah…what’s up?

-          Are you mad at me?

-          Maybe

-          I’m sorry Amber, I won’t forget about it again, I promise

-          Is not that…is just…I missed you a lot

-          I miss you too love, but we can’t do anything about it

-          I guess…and who is GD?

-          He was my old neighbored, his parents got divorced and he and his mom move near our house, his family was close to mine so yeah

-          Why don’t you talk about him before?

-          Because I didn’t saw the need to do it, you didn’t ask either you know

-          …I’m sorry…

-          Its okay, now, why don’t you tell me how was your day yesterday?

-          It was fine, really…did you talk to Sull?

-          Ah…yeah

-          And?

-          …she is fine…she just…feels kind of left out because you don’t call her

-          That sounds weird, I call her after you left

-          Well, that’s why she was acting weird before…now she is acting normal…

-          Krystal I know when you’re lying

-          I’m not lying at you…I’m just…I promise her not to tell you okay?

-          What?

-          I promise her not to tell you, sorry

-          Is something bad?

-          No is not, is a girl thing

-          I’m a girl too

-          I know you are, I mean it like best friends girly thing

-          Right…

-          Are you mad again?

-          Yeah…I hate when people doesn’t tell me what is going on

-          Amber…you had told me you believe a promise shouldn’t be broke without a good reason

-          Fine…you know what…I’m busy, I’ll call you later

-          Babe-

-          Bye]

“Did you just hang up on her?” Simon was looking at me with wide eyes

“Yeah” I reply fuming

“Why?” Dana pat my head again

“She didn’t want to tell me why my cousin was acting weird because Sull makes her promise it” I said while getting up

“Where are you going?” Daniel got up too

“Home, by myself, sorry…I need to think” I left them behind and make my way home

I sit on my bed, I saw Hae’s sweater on the floor, I grab it while sitting on the floor, I hug the sweater tightly, I start crying for no reason, even when deeply I know it was because I act like a jerk with Krystal.

“I’m such a loser” I get up to lie on my bed

“I need to rest a little bit” I mutter while closing my eyes

I was sitting on a bench, I couldn’t recognize the park, I heard laughs and people talking but I couldn’t see anyone there.

“Is really easy to hurt the people we love baby dino” I turn to see where that voice came

“I’m here” I turn to my right

There, next to me it was Hae, my brother, he was there sit next to me while and ice cream cone.

“Hae…”I look at him

“You’re dreaming baby dino” He laugh at me

“Why are you in my dream?” I ask him while frowning

“Because you’re acting like a jerk lately with someone, that the whole family likes and love” He wink at me

“Krystal?” I dare to ask

“Yeah, who else” He rolled his eyes at me

“I miss her” I reply to him

“No” He shook his head

“I do” I glare at him

“No you don’t…that’s why you’re acting like this with her, you just realized that even when she forgot to call you, didn’t mind, if T.O.P hadn’t told you that Krystal didn’t call you, you wouldn’t call her” Hae look at me while putting the cone in front of him

He let go of the cone and I try to grab it before it fell to the floor I end up making a mess, Hae start to chuckle at me while I just glare at him more.

“Baby dino…if you had let the cone hit the floor we wouldn’t be all cover with it now…you need to let things go as they meant to be, if they’re supposed to go let them go” He got up and start to walk to the other side

“Hae…where is Jia?” I ask him

“She is talking to Henry, Henry is really sad at Canada, he is having some problems with college. She insist that I should knock some sense to you…remember Amber…the Law of Murphy” He continue walking

“HAE” I yelled at him

“What?” He turn to see me

“I don’t understand” I try to get closer to him but he was so far

“You need to let me go, and you need to understand that is okay to let go of the feelings that are not longer strong” He recite like a robot would

“Hae…”I started to cry

“I can’t let you go” I fell to my knees

“Amber…let go” Hae whisper to me

“AMBER” I open my eyes when I heard someone yelling at me

“WHAT?” I move my head to the person

“You were screaming and mumbling, are you okay?” Suzy was touching my forehead

“I think I have a bad dream” I close my eyes again

“What were you dreaming?” She ask me

“I…don’t remember” I sit on the bed trying to remember what I was dreaming

“Well, Krystal called you and I pick it up, she was crying” Suzy pass me my phone

“And Simon told me everything…don’t be a jerk to her” Suzy left my room

Why everyone leaves me?

I turn at my cell phone, I was coward, I bit my lip so hard, I start feeling a metallic taste on my tongue, I start dialing the number, feeling lost.

[

-          Hello?

-          Jessica?

-          Hey, mind to tell me why my little sister cried herself to sleep?

-          I…acted like a jerk to her in the afternoon

-          Amber

-          I’m sorry…I…can I talk to her to give her an appropriate apologize please?

-          Wait

I close my eyes while hearing some whisper then I heard someone moving, I even hear someone moving something.

-          Amber?

-          Hi…

-          …

-          I’m sorry for acting like jerk to you, I…was wrong, if you promise Sull to don’t say anything to me is good you keep your promises

-          …

-          I’m sorry…I’m really sorry for hurting you and for hang up on you

-          …

-          Krys?

-          …

-          I really didn’t mean to hang up on you, I know you hate when people do that…Krys I’m sorry please say something

-          …Amber…

-          Yeah?

-          Do I have done something bad to you when I was mad? When I miss you so much to death? I know that the whole Jiyoung thing upset you but I didn’t do anything…

-          Krys I-

-          You’re acting in a really mean way to me and then you expect me to just forgive you like nothing happen

…is happening again

-          I don’t expect nothing I just want to apologize to you

-          I need to go dinner, don’t worry…I’m not like you, bye Amber.

-          Krys please

-          I said BYE]

I sigh while throwing my cell phone to the bed, I knew it was my fault I didn’t know why I acted like this, I didn’t know what was wrong with me anymore. And the dream, I know it was something bad because I was sweating but I can’t seem to find to remember.

I need to calm down

I went to the living room and I found Simon eating a salad while Suzy was practicing some moves in front of him, he was recording Suzy and he was reading a magazine too.

I sit next to him, he put the magazine away and look at me with a serious face, he then look at his watch and keep eating his salad on silence.

“And  the end” Suzy mumble while making a split

“I think is fine” Simon stop the recording while passing the camera to Suzy

“I need to be great at this exam” Suzy was now watching her moves

“Did you call her?” Simon ask me while still munching his salad

“Yeah…she was pretty upset, I deserve it I act like a jerk without reason” I mutter to him

“That’s the part…I can’t nail this stupid part…Amber come here” Suzy pull me to her side

Suzy put herself on a side and then show me the move, apparently she had to make a contemporaneous dance routine and she couldn’t do a move that seem more hip hop.

“Suzy, look, move this leg like this and then when you cross the arm, move the leg to the back and then make your whole upper body stiff” I explain to her

“Like this” She show me

“Yeah, like this” I smiled to her while going to the kitchen

“Amber…are you okay?” Simon was behind me

“Yeah…I just…something is bothering me and I can’t seem to figure it out” I explain to him

“I know you’re sad and that you miss her but don’t act like that, if something bothers tell her, talk about it, you were the one who taught me that…you were the Miss Know it all between all of us…the one with the happy relationship” Simon lean his head on mine

“I’ll call her tomorrow to see” I smiled to him and left him on the kitchen

I know nothing about nothing

Taeyeon’s POV:

I sit on the chair while putting some books on the table, I was at the library trying to make homework, I had planned to go see my three monkeys dance and I need it to do my homework first.

“Why do I need to leave this to the end?” I ask myself while searching the information

I feel my cell phone vibrate, I look at it, it was a message, I open it and I feel surprise to know it was Amber.

[From: Amber Liu

To: Taeyeon

Hey…I just wanted to know how everything is, are you okay?]

I smiled, she must be thinking I’ll be hyperventilate for the wedding thing, I start to type the answer quickly, I heard some footsteps and notice Fanny walking towards me with some books too.

[From: Taeyeon

To: Amber Liu

Don’t worry everything is going fine, Key would make the dresses, your cousins Yuri and Yoona will make the cake, my dad and your dad are looking for the place to do the ceremony]

“Hi baby” Fanny smiled to me while sitting

“Amber text me, I guess she was worry about the weeding or something, she ask me if I was fine” I giggle at the message while reading my books again

“Tae…Amber doesn’t know about the wedding yet” Fanny’s eyes were wide open and I knew I had screw things up

“Oh…I didn’t know…damn” I bit my knuckle hard

“Don’t do that” Fanny stop me I was going to bit it again when my cell phone vibrate again

[From: Amber Liu

To: Taeyeon

What?...you know what…is okay apparently I’m not important anymore to anyone, no one tells me nothing anymore…I guess it means probably I’m not invited to the wedding…]

I really screw things up now

“Fanny” I show her the message

“Is fine…I was going to call her tomorrow to tell her…don’t worry is a misunderstanding” She smiled to me while reading her books

“I’m really sorry” I pout to her

“Is okay, let’s finish this so we can go to see your brother dance” She kiss my hand

I need to solve this…fast

I grab my cell phone and send Krystal a message, telling her what I had do and that I want to know if she could help me making Amber feel better, but she didn’t reply to me.

Me and Fanny were on the car driving to see my monkeys dance when her cell phone ring, she sigh while answering.

“I was going to call you, we just decide this…no…is not like that, what are you talking about baby dino?...Amber…what?” I saw Fanny with a worry face

“Where are you?” She turned to see me with a scared face

“Why do you mean with that?” Fanny made me to stop the car

“Amber…I’m sure there is a reason why you saw that” Fanny’s voice was getting lower

“Amber, don’t do it please…Amber?” Fanny sigh

“Amber came to see us today, she was at the park near the house when she saw your message so she went to see Krystal, they had a fight and…”Fanny close her eyes

“And?” I was feeling a bad feeling about what would come next

“Krystal broke up with her in front of Sully” Fanny smiled softly to me

“Why?” I ask her while starting the engine

“I didn’t understand her…she was on her way to NY again, T.O.P came for her” I frown to her

“You want to go home?” I ask her

“No…let’s go, I’m fine” She smile while looking to the window

Amber what’s going on with you?