"I'm afraid her 'little' habit had acted again. I'm afraid she will have to stay in the hospital for the time being,"

"Oh jjinja? Hais…that silly girl…because of that namja-chingu of before…"

"Ah…dear, it's part of her growing up…"

"What growing up? She's already 34!"

Moon Sayeong's eyes flickered opened upon her father's last sentence.

Where was she? Oh yeah… the hospital, the one she had been to numerous times since she was 15.

She pulled her legs towards her chest, squirming her eyes shut again.

"I'm very sorry…I know it will be hard for the both of us, but i have to let go…mianhe…"

"But why? Because you want fame? I can give you fame by my father's company if you want! If you marry me, you'll be the boss of my father's company!"

"But Sayeong, my dream of fame is not economically, i love rapping and writing songs is my favourite hobby. You know its my dream since young…"

"But…Hee Gun! You can't leave me because of that, right?Hee Gun oppa…"

"Sayeong…you have to understand…the entertainment world, it's scary world…You, a daughter of a businessman whose name is a big name in our inflating money society in Korea, you should strive and hold your inherency with another economist's son, not me. Me, in your dad's company won't do good, i'm not interested in economics or business, Sayeong."

"Hee Gun oppa…Please, i beg you, don't break up with me…"

"I know its hard, but mianhe, Sayeong ah, i'm going to my pals' and my big competition tomorrow, and i'll work hard for it. To see me reach my goal will all in your decision. Sayeong ah, you have to learn to get over me…Me? I'm an aspiring guy and when i get serious, i wouldn't want anything to get in my way."

"Hee Gun Oppa! Oppa! Oppa!"

Sayeong's mind set in the scene where her namja-chingu of before had ran away, with her chasing after him. But he was too fast, the speed Sayeong always admired, causing him to slip away from her fingers.

Sayeong sighed deeply, knowing she shouldn't think about this or her trip to the hospital will be a waste.

She had tried suiciding the day after, cutting her wrist and jumping down her school's pool.

He parents were absolutely horrified when they saw their only daughter's limp body in a bloody pool.

After hearing what her parents had said, she should learn to grow up like she should have, after these 19 years…

But she hadn't got over her Hee Gun oppa and deeply in her heart, she knew he hasn't too.
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Baek Chang Jo was sifting through the pile of photographs he'd just received from his photographer.

He was absolutely horrified at how Kang Gary had fled to Ji Hyo's house so early in the morning and Ji Hyo had opened the door right after, embracing him.

He banged the table, making his secretary who was waiting by the door flinch.

"Yes?…" The CEO awkwardly asked, gesturing towards his secretary.

"You have a letter sir."

"Bring it over."

The female secretary silently shuffled over towards the table. Slightly glancing at the photos, she placed the letter in a brown envelope on the table.

"Who is it from?"

"Sung Im shi, sir."
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Kang Gary had woke up astoundingly early that day, already changing into his outside clothes in the early 8 a.m.(KST time…).

His beloved yeoja-chingu had requested him to drive her to the Yesse shooting that morning and he had gladly agreed to do so.

Dressing in a plain denim jeans and a Lessang T-shirt with a leather jacket draped over, he topped his outfit off with a Ssang cap and went out of the doors.

Gil, his partner-in-rap was still sound asleep in bed, enjoying the cold weather of Fall.

Quickly getting into his black trailer, he the engine and swiftly turned out of the driveway.

Getting excited about seeing Ji Hyo( and her manager), he blushed at the sudden kiss they had shared in the morning.

Suddenly, his phone rang in his 'stranger' ringtone; which was what he thought was the saddest song he ever sung, Tears, which was a bit inspired by Ji Hyo as her favourite song was Tears and thus the name.

Sneaking a peek at the numbers, he knew who it was straight away.

It was Moon Sayeong.
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Hi everyone! Great to be back updating this blog^^

Have you'll seen the new header pic? Thats my doodle and hope you all had a great Xmas!!!

I know this chapter is short and theres a lot of suspense…mianhe…

But this chapter is what i say the official start of this fan fiction. The front parts are introduction to the main character's lives, yeah, thats also important story lines too. 

The part of the suicide scene is from Ji Hyo's earliest movies, i won't say the title, but most avid Ji Hyo fans should know right away:)) And it was a sad scene, yes…

btw, hope you all liked the new chapter!(I've been taking a break…holiday sickness=resting…lol)

Well, Cya at the next chapter^^

-sjhdanielle (Song Ji Hyo Doodles)