Tonight is my fourth date with Luhan. Yes, fourth date. The second date was followed by another one, then another one for tonight. All those nights, I didn't have any complaints. Why, I'm enjoying every bit of moments while I'm with him. I like him, that's for sure. Luhan is such a gentleman and a caring guy. He's also funny, and that was one of the reasons why I like him.

After our date, he walked me again to the parking lot like he always do. "I wish you will not bring your car anymore." He said. And when I looked at him, he was smiling.

"Hmm? Why not?" I asked.

"So I could drive you home, you know." He put on a fake pout and I slapped his arm. He laughed. "I'm serious. I really want to drive you home."

"And why is that? I know you just want to know where I live."

"And what's wrong with that? I just want to know if you're living in a safe area." He was even wriggling his eyebrows.

I couldn't help but laugh. "Of course, it's a safe area." I told him. "You don't have to worry that much." I fished out my car keys as we almost reached my car. I felt Luhan's hands on my shoulder and he turned me around slowly to face him. He was wearing a serious look now and I wondered if I said something that made him upset or something.

"Haekyung-ah..." He whispered my name and I found myself backing away. With only just two steps, I felt the coldness of my car behind my bar. To my surprise, Luhan moved closer. He stretched both of his arms and placed it above my shoulder. He was pinning me and I don't know what to do.

"L-Luhan, what are you doing?"

"Since you don't want me to know where you live," he started. "Would you at least give me a chance to do this?" He moved his one hand to cup my cheek. His thumb was softly brushing against my skin.

"Do what?" I asked. And then he kissed me.

I kissed HaeSeok once more before I went my way out of his room without making any sound. He was finally asleep. I headed back to my room and went to bed. As I laid down the soft mattress, I found myself still couldn't fall asleep. No matter how I tried, I just can't. I can't stop thinking about what happened between me and Luhan. Yes, I can't stop thinking about the kiss.

I like Luhan as a friend, and I won't going to stop myself for that. But am I really ready for something deeper?

"Oh my God. What to do." I could only mutter into the night. I covered my face with the pillow, forcing myself to fall asleep. But everytime I closed my eyes, Luhan's face would flash in my mi