Hyuna POV

Junhyung seen to bother what I say. He seen to feel insecure about our future. He starts to doubt about his feeling with me in the future. He might fall out of love of me. But what I told him was true. I can accept that he fall out of love of me but I can’t accept that he cheat on me and I have to find out by myself.

I will let him go if he doesn’t love me anymore. I wouldn’t force him to stay by my side. I don’t want him to be unhappy and force himself doing something that will make him sad. It wasn’t because I don’t love him but… I don’t want Junhyung to feel burden for forcing to love me when he wasn’t.

For now I can feel that he fully love me but what will happen in the future? I’m selfish. If I want him I want him as a whole and not partially of him. I want him to only love me. I want him to only look at me. I only want him to only think on me. I want him as a fully Yong Jun Hyung that love only me. If he can’t I will let him go and find someone who not that selfish that able to share his love to someone else. I’m selfish and I know that.

I don’t know what will happen in the future but I will get the answer in the future time. As for now I want to enjoy all the moment I share with him. I may not have him in the future but I still have the memory of moment I have share with him. I will treasure the moment the memorise that only left for me when he wasn’t around with me anymore.

I think I need to stop thinking about this and stay focus for my work now. 4Minute come back is coming closer and I need to hide my emotion away from other especially Junhyung. He seen to able to sense something different with HyunA.

Don’t know why, I feel jealous. Even though 4Minute HyunA is me but somehow she wasn’t a real me in real life when I can be cool like her. I don’t wear clothes like what she wearing. She hides well for her emotion. She was part of me but I feel like a coward when I turn back to who I am. I hope when Junnie find out this he will love the both me.

Hubby Junnie calling………………

“Yeoboseyo.” I pick up the phone

“Babe. Are you at your office now? I’m going to your office now to find you.” Junhyung panting

“MWO?” I shouted. What? I’m obviously not in the office. .

“I need you now. I need to see you now. I want to tell you something that I have been trouble about.” - Junhyung

“I’m now on my way from Cube building to your office. I will be reaching hmm 30minute or even lesser. I don’t know. I just want to see you now. See you in few minute later. Bye.” – Junhyung

OMO. He going to my office? I’m not there. . What to do now?

“UNNIE UNNIE UNNIE.” I shouted running to 4miniute

“Junnie on his way to my office. I need to leave first.” I say going to run out

“Wait. Hyunnie. You can’t go off like this. You are not wearing what you wore in the morning.” Jihyun unnie say and stop me from running off

“What should I do now? He wasn’t picking up his phone.” I start to panic and keep dialling his phone

“You need to change your clothes now. I will call manager oppa to pick up now. You can call Gyu oppa, ask him whether he in his office. He might able to help.” Gayoon say calling our manager

“OPPA. ARE YOU IN YOUR OFFICE NOW? JUNNIE ON THIS WAY THERE BUT I STILL AT CUBE. I NEED TO CHANGE MY CLOTHES FIRST. ARE YOU ABLE TO HELP ME TO BLOCK HIM?” I shout through the phone and running with 4Minute to our car.

“NAE. ONCE I REACH I WILL TAKE OVER. THANK YOU OPPA.” I hang up the phone and ask manager oppa to drive as fast as he could

“What did oppa say?” Sohyun ask

“He says he now on his way to office too. He will be reaching in 5minute time. He says he will help me to block him and earn me some time for me.” I start calling Junhyung

Aish. What so important that he can’t wait till tonight? Junnie, my life going to be shorten because of you. I really hope oppa able to block him.

I ran out the van and when to change my clothes and remove my makeup with some touch up. My car was ready when I leaving the apartment to my office. The driver starts to speed up knowing my situation. I’m really nervous now.

Hubby Junnie calling………………

“Yeoboseyo.” I pick up the phone

“Babe. I reach. Are you able to come down now? I will wait you in the car.” Junhyung

“Junnie. Give me some time. Can you wait me in the café just next to the building? Once I done I will look for you.” I request

“Ani. I’m not wearing anything for disguise. So I will wait you in the car. I thought I can go into your office but the security block me say I’m not authorize to go in. I thought I can give you a surprise when I’m so urge to see you now.” – Junhyung

“But can you get me a coffee first? I’m so tired and hungry too.” I say

“OMO? You have yet eaten? Aish. You should take care of yourself. OK. I will get you a coffee after that we will get something to eat.” Junhyung

“Nae. I’m coming down soon. See you later. Bye.” I say

“OK. Bye.” Junhyung

Not authorize to go in? Our offices are public places, how come Junnie can’t get in? I hope when I reach Junhyung haven’t done yet.

Gyu oppa calling………………

“Yeoboseyo.” I pick up the phone

“Baby Girl. I saw Junhyung outside the office building but I have asked the security to stop Junhyung come in. He now waiting outside the building.” – Sunggyu

“Oh. It was you. No wonder I find it weird why they say he was not authorize to go in. Thanks Gyu oppa.” I say in relieve

“A… Junhyung leaving.” – Sunggyu

“Nae. I ask him to pick up coffee for me. So when I reach we wouldn’t see me. Thanks again. I will call you again.” I say

“Ok. You own me one. Remember to come and see too. Since the hospital I never get to see you. I miss my baby girl you know.” Sunggyu

“Haha. Ok. But have to wait till my schedule is clear. You know well that 4Minute come back is close.” I say and laugh at my protective elder brother

“Ok. Remember to take care of yourself too. And you have a project too. One of the clients appoints you to design a series of clothes. But I told him that currently you are not available and he says he willing to wait. So once 4Minute promotion ends you have to get back to office and meet him.” Sunggyu

“Ok. Oh. I reaching. I will call you and see you soon. Bye. Gyu oppa.” I say

“Ok. Bye. Baby girl.” Sunggyu say

Hmmm. It was rare that the client willing to wait for my available. Might be someone I work before.

I run down the car but see no Junhyung and his car. Thank god, Junhyung haven’t done yet. My life going to be shortening because of this sudden attack receives from Junhyung.

Honk….Honk….

AUTHOR NOTE

Do you think Hyuna being selfish?

Will the day come when she need to let him go?

How many sudden attack will Hyuna receive from Junhyung in the future time?

Today was a special day. MY BIAS KIM HYUNA BIRTHDAY. So another chapter will be up today just for her. At the same time check out my other story.

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/444054

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/449462/healing-heart-4minute-hyuna-infinite-sunggyu

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